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TWO WEEKS HAD PASSED since the kiss, a whole two weeks. the kind of time that felt like an eternity when you were pretending to forget about it. but then, you were on vacation in the bahamas, spending most of your time lounging by the pool, sipping on piĂąa coladas, and definitely not thinking about chris. after all, you were the one who had told yourself it didnât matter, right? you were carefree. you were on vacation. who needed drama when the sun was out, and everything tasted like summer?
you shrugged it off like it was nothing. after all, he was just chris. what was a kiss if not just a moment? nothing more than an impulse, a fleeting thought.
when you returned home, you were greeted by the usual, a few texts from your friends, a couple of missed calls, and then the message that made you stop mid-sip of your iced coffee. chris was throwing a barbecue, and everyone was invited. everyone. you stared at the message for a second. was he serious? you hadnât seen him in weeks, and now, out of nowhere, he was throwing a party.
but you were nothing if not unpredictable, so you shrugged and went with it. "letâs make an appearance," you said to your parents, who quickly agreed.
the minute you pulled up to chrisâs house, the familiar buzz of expensive cars and noise filled the air. kids from the neighborhood, all dressed to impress, were scattered around the lawn. the smell of burgers and hot dogs wafted in the air.
you made your way inside with your parents, greeting a few of the neighbors along the way. everyone seemed to be having fun, laughing and chatting as if nothing was out of the ordinary, after all, nothing was.
then, you spotted him. chris was standing by the grill, talking to a few people. and for a second, you debated just turning around and walking right back out. you hadnât expected it to be like this.
but you had already made your way over to him with your parents in tow. as soon as you stepped up beside him, he turned to face you. his expression was casual, like the kiss hadnât happened at all.
âhi, mr. and mrs. y/l/n,â he said smoothly, offering a polite handshake to your parents before turning to you. âand you⌠hey.â his voice was cool, unaffected. no hint of the tension you had both shared. he was cold, as if nothing had ever happened. you stood there, feeling your heart drop, trying not to show how hurt you were. so this was how it was going to be, huh?
âhi, chris,â you said, forcing a smile. âitâs been a while.â
âyeah,â he replied nonchalantly. âbeen a busy couple weeks.â he tilted his head, his gaze lingering on you for just a second longer than necessary.
before you could react, a soft voice broke through. "hey babe!" you turned to see a girl standing next to chris, her arms wrapped around his waist, kate. she was effortlessly pretty. "hi, there." the girl said with a bright smile. "great to see you again, hun."
you were silent for a moment, taking in the scene before you. chris, with her. yet again. âhey, kate,â you said, forcing out a smile. you looked at chris again, his hand casually resting on her hip.
"this is my girlfriend," chris added, as if that should explain everything. his voice was polite, but there was something in the way he said it, as if the whole thing was a mere formality. like you didnât matter, like youâd never meant anything.
and for a moment, you just stood there, feeling completely dumbfounded. all that time, all that drama, and here he was, acting like it meant nothing. like you didnât mean anything.
but you smiled, putting on the mask you knew how to wear. âwell, itâs always great seeing you, kate.â you turned back to chris. âhope youâre all enjoying yourselves.â
chris gave you a quick glance, his eyes unreadable. âyeah, weâre having a great time.â and with that, he walked away, his hand still firmly around kateâs waist as they rejoined the rest of the guests.
you stood there, trying not to feel like the air had been knocked out of you. but it had. and you knew right then â whatever this was, it wasnât over. not by a long shot.
the evening stretched on, the laughter and chatter of the party echoing around you, but you found yourself unable to shake the feeling of being out of place. youâd avoided chris all night, sticking close to your parents and keeping conversations light with people you didnât care about. it was easy to pretend everything was fine, even though it wasnât.
you hadnât expected it to sting this much, seeing him with kate, the way he was so natural with her, so comfortable. it was like you hadnât mattered at all.
chris, for his part, didnât seem to care much about your absence. he was busy chatting with his friends, the usual cocky grin on his face as he clinked bottles with some other guys. every now and then, heâd glance at his phone, and then heâd casually continue talking like it was just another day. asshole.
you stood at the edge of the crowd for a while, watching him, trying to calm the irritation that was bubbling up in your chest. eventually, you took a deep breath, told yourself to stop being childish, and walked over to him.
he was leaning against the kitchen counter, his phone in one hand as he spoke to a couple of his buddies. when he noticed you approaching, he gave you a glance but didnât stop what he was doing. his eyes barely flickered over to you, the same indifferent expression on his face, as his friends took a hint and walked away.
âhey,â you said, trying to keep your voice steady, even though there was a part of you that wanted to scream.
he glanced up, barely registering your presence. âhey.â his voice was casual, as if everything was just fine. âso... youâre dating kate now, huh?â you asked, trying to sound casual, like it didnât matter, like you didnât care.
chrisâ eyebrows raised slightly, a little surprised by the question, but he didnât hesitate. âyeah, weâve been together for a couple weeks, give or take,â he said, giving you a shrug.
you nodded, your fingers curling into the edge of the counter. âdidnât realize you two were together... yâknow, with the kiss and all,â you added, trying to sound indifferent, but you couldnât hide the sting in your words.
he raised an eyebrow at you, clearly unfazed. âwhy, something wrong?â his tone was light, like he wasnât even trying. you looked him dead in the eye. âno, not at all,â you replied. but your voice betrayed you, and you could hear the frustration in it.
chris took a deep breath, glancing down at his phone before locking it and slipping it into his pocket. âiâm sorry, did you, uh, call me once after the fact?â he asked, almost mockingly. âbecause for weeks, i didnât hear from you. so forgive me for not waiting around 'till you came along.â
you froze, his words hitting harder than you expected. "what do you mean? you just moved on that quickly?" you asked, your voice barely above a whisper.
chris exhaled sharply, his gaze drifting around the room before looking back at you. he said your name like it meant nothing, his eyes cold. âyou didnât seem too interested, did you? i mean, not even a text, not even a âhey, howâs it going?ââ
you were taken aback by the tone in his voice. you hadnât expected him to sound so⌠calm. almost like heâd been over it for a while, and you hadnât been a part of it. âso, what? you just decided to make it official with kate?â you said, trying to keep your voice steady, but it was shaking.
âyeah,â he replied, eyes steady on you. âbecause iâm not gonna waste my time waiting for someone who doesnât even bother to reach out. no offense, but iâm not a fuckin' charity case.â
there was silence between you two for a moment, just the sound of laughter from the party filling the empty space. your chest tightened, and for the first time that night, you realized how much you had actually been hoping for something different. but it didnât matter now.
you let out a breath, trying to collect yourself. âwell, i guess this was a waste of my time,â you muttered under your breath, already regretting getting involved at all.
chris didnât reply immediately, but his eyes softened for just a second. a flicker of something you couldnât quite place, before he nodded. âyeah, well. i guess we both got what we wanted, huh?â
you didnât answer him, instead turning on your heel and walking away. but the weight of his words stayed with you, lingering in the air like the smoke of an unresolved fight.
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