#sucks!!!!

That article’s haunting me I wish I could unread it. Something uniquely horrifying about making a tv show that’s just a version of your life where your friend/victim is into you and you get to assault them on camera. And then feeling like I participated for being part of the audience that loved and hyped this guy for making small independent queer content. Thinking he was doing a commentary on the stereotypical persona of the vapid and casually cruel wannabe starlet Angelino but he was actually just celebrating and sanitizing it. Fuck!

Getting Stuck a lot lately due to e.g. being unable to assimilate into brain concept of someone framing something incorrectly on the internet -> cannot move for hours

first ever boyfriend and he just broke up with me .......

being in a body SUCKS

On one hand my brain is full of ideas that I want to write, but on the other hand my brain is also full of...idk, like Lyme disease cobwebs that make it very hard for me to actually physically write, so...haha joke's on me I guess??