#sungodded

Wanda bit down on her lip to try and stop herself from crying even more as she felt Koyash's hand move to brush against her cheek, wiping away the few tears that had already been shed. She didn't want for him to see her crying but it seemed that she hadn't heard him coming in, otherwise she would have tried her best to hide it. Instead, she closed her eyes and took a deep breath. "I didn't want you to see me upset..." she whispered, "I'm sorry..."

They'll head up the side of the mountain to watch the sun set, maybe he'll bring along a drink or two and even a guitar. Like the good old days when he was avoiding his father, and the sky above betrayed him whenever it could.

"You don't regret it." He muses, simply tossing it in his mouth to taste it and try and reduce the nerves swelling around in him like frothy, angry waves. "I guess I'm struggling...should I not, though?" He knows Matyr has told Koyash at this point, there's no reason to hide what they are now. "I know Matyr can make his choice, and by the stars do I lov- feel immensely for him, but I worry. I don't want to put him through pain when I inevitably pass. Even though that's a long time away, or so it seems." He knows confiding might be a little sensitive, but he just needs to test the waters before talking to his lover about it. Which he will.