#sunyblody

dazai is the kind of person who accepts what is but also wants to deny it. like ex. when oda died; he knew oda was dead ofc, he accepted it but then again didnt, he wanted to pretend but he also knew that theres no point in it. another example is when he had to leave chuuya for the sake of odas last wish, dazai knew that he wouldnt ever be able to see chuuya again, he knew he wouldnt be able to look into chuuyas eyes again, unless fate allowed it. he wanted to pretend that he was having pointless banter with chuuya again, but it just wasnt the same. he wanted to pretend, but he couldnt

hc that when chuuya is on a mission, he often brings ipods/airpods (i forgot what it was called lol) and plays music when hes beating up the duds.

hc that when dazai is genuinely happy/excited he jumps around, rambles about the topic, punches the air, paces and shouts slighty. its really really rare to see that, but you can tell if hes genuinely happy or excited

hc that once, dazai printed out so many memes, most of them containing sewerslide jokes. and then he pasted them all around the agency, got lucky and escaped kunikidas clutches. dazai then put/left the remaining memes in random places

hc that when yosano was like, 15-18 she was friends with a girl. the girl was either one of the staff or maybe an ex-ada member. she crushed on her silently, clinging on to that small hope that her crush would love her back. until.. the girl had to leave for whatever reason, they both still contacted each other, but it hurt yosano that she couldnt see her face. and then after some months or so, yosano heard some news that absolutely shattered her heart. the girl had a boyfriend, and it seemed that they were serious. now, they rarely text/call each other, but when they do, its like they just talked yesterday. yosano doesnt know if her teenage crush is still in the relationship, she doesnt ask. she doesnt want to know.

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