๐Lucifer ร G/n ! Reader
๐Obey Me Lucifer ร G/n reader
๐Fluff , Angst , Comfort hurt
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๐Cover madeusing ibis Paint X and wallpapers made using Polish . I do not own any of the Obey Me characters . I do , however , own the fanart and wallpapers .
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" Even devils , ghosts , monsters , and witches are less dangerous than fake human beings . "
" He was too quiet , or he was too loud . He was too sensitive , or he was too cold-hearted . He took things too seriously or not seriously at all . He hated with every fibre of his being or loved with every piece of his heart . "
" You know my name not my story . You've heard what I've done not what I've been through . If you were in my shoes ... you'd fall on the first step . "
" No one notices your tears , no one notices your sadness , no one notices your pain ! But they all notice your mistakes . "
" Even the kindest of souls ... can become the darkest if it gets hurt enough . "
Lucifer . The Light Bearer . Gods favourite angel . Fallen . Fallen from Grace . Monster . Demon . Impure . Abomination . Traitor . Filth . As Prideful as a Peacock . Renegade . Detestful . Disappointment .
It has been eons , decades , centuries , millenia's .... since that hellish rainy day when the Celestial War ended . When Lucifer and his brothers fell . When they lost Lilith .
When they lost their grace , their white wings , pure souls , glemaing halo's .
When they were forced to become the monsters they are today . Claiming responsibility , for all the anger and guilt , the first born endures it all .
He never cries . Never sheds a tear . Never lets his brothers see his pain , passing it off as pride , anger , resentment and malcontent .
He let out a long , deep sigh and momentarily closed his eyes
" Follow me , I'll be your river . I'll move the mountains for ya' ! Luci ! "
" .....Y/n ..... why ? Why did you have to say that ? Those words ? To me ...... I'm not- "
" Luci ? I brought tea for you . "
The figure dressed in asimple grey tracksuit looked at the black haired demon . Gazing at him they took note of his haggard state - unkempt hair , loosened tie and shirt . And horrible dark circles under his eyes .
" When's the last time you slept , Lucifer ? " , they asked . Voice as hard as rock , a hint of worry detectable if you listened close enough .
" The other day ........uhhh........ no , that's not quite right .......hold on , let me think ............ "
" ENOUGH ! " , Y/n shouted , visibly startling the first born avatar of Pride . Maybe it was his stress and his lack of sleep or the constantnoise of Leviathan and Mammon screaming , that's the cause of this hallucination ? Is it a hallucination ? Or did you really just raise your voice at him ?
" I beg your pardon , y/n but did you just - "
" ENOUGH ! I SAID ENOUGH ! " , your hair covered your e/c eyes but Lucifer saw it all .
Oh he saw it alright . He saw the tears streaming down your face . He saw your anguish . But what is it's cause ? When you lifted your head up , he gazed into your red , puffy e/c eyes and something in him instantly snapped .
Was it because of him that you're crying ? Were you crying for him ?
" Y/n ...... " , before the demon could get up from his chair you strode up to him and pulled him into your chest . Engulfing him in your warmth , then only did you realize that he's freezing cold . You grabbed the blanket you always used to cover him with when he fell asleep working and bundled him up in it , embracing him once again .
He could feel your body shaking violently , he could hear your sniffles and it broke him .
" Because I can't take it anymore . I CAN'T! I can't and i refuse to watch you destroy yourself like this . Working non-stop , even when you do have a break . When was the last time you cried ? When was the last time you had a proper conversation with any one of your brothers ? When was the last time you slept ? WHEN WAS IT WHEN YOU JUST LET ALL YOUR EMOTIONS RUN WILD ? WHEN WAS IT ??! " , you screamed , gasping for air , tears streaming down your face at a pace fasterthan that of a wterfall .
" Nothing is so visible than what you want to hide ......... " , he whispered .
When you looked at him , all you saw was his red eys glossed over by the tears falling down his face at an alarming rate .
" I-I'm sorry y/n ........ "
" No need . I shouldn't have shouted . "
" No . I deserved it . Let me put my pride aside for once and thank you for making me realise that , even if I am a monster , I still need rest as there are thkse who need me . Thank you my love . "
" You're not a monster . " , you breathed out , caressing his cheek .
" Would you still say that if I showed you what I look like in my true demon form ? " , he shuddered whle asking you
" Yes . Unquestioningly . May I see ? " , as the words came out Lucifer's eyes widened
" Yes . " , you replied . You didn't care if he was a demon , he was your boyfriend . You loved hi and right now , it's your mission to show him that he is not and will never be , a monster .
" Very well ... " , he spoke after some time .
A cloud of black fog came and engulfed you . It stuck for a while , until it decided to disperse aftr a minute or two , revealing Lucifer .
" I'm hideous . A monster . An abomination . A - "
" An angel who was wronged by the world . You did what you had to in order for your family to be safe . "
As he looked at the human with glassy e/c eyes , he noticed their smile .
" You did well Lucifer . " , he looked at them with wide eyesas the tears rolled down his face . Their hands were wide open as a smile of tears adorned their face with rosey cheeks .
Walked up to them slowly . Once within reach , was pulled into a hug . Pulling the demon onto the couch in his office , so that he was ontop of his beloved . A hand made it's way to his hair as theirmouth opened ,
" When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine
I look at you looking at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
Gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of mine
How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life
Sent from above
When I lost all hope
You showed me love "
You glanced downat the demon resting on your chest , only to find his eyes closed and breathing soft , and stable .
" Goodnight , my dearest " , you placed a kiss on his forehead .
" .................go back to sleep . "
I hope you enjoyed it so here's some Luci wallpapers I made ๐๐
