#sun inconjunct pluto

• we tend to go through healing periods & phases alone. while others get the benefit of going through healing relationships with others, it is as if pluto is quite literally forcing us to go through the darkness of our own shit & heal it by ourselves. this isn’t meant to be a bad thing though, it is meant to be empowering for us. not because we went through it alone, but because it offers us the chance to see things in an entirely new perspective that only solitude can offer sometimes. our best relationships will come when we stop looking for someone else to be our saviour and fix our wounds.

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• our personalities (sun) can quite literally manifest in extremes (pluto). we can either be super-kind or super-mean, depending on what we choose. it is very hard for us to be in the middle (not saying it is impossible, just rather difficult for us to do.) we need to learn to develop more gray-area in our personalities & stop thinking or behaving in extremes.

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• it is important that we have a healthy & creative outlet to channel our intensity into. we tend to carry a lot of heavy energy & intensity with us day-to-day. it can be working out, writing, creating art, meditation, therapy, etc. anything that is healthy and that we can put our unwavering focus & commitment to. when you learn what works for you and how to direct that intensity into something positive, the more you’ll relax & not feel like a spring being pushed down, ready to spring up at any second.

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Sun quincunx Pluto natives are unconsciously forced to integrate the darkest parts of themselves. Quincunx is an aspect that indicates critical psychological, emotional or physical crises, especially when Pluto is involved. This natives can spend great part of their lifes unaware of how much psychological and energetical intensity they hold on their fields. The deep unconscious dominates a big part of their psyche and sometimes it seems like they are possessed by their own emotional complexity. Sun quincunx Pluto may very well feel like Persephone. Just like her, this natives are taken by Hades against their conscious will. They are taken by the density of their own underworld and they can often feel very victimized by life. They can attracted a great number of challenges, including abuse, violence and trauma. Because they are at odds with their plutonic nature, they feel totally confused and they don't understand why they seem always to be the scape goat, the underdog, the chronic victim. This is a DEEP psychological complex, since Pluto represents multidimensional energy. They are probably experiencing this patter in a large number of their souls other lifes. This is an aspect that really forces unconditional acceptance. Pluto demands the Sun to shine in the darkest nights.

The Moon conjunct Chiron in Aries. You’re sensitized to your inner wounded warrior. Either you dwell in the wound of your own existence and identity, you are triggered to fight to protect your wound, or both. In any case you are emotionally triggered and it hurts deeply. Still others who do not bear the pain, will try to drown it using alcohol, or other substances, given that Mars, ruler of Aries is still in Pisces.

Sun inconjunct Pluto may take you to the depth of disempowerment in order to awaken your Self, and force you to empower yourself. Going down to the darkness of your unconscious psyche is a necessary process for awakening and rebirth. We need it in preparation for the Jupiter conjunction with Pluto, both retrograde, June 30 and the final resolution one mid-November. Whatever this process is for you, no matter how painful, trust it, because it promises great rewards. Look at the house occupied by Capricorn to realize what the theme of your empowerment is. Or contact me for a reading. Make this a memorable day! Sat Nam. 'Hindered existence' © Sat Sangat Astrology picture.

unconscious motivation

their actions (particularly negative ones) are very apparent to others but the native themselves can not see them

reject the plutonic aspects of their personality

may have had a male figure that overly controlled them in their early life

usually very powerful

most natives with this aspect experienced some hardships earlier on which manifest themselves later in life

may enjoy being controlled or controlling others, the idea of doing neither is very foreign

prone to being self-destructive

self-esteem and self-hatred issues