#suckes

I want to see him so bad. We even made plans for tomorrow, but my parents won't let me go. I'm in serious need for some love and warmth. I miss the way he holds me close in sleep and the way he strokes my hair.

The problem is my mother think it's too long to drive for one day. It's only who hours, and I do have my license. In the original plans I wanted to sleep over. She also thinks i don't know him. But I do. The first time we met i slept over at his place, and he was so sweet. Why do my mom always need to think every guy wants to rape me? He is the cutest guy I've ever met. Last time i lied, and told my parents I was at a friends house, but this time i decided to be honest, and now i regret it so bad.. I hate to lie, but my parents are kind of strict, and strict parenst create good liars..