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Hiya my little RWRB duckling!!!!

I wish I could apologize for the void you have suddenly found yourself thrust within, but like this was expected and I feel like I warned you :P But it’s okay I love you enough that I’ll be cute and listen to the request ;) klsajdglkasjdofiajewghsljd

Okay so like in all honesty, I’m trash, and even though I run “the fandom server” for it, I haven’t read much FIC for RWRB at all, and it’s simply because it was around the time the panoramic really hit and I reverted to my wolfstar roots LMFAO but I’ll list some really amazing works/peeps below.

The Poem You Make of Me  »  Cmere  »  Like obviously my first recommendation, like obviously it’s Bethany!!! But listen, listennnn. She’s quite literally the most talented, most remarkably gifted soul i have ever met! The way you will just absolutely devour her words!! She will make you laugh, and sob and get Henry on main and get contemplative for no God damn good reason! And this is her magnum opus!! Her master piece!! It’s based off of a conversation in canon in which Henry says if he was born into a normal family, he’d be w writer, and Alex says he’d be a model. So Beth just went ahead and constructed such a rich and beautiful story full of magnificence and beauty and poetry and getting to see it coming from her rough drafts to standing as like one of the best pieces of fiction I HAVE EVER READ has been such a ride, and I will forever be thankful for this story!!!

If You Hold Me Without Hurting Me, You’ll Be the First Who Ever Did  »  Cmere  »  I could really just list off this bitches entire fucking repertoire— but I won’t. But if the former is her magnus opus, this is simply just the most heart aching and glitteringly gorgeous thing I have ever read— EVER READ—- it’s Henry’s perspective of his and Alex’s time in the Lake House, and her ability to wiggle into Henry’s mind and stroke out such gorgeous words and perfect characterization and flawless thought processes— it makes me go static with feelings and I will forever hate her for this!!!

The Bet  »  bleedingballroomfloor  »  I’ve only ever heard the best things from this FIC!!! Mal is a gorgeous writer and a brilliant mind and so, so wonderful! This is definitely a Fandom classic, hands down, and one of those things you have to read if you’re part of it!! And God, I don’t wanna spoil anything, but everyone has one specific part in this FIC that made them absolutely dissolve and I can’t wait to feel the full impact once I read it and cry about it and yell at this whore for it!!

Also absolutely anything by @tedddylupin @im-captain-egg @bi-disaster-fsotus is ABSOLUTELY SURE to be glorious!!!! <3<3<3 Beautifully sided little hoes!!!

And just because I’m conceded, I’m gonna add in my own FIC that I’m sorta proud of lol, don’t give me that look Linda!!! I do what I want!!!

The Spoken On The Edge Of The Unspoken »» Me, PrefectMoony  »  Henry figuring out what it means to be happy, and falling in love with Alex on the way…. —OR—  AU in which Alex and Henry are Volleyball rivals and they fuck a lot and stumble into love.

Referencing This Post

OMFG BABEY!!!! I KNOWWWWW!!!!

I absolutely am MAD over the idea over their dynamic!!! It just feels so wonderful to me! They’re both so dry and sarcastic IMHO and both seem to have a tendency to stay reserved and aloof, especially in front of folks who they don’t consider important to them, only real when they’re around  friends and family. It reminds me a tun of the back and forth of Declan and Adam IMHO, especially that one scene in TRB (Or maybe Dream Thieves?? IDK i’m dumb) when Adam is taking both him and Ronan to task— like yes boo defend your boyfriend to his over baring brother but also criticize him, bahaha. God I hope that we get so much more of that in Mr Impossible!!!

But also like with Regulus, I love Declan to bits and always have hahaha 

But back to Remus and Regulus being bros, I just see them having their own language and such a quick wit and banter with one another and idk in my head from that post, I see them befriending one another accidentally with like Remus maybe taking Regulus’s typical table at the library or campus coffee shop, and Regulus— being the highfaluting son of aristocracy that he is— goes over to give him a quiet tongue lashing, and Remus is just absolutely ignoring his rant while he continues reading his textbook and sipping his caramel macchiato and when Regulus is done he’s like, “Grab an extra seat or leave me the hell alone,” so obviously Regulus is like, *Finally someone who’s my level of bitch* and they fucking vibe.

And then it’s like senior year, and they’ve been living together for like three semesters, and Sirius— who’s basically like Regulus’s pseudo parent because both of their’s snuffed it and Sirius is nearly a decade his senior— pops by randomly from the other end of town, because he needs like Regulus’s passport or some shit to plan for their vacation with Lily and James during Christmas and it’s the first time he’s visited during school term because they live in the same damn city and whatever.

And listen Linda!!!! Homie did not expect to open the door only to be smacked in the face with an entire fucking entree!!! A five course meal!! A babe to have shamed all babes!!! And he’s like gobsmacked and moving his mouth and trying to make words happen, and Remus is just like, *Holy fucking shit is Regulus’s older brother so damn hot.* And like obviously trying to figure out how to get railed and all that fun stuff. And then obviously Regulus would walk in, carrying take out, and he’d give Sirius a long suffering sigh for not calling or texting before hand. And then he would watch the way his older brother is so obviously trying to impress his roommate/best friend, talking about his degrees and his job and some batshit  case Regulus knows he’s already finished with like a month ago. So obviously he has to pop like five Advils because damn it his brother is trying to get into Remus’s pants and it’s a whole shit show.

This would probably include protective Regulus, and preening/pining Sirius, and Remus wondering how he could make the Black brothers dance like monkeys for him that particular day hahahahaha

Okay also, this reminded me of reading this absolutely delicious FIC from the total babe @livelovelupin  »  Fate and Other Ambiguous Notions !!!!  Ithas Slytherin!Remus, and Regulus and Remus being besties, and Sirius being a pining fool!! And it’s everything!!

OMG HIYA BABES!!!

This is so beyond sweet<3<3 Thank you so so much! And I’m sorry becs I went through a total mind fuck a bit ago and deleted so many of my works here on tumblr and on AO3, including the collection of Friends inspired AUs, but I still do have a few of the one shots posted here on Tumblr and I’ll link them below sweets <3<3

All the love!!!

And pretty please feel free to send me any storyline or episode you’d still like to see be written xxx

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-The One Where Remus Finds Out

-The One With The List

-The One With The Soulmate

-The One With The Princess Leia Bikini

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OMFG ANGEL FACE!!! I am literally LITERALLY finna sob!! You are so kind! I truly thought it was just a mess of one shots lmfao, so I decided to remove it from AO3 and only post them onto my tumblr XS  I am so beyond flattered that you liked the collection though!!

I’ll link the ones I have on tumblr so far below, I think two of them are not on here yet so if they’r not total shit I might just post them later today? Also, I’ll fix the links on My Wolfstar FIC Masterlist<3

The One Where Remus Finds Out

The One With The List

The One With The Soulmate

The One With The Princess Leia Bikini 

Oh RIP, The One Where No One Is Ready isn’t on tumblr and that’s my personal favorite XS RIP me I guess?? :/ flksajdlkgjsaoifjawlkgjaslkhgjsa;kfldsj

Thank you again for the sweetness love bug!!!

-FIC  »  The One With The Marauders 

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sugar pop!!! this entire rant is LEGIT SO FUCKING ON POINT!!! truly ✨sexy as fuck✨ and i LOVE IT!!!

ok so first off THIS POST by @eyra is just amazing and that angel is so much more eloquent and so much smarter and more precise than I could ever be so if you have not read that, plz do so immediately!!

but off to give my too sense khdujfdykhfjjgh

I think you were specifically talking about my tags about how I was just indifferent about ATYD and then began actively disliking it because of the fucking TikTok feed! Like literally, folks began using ATYD as a replacement in tags for like marauders and shit, and that was INSANE to me!! And like this is absolutely no hate to the author because I’m sure they are lovely, and they should obviously be so fucking proud of what they wrote and how huge it is, but JFC I hate it when folks find one FIC to latch onto and pretend this is the end all be all for FICs written for marauders era, this was way before my time, but I’ve been told countless times over that this was basically what happened when The Shoebox Project came out, and it’s just maddening to me!! Like ppl taking characterizations from a specific FIC and pretending this is the holy grail, only valid thing??? Like fuck off, no! And it’s also pretty obvious, and I’m sure the author wouldn’t be insulted by this, but ATYD feels very inspired by the movie versions of the marauders we got, and I just simply don’t vibe with those sort of personifications rip.

But this expounds further, like you highlighted in your ask.

TIKTOK COMMENTARY IS SO FUCKING BLACK AND WHITE AND IT MAKES ME INSANE!!!! It feels so ingenuous and phony, and like so many of these folks are in some sort of “woke olympics” or some shit. And listen, this has nothing to do with fucking representation so don’t bring that into my inbox. I’m literally a neurodivergent, pansexual, brown girl— Trust and believe I love all different representation e get and absolutely crave it to a tee. The problem comes when folks begin vilifying others for “problematic” things they write, as if topics like such haven’t been written FOR CENTURIES! and haven’t been explored countless times in traditional media, so yes, Fanfic can both be a valid form of media while also being just a way for some people to get out some practice or whatever the fuck else. Also you don’t know what the fuck trauma people have been through, and I know if I wrote about my experiences, I absolutely will not be validating them by giving you guys my sorted history or what the fuck else, that shit is for me and my future therapist lmfao.

I think we all have no gos, and I think we all know the large ones that I personally am thinking of, so I won’t name them here, but like I’m not going to go into someones comments section or their Tumblr inbox and yell at them for it, hell, I probably won’t even subtweet about it unless it’s mad vague, I keep that shit in the DMs, like a fucking decent human being— and this does not include a server of 100s of folks, becs that’s still shitty, and I know as a Admin for my own server, I’ve had to scold folks for shit talking certain FICs in RWRB and told them to keep it in the DMs, even if I agree completely with what they’re saying. 

However, I’ll include the caveat that it’s really, really important to listen to people in those actual communities, like queer folk or people of color, who find portrayals problematic. Like they absolutely do not owe it to us to speak their minds, but when they do, we HAVE TO LISTEN. But I’m going on a tangent, I think my main point here is that…

NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU!!! 

That’s the flat out truth, and if shit like toxic relationships or sexual writings, or whatever the fuck else isn’t your cup of  tea, yuh mood. Hell, we probably agree, but why are you out here making a TikTok scolding this characterization or trope or whatever??? As if a majority of us aren’t above 18 and like writing and reading about sex BECAUSE THAT’S A PART OF ADULT LIFE— unless of course you are on the Ace spectrum, then you of course are completely valid for not caring for it.

Just, listen . AO3 is miraculous for a lot of things, but their tagging system is absolutely fucking incredible. Folks are out there giving their entire triggers list in the tags, and in the rating, and if not, I will bet my bottom dollar that they talk about it in the Notes section before the FIC, so it’s on you to fucking read it and understand what your getting into. The only responsibility a writer has is to warn you in those sections, LEGIT THAT’S ALL THEY HAVE TO DO!! And like listen, when I was a wee ten year old trying to read FIC, I was stuck with fucking FF net and read shit I definitely shouldn’t have been reading becs I wasn’t lucky enough to have AO3 and all of the ways it protects and warns minors. 

Okay, I’m not sure where exactly I’m going with this, but this was a good way to let off some steam tbh lakfsdjlkgjaeoighklsdg so thank you Nonny!!!

OH MY GOD BABE!!!! You are SO BEYOND SWEEEET!!!!!  I get so flustered when folks ask for HCs from FICs I’ve already published becs I can’t believe anyone cares and Just do a little happy dance that probs makes me look insane and my puppy judge me on flaksdgjlasdkhfaoiegj But okay I’ll stop being a dweeb!!!

So at first, when you said theatre my mind went to Remus playing Mercutio for some reason and then i was like homie doesn’t kiss anyone and Sirius would definitely j be focussing on dem leggings bahahaha But yes, yes, to Remus and Fabs snogging at the movies!!

Honestly, I don’t think he’d think much of it, becs crazy jealous is not my taste, and they weren’t even slightly together until the end of the fic— mutually pining idiots? Yes, definitely. But not together. But I do think that if he does find out, (Probably by Dorcas who’s ribbing at him becs she’s an icon) Sirius will just get pissy that he wasted so much time where he could’ve been touching and holding and kissing Remus properly, instead of other assholes. So he def just coincidentally takes him to the same theatre that weekend and just plunders his mouth with some vendetta, and Remus’s mama didn’t raise no fool so he knows exactly what’s going on here, but like also doesn’t care even slightly. This version is way more self conscious than I usually write him, so he’s probably just thrilled that Sirius is trying to stake a claim or proove something laksdjglaskdfoaighsdghfkjl;ads

But Sirius also gives Fabian the evil eye anytime he even glances Remus’s way, and Remus actually does take him for task for that, because before anything started going on, he was good friends with him, and Sirius apologizes and starts nipping at that tenant in Remus’s neck and they basically do not talk about it for the rest of the night because they be doing other things teehee (Pssst, it’s smashing, they be smashing) 

Thank you SO SO much for the ask gorgeous and I’m sorry I’m such a dweeb!!! XS 

Referring to THIS FIC and THIS HC POST

OMFG OMFG OMFG!!!!! BABY!!! ANGEL FACE!!!! HABIBTI!!!! I AM ABSOLUTELY SOBBING!!!! I LITERALLY CAN NOT STOP HYPERVENTILATING AND READING THIS AND CRYING AGAIN!!!! YOU ARE LITERALLY THE MOST HILUA, MOST CHAFEEF DEM, MOST SPLENDID SUGARPOLUM BLOSSOM!!!! AND I WANT TO SQUEEZE YOU WITH THE BIGGEST FUCKING HUG!!!

This means so SO much! Because it’s obviously so personal to me, considering I’m a Palestinian, and I’ve never EVER had Arab representation that wasn’t shit in the media that I loved, and I was nervous HCing his mum as Arab, becs obvi we don’t have even the fucking letter ‘p’ in our language flkasdjglkasdhfoiejaglksdgh but I simply do not care anymore! I do what I want and imma write it this way as many times as I like!!!

I’m so SO happy that it feels genuine habibti! Like I said in my Headcanons post, I know that there must be some small differences considering the ethnicities, but also I feel like we Arabs in that area (AKA Jordan/Syrian/Palestinian/Lebanese have a lot in common <3 <3

God, I want to write so many snippets with this HC! Like him teaching the gang Debka!! Or Mama Lupin putting Hinna on them when they come to visit, and I HC Lily having visited him without the others a few times, so her too<3<3

I can’t believe that anyone else likes this self indulgent HC of mine alkdjlka sdfoiaejglskadh 

I LOVE YOU ENDLESSLY!!!! And if you ever wanted anything written specifically about this ya umeri, I would cry to write it!!!!

I’m also going to include the first half of the first chapter I wrote for this To All The Boys I’e Loved Before au I’m working on, in which Remus is also half Arab, though I think I might edit it and make him Palestinian just because I’m conceded like that XS And I really, really want to want to write it again, but my brain is refusing to think words!!!

THANK YOU A THOUSAND MILLION TIMES FOR THIS YOU BEYOND BEAUTIFUL SOUL!!!!

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JFC angel!! HOLY FUCKING GOD!!😭😭 this is one of those messages that I read, and then I have to sit there for a few minutes, and then I have to walk around my room and then I wanna sob!!!!

This is so beyond kind!!! I want to acream to the sky!!!!😭😭

Just thank you!! Thank you and thank you and THANK YOU A THOUSAND TIMES OVER😣😣😣💜💜💜😘😘🥺 you are such a lovely soul!!

But also YUUUUS! I completely agree, I recently read some thing that said soulmates are made not innate, and that’s simply the definition of sirius and Remus!! Like the romantic side of me just adores the concept of soulmates on some level, but also I prefer them to be something you choose by yourself and what u cultivate with another person Who you decide every day to spend the rest of your life with🌸🌸

But like to uour point, I also just think that there is some thing ingrained and some thing tugging them together that’s beyond words!! Like an energy shift between them and it’s just electric but warm and just all the intensity combined with the deepest friendship!!! And the idea that you thought I could write it out in any kind of decent way!!!😭😭 it’s making me so emotional!!!😣😣

I love you endlessly sweetheart!!!!!!💜💜💜

~FIC  »  The 4 Times Peoplee Suspected About Remus And Sirius, And The 1 Time They Said As Much

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