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Wednesday October 16th

Sometimes my life feels like that part at the end of The Perks of Being a Wallflower in a very bad™️ way.

That part where Charlie is like crying and walking down the street in a full suit that makes him simultaneously look like a “real” writer and a dipshit. That part where he’s watching himself walk the same paths over and over. That part where the kitchen becomes unfamiliar, the music from the holidays/your birthday play a little bit too sharp and you realize that you are your 5 year old self again and then you call your sister and you ask her if it was your fault that Aunt Helen died and she tells you to stay on the line while she flags someone else as she puts down the nail polish bottle to send some cops to go get your crazy traumatized brother.

YCharlie are you okay is the last think head until

“Hi Charlie, you’re at Mayview hospital.”

Newcleus - Automan (Dub Version)