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Enx had taken it onto herself to try and breach into the Kojin vault by her lonesome.. even if it was a terrible idea and she herself was doing it in utmost secrecy. It took some time for her to break through the water and.. practically everything went terribly wrong. She was a good swimmer, yes, but fighting off a beast race that’s instinct were to swim while swimming wasn’t the most ideal situation.She broke the surface, bare of breath and having severe wounds. Her lungs were collapsing onto her due to the exhaustion she spent fighting away at the Red. She came out on top.. but her skin was clammy and she was just another few seconds away from drowning. Enx laid there before seeing the shadowy Miqo’te sulking around.. probably for information or tracking the Xaela who was oh so arrogant to take upon this herself.She rose herself to feet before collapsing back into the sand, realizing the futility and just laying there. “W-what’s the deal, huh? Couldn’t lend me a hand, little rat?” Enx said as she panted and gasped for air. She would recover from this one, hopefully.. but gods did it feel like utter shit to her.She sprawled out upon her back before gasping, “Water.” She called out desperately, as if trying to get the Miqo’te to fetch her a pail or really.. just anything to drink upon, as desperate as she were. She was dehydrated, her skin was clammy, and her cuts had de-oxygenated blood somewhat easing from them.

#2: Enx really likes Bi Fangs and Zus. She considers them one of the most attractive birds of prey, (Bi Fang is understandable BUT LOOK AT THE ZU’S NECK FLUBBER WTF.) so she dresses herself often in the feathers of these birds and puts up little shrines to appease their spirits after their hunts - hoping their spirits are cherished with Nhaama.

Hmm. In the heat of the moment, usually not. My issue is having second thoughts, rather than deciding on something in the first place. I’m pretty sure it’s at least partially an anxiety thing.

The short answer is that I dont know. I used to want to be this or that, but over time those lost their appeal and I was left wondering what I would like more. Years have gone by and I still dont have a clear answer or idea on what to do. I know that I would love to move out, perhaps out of California or even out of country though the former is more likely.An apartment would be ideal, maybe with some roommates, but it all depends on stuff. Other than that there are hobbies I’d like to try out. Traveling is the big one. I’d very much like to see a castle and explore if I could. I’d also would like to visit King Arthur’s grave at least once. Aside from traveling I’d like to get involved in HEMA (Historical European martial arts) groups or clubs, but I’m lost on where to even begin with that. That and I’d like to put that off until things are a bit more stable. The next one is less a hobby and more something I’d like to play, but I dont have many friends so it wouldnt really work out. Basically this / the other nerf/ airsoft games these guys play.

Even now, Bren’li won’t admit that he loved Suke like she was his grandmother. If he talks about her at all, it’s usually disparagingly. Only grudgingly will he acknowledge the debt he owes her. (And if you ask him why he named his coeurl companion after her, he’ll tell you that it’s because she’s damned stubborn and ornery, just like her namesake.)

@sunwins asked this as well so here you two go.In general Synn doesnt like it when people he doesnt know touch him, but its not like he’ll lash out at said touch. Well, provided its not inappropriate of course. As for a loved one’s touch ie. Adeya’s… well more or less how a dog reacts when you pet it. This is less so with friends.I should mention that if being tended to by an unknown healer Synn will visibly tense and may even reach for a weapon. This is due to his experience with a particular healer in his past