#sugaday

HAPPY SUGA DAY! The fact that he's 32 today is so insane, time's flying just a little too fast for my liking :'[

in a non parasocial way, it always feels so strange seeing BTS aging and maturing because I've "grown up with them" in a sense.

i became ARMY on September 18, 2017 when i was just 12 years old, (although nearly 13, my birthday is DEC 6) and this year I'll be turning 21!!! they've seen me through the worst periods of my life, saved my life literally and figuratively, and have been the source of my smiles and laughter at times when joy felt impossible.

Honestly, to think I've been a fan for so long that my age has almost reversed since i began being a fan is really kind of surreal...

all this because an (ex) friend told me that a music video from a band she likes was coming out that day and i should watch it when i got home from school :') it's funny how that works, the butterfly effect. If I'd ignored her suggestion, i could have missed out on the past 8 years of joy. Isn't that kind of thing so weird to think about?