#supernatural coded

I'm really gonna need one of these slow burn TV BFF to bisexual awakening storylines to be explicit. Not in the whole "you're like family to me" way and not in a "head touch and get sucked into oblivion" way and not in a "died shortly after" way and not EVEN (though obviously bless the work they're putting in as well) in a Heartstopper way where it's the whole plot from the beginning. Do you know how easy it is, with rampant bisexual erasure, to talk yourself out of an apparent relationship being legitimate even when it's so so so obviously queer? I need to heal and the only thing for it is to see the bis kiss.

I just almost fell out of the shower and then I thought “would falling out of the shower be dean, cas, or Sam-coded?” Can I PLEASE seek help