Lost Human

Rock Kwanlada (City of Stars) Aya Orapan (Wedding Plan / Love Sea) Pym Pympan (Kidnap the series)

Ciize Rutricha (Pluto) Yoshi Rinrada (The Sign) Aye Sarunchana (Friendzone)

Proud Sirichaiwongsaku (Monster Next Door) Paper Peerada (LoveSick 2024 / Gelboys) Faye Malisorn (Blank)

Becky Armstrong (GAP / The Loyal Pin) Samantha Melanie Coates (Between Us) Namtan Tipnaree (Pluto)

It's really hard to agree with Ritt because even though Itthi lied to him and didn't tell him about knowing the truth, Ritt is still the one who lied first and kept lying again and again.

The problem is that I feel he doesn't really own his part in the lies. He is so hurt by the fact people knew he was lying and didn't stop him from making more lies, that he forgot he can't really be angry at them for their own lies. They just kept following his lead. Now everyone was a liar and the truth is out. Why not start anew and see if something truly genuine can be born from all these lies?

Yes lying is bad and everyone seems to understand it. They were all liars, but in the end everyone got something they truly wanted... I think Itthi is right to say that now they can fix everything by being genuine and honest about what they feel. Except it can't happen because Ritt is too self-centred right now to see that it could be possible and it would even give everyone a happy ending.

In this last episode I believe the main theme was about being seen. It started with Azuma revealing to one of his coworkers that he had a boyfriend. Then, we saw a flashback of Kuji when he was working at the office and how he felt a little stuffed from everything and unable to accept the concerns of others, even if that's something he may have wanted deep down. We also got, Azuma feeling like he didn't do enough when he only ranked in third place for the translation completion, but he forgot that it doesn't mean he isn't doing a great job. He just needed someone to tell him that it was already good and that translation isn't really a competition. Finally, the most heartwarming part was when his relationship with Kuji was acknowledged and accepted by his nephew.

I believe the idea of "being seen" is to feel recognized and accepted for who you are. In this life all the small gestures and words of acceptance and recognition are a bubble of happiness and it makes you feel free. You can be yourself. You're blooming like flowers during spring. When you have the opportunity to finally be yourself it's like spring again as it was portrayed at the end of the series when Kuji and Azuma stopped and saw the tree with blooming flowers.

Jiang Cheng and Guo Fei's years in high school are over and they experience the difficulties of being long distance. A long distance relationship can be tricky. However, the difficulties aren't in the long distance, but in the reasons why they ended up long distance. Guo Fei can't leave his autistic sister because she doesn't react well when her routine is disturbed. The therapy she is doing isn't showing any improvement and Jiang Cheng desperately wants to help him. The realisation makes Guo Fei feels suffocating. He doesn't want his boyfriend to worry too much, he feels like he is putting him in a tough spot somehow. That's why volume 5 ends with their breakup.

It's been 5 books that I'm following this couple and I thought they would never break up. They have been fighting everything to be together and they always manage. I knew they could deal with long distance, but I didn't know Guo Fei would feel that guilty and that it would prompt him to break up. It's heartbreaking to see Jiang Cheng feels so sad and lost at the point of getting sick. I don't even know how the story will end after that.