#subway notes

22 years old and I live out the fear this way//my secret life//outside glowing yellow and purple and skin pink with the slaps of desirous lovers everywhere//inside tight like crystals coming to life//brightness slowly popping into existence//pressure creates diamonds//bloody feet slowly stop gushing as sand gritty and warm covers the wounds//job interviews in hushed tones//lovers coming softly in the night//the curtains blowing through the window gently and the room starkly empty in the morning//you turn night into day//the color orange fading slowly into periwinkle blue

subway notes