#suceeding

The other day I picked up a key to my very first place and it's kinda like a shared space with a bunch of other students but I got my own upstairs bedroom and free cable and Internet I'm really looking forward to pushing my own potential and maximizing all of my profits this year. Trying to buy a car and throw some fucking wheels on it and flex behind the camera start doing shit with my life again. Maybe I might even learn how to just drink and watch TV and not feel like I have to be constantly doing something or hanging out with people or getting high. Maybe now I can actually have some fucking time to myself and not have all these people running me around and bitching at me for nothing. It's going to be so peaceful. I can finally save up some money; my next move will be to get the fuck out of food delivery but it's hard to find anything that pays as good when you're a fucking dropout. Oh well I can stick with it until next year if I have to but I need the white car with the gold wheels yesterday. When I buy it I'm going to keep driving my parents car and not let on to it just have 2 fucking whips to step out to one I can fix and one I drive slowly so nothing breaks while I learn the ins and outs. Gold wheels it's gonna be lit for me this year after everything I went through last year I really feel like nothing can stop me and these motherfuckers in these streets know better this year I swear to god I'm not playing with them. I feel like I can be okay now.