#sufferthrough

A change of scenery won’t tame

They will say open up, and when you do, make sure you only talk about small things that are easily solved: you are stressed by school, you feel left out sometimes.

Never fucking mention those thick blade-lines.

Do not trust them to text you back if you write ‘ It’s kind of getting to be a bad night. Instead add something like i dropped my ice cream on my lap oh what woe is this and then, while smiling, start cutting your wrist.

I know they said you can ask for help at any time. They mean with math homework, not your DEMONS. 

When you send them a messege that says ‘I am thinking of taking pills right now’ -- Make sure you save it somehow with a lie like ‘Do you know what could stop my headache’ or make it into a joke with ‘do you think they sell molly at cvs’.

Because here’s the thing i’m sure you guessed: