#sunpeach

Sorry Mei, you're not his type because his type is your brother!

It hurts to see that Sungmin/Peach/Peace knows that being together would be impossible. He knows his father will never allow him to be with Sun (or any man) and now that Sun is working for him, it's even more difficult for them to be together.

Unfortunately, Sungmin/Peach/Peace may try to conceal his feelings, but it's not really working.

Sun gave him a little care and affection and he just folded (especially after they both escaped a life-threatening situation). He is so starved of this. He wants it so much. You can see it in his eyes.

So that's why he decided to go after what his heart desired and to kiss Sun, even if he knows they are not meant to be and it would be impossible to be together. He just didn't know he wasn't only fighting against his father's wishes, but also with Sun's trauma of losing his previous partner.

Sungmin/Peach/Peace didn't expect Sun to reject him and it hurt so much. He thought he could, but what he saw on Sun's face didn't show it. Of course, he couldn't know that Sun thought about Kong. He only saw that he was rejected.

I feel like Sun will have a hard time convincing Sungmin/Peach/Peace that it's not because he doesn't like him, but because he has lived with the memory of Kong for so long. He hasn't been intimate with anyone else since.

Sun felt bad because he saw the change in Sungmin/Peach/Peace's behavior after he backed up to avoid the kiss. I'm sure in other circumstances, Sun would have gladly kissed Sungmin/Peach/Peace back.

There are only two people Sun can confide in: his sister and Sun.

For everyone else, he must be the reliable one, but only with his loved ones he can be vulnerable. His life is scary and he has already lost so many people.

Sungmin/Peach/Peace is really trying to convince Sun to stop working for his father and not pursue his revenge because he knows that it's going to have terrible consequences.

Since he likes Sun, he would prefer for him to let go of the past and grudges to focus on his own happiness. By asking him these questions, he is trying to make him think what he desires for himself.

He shouldn't put his life on hold only to find the real culprit of his father (and Sungmin/Peach/Peace knows who he is, but he also knows how risky it could be for Sun to discover that it's his father).

Especially as trying to get his revenge isn't without any danger and Sun also wants to take care of his family (especially his sister) and it's in contradiction with his first goal.

The pursuit of revenge is endless and it can become your whole life until you don't remember how it was before. As someone who isn't free of choosing his own life and would gladly have this freedom, Sungmin/Peach/Peace doesn't want Sun to get prisoner of its revenge.