#supermakhtan

Wala na 'kong inspirasyon sa pagba-blog, hahaha. ang tagal naman bumalik ni makh; nakakainip. but I'm not the type of person to promise something then break it eventually. nangako akong maghihintay ako eh. hays, I'd rather go back to the time na madalas pa siyang mantrip sa facebook at nakakausap ko pa (kahit madalas ako asarin at minsan hindi pa matino) kaysa sa ngayon na sobrang sikat niya na; na madalas nang natatabunan lahat ng dm's ko at ta's; na sobrang sikat niya na to the point na wala ng time na makakausap mo siya kasi how can he remember someone unimportant from the past. I'd rather go back to the time bad boy pa siya ar madalas mang-trash talk. But this is him; eto na yung siya eh. As much as I want to turn back time, I can't. I'd rather him not noticing me because at least I know he's there. kaysa sa mawala na naman siya. he changed his bio though, he doesn't need anyone to look for him. someone probably found him already.

Huhuhuhuhuhu idol ko parin forevs!!!!!! Sana makaclose ko huhu hahaha

You're the anon blogger I've met in twitter. And tbh, when I quote your tweet, you fav and quoted it. I thought you're some directioner, swiftie, belieber or 5sos fam when I went to your profile. Until, nalaman ko na isa ka palang lalaking hinahanap ang future girl niya sa katauhan ng girlfriend nya. Then you quit blogging. I'm not the only one who's waiting for 'makh' to come back. Dahil hinihintay ko nga na bumalik ka, lagi akong nasa 'lost;' profile mo. Dun ko na nakita ang username mo na 'pjbaf'. Nakakausap kita and I always calling you kuya. I was the one who ask you about finding myself and leaving everything. And your words made up my mind. Nakapagdesisyon ako and I'm not wrong to open up to you. Then some ramdom conversation happened, hanggang sa isang midnight, I was still awake at di talaga dinadalaw ng antok kahit pagod na, naboboring ako so sabi ko sayo kakantahan kita. Ang grabe nun! Di ko keri! Ang pangit ng boses ko sa vm, record or what. After that dawn di na uli kita naka-usap. Kinabukasan nag-half day ako tutal wala namang gagawin. Umupo ako sa computer at nag-online. Then 'lost;' is back. Pero hindi siya nagbalik, bumalik lang. Like you said. My point here is you help me to find my happiness and I'm so thankful that an unexpexted person came to my life. I don't know if you're temporary or permanent, but I want to stay in this feeling. We never know if this would happened again. Thank you kasi after months of thinking, I finally got it right and you help me for it. Isa sa mga araw sa April ang nakatakdang araw na pagiwan ko sa lahat kapalit ang kaligayahan ko. It was just Manila. Yun lang ang pupuntahan ko, pero teka lang ha, malayo daw yun sa Batangas at mahirap daw bumiyahe. Kayavmahihirapan kaming magkita ng mga kaibigan ko. I'm so close to happiness, Kuya! And I'm telling you this because I want you to be part of my journey to happiness. I need a friend, and a guide from being lost to found. Game ka na? Hindi ako nageexpect ng sagot mula dito sa tumblr, masyado kasing mahaba kapag ginawa kong dm or tanong sa askfm. Gusto ko sana email kaso di ko alam ang gmail mo kaya tumblr na nga lang. Gusto kitang itext or tawagan kaso wala akong number mo, at baka iba ang network mo (woah, daming dahilan). Btw, globe ako hahaha. Pero pag may time I will call you to thank you, voice to voice or maybe one day face to face. You help me. Are you staying in my life or leave? Would you wanna be my friend, I mean not an anon friend, but the real friends? Please, I need an answer. Thank you x

@supermakhtan, sana mabigyan mo ng panahon na basahin ‘to.

sml for u hehe

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