#sunnisideuprabble

Would anyone give their honest opinion?

Because like, I'm a writer, and they are overly complicated beings forced into an oversimplified role and I want to make sure I'm writing them right

Oh my god, I've been waiting for this ask, thank you thank you thank you.

So the main canon reason for the au is, Collin is technically supposed to be the main focus, and this au is supposed to be about grief and moving on and just trying to continue to live, and the main focus of his grief is his family.

Meg is the starting point of that grief, they are a big reason the rest of the family fell apart to their own grief.

Matthew went missing a few years later, right after he finished his schooling causing more grief.

His parents hadn't even fully processed their youngest child's death, and then their eldest son disappeared a few years after, they aren't going to be well after all of that, so they both focus on Collin in ways that should've been seen as love and protection but it just made Collin feel suffocated and trapped until he moved out.

Collin's name being the only one that is different is because he is trying to find a way to work with his grief, trying not to let it consume him, he just struggles sometimes, like any human would, and it doesn't help that before he moved out it was just a circle of grief in his house no matter what, so he has to start from scratch on his own after wallowing in it for years.

That is the lore and canon reason at least, the original reason is, when trying to figure out what Matthews name should be, Matthew was the only name I could think of, and I went with it, and at the time I had plans for Trans Masc Collin, so I made Collins dead name start with an M and thought it was a cool turning page for Collin, to move past grief he had to start by making a difference between him and his family.

So it wasn't planned at first, it's just something I personally stumbled across a couple days after I started this au.

mainly an old oc of mine from the Security Breach era

I was a big moondrop lover, and still am lol

AwesomeG or Meg

Still such a young little fledgling. Much like their brother she is a Burrowing owl, therefore their wings are going to be a lot smaller and a lot fluffier. Their brothers often enough took care of her wings for them.

Fun fact! the free space was going to have a drawing of Hungry but I didn't want to spoil what it looked like quite yet :D

also a cute little photo of an actual baby burrowing owl, it was my main reference for Meg honestly

if you are interested in learning about burrowing owls here are the two websites I read from!

I thought the tail was gonna be a bit of a deeper red, forgot my art tablet has a different hue than my actual computer, but oh well, doesn't look terrible, plus colors aren't gonna be a common thing to pop up anyway.

Unlike with Collin and Meg, Hungry doesn't have a set species of snake that I looked into, mainly because it is a entity and I also forgot to look into snakes before I started to draw.

But this is Collin's, after like doing too much looking up on owls, I've landed on Collin and AwesomeG being Burrowing Owls, here are my source's I used for everything that'll be going into the two siblings

Not the point.

I was mainly thinking about the Admins and Zander, I have 6 basically mapped out already, who he is outside of the mask, his family, his wife, ect.

But I didn't have that with 3 and 4 and I wanted them to be important too.

and well, uh-

An idea I've had bouncing around for a while, if there is a Clonelin, why can't there be a CloneG?

Who doesn't love a clone of your dead sibling that follows you around, wanting to be just like you, but in a way that your little sister once did?

I very quickly drew this before work so quality might be a little bit on the downlow, but that's okay, I'm still very happy with this.