#stydia thoughts

okay so after stiles got taken away from lydia. did she stay in the jeep and cry??? did she go to find scott or call scott but as soon as she has the chance to tell him about what happened she forgets stiles ?? like did she call scott and as soon as he hears her voice he asks if she is okay because he could tell from her voice that she has been crying but when she is about to answer suddenly she can’t remember what she wants to tell him so she replies with “i don’t know” ??? or did she go home not knowing what to do and she cried herself to sleep and when she woke up she didn’t remember the reason why she was crying ???? or did she wake up like everything is normal but as soon as she entered the school she felt like something is wrong ???? i need answers. 

It's really upsetting me that people are saying Lydia looks disgusted at saying 'I think I loved him.' Like, I understand that's what some of you are seeing but personally when she says it I see Lydia more vulnerable than I've seen her in a long time. She very well could be disgusted because she is LYDIA MARTIN she doesn't love anyone, any and all hope of 'love' was thrown away when Jackson broke her heart. She looks terrified to admit that she loves him, someone who she isn't even sure reciprocates her feelings but somewhere deep inside her she knows that this boy whoever he is loves her too and that scares her. The one person she loved who loves her back has been stolen from her.