#stubilly

Is it super obvious that I hc Stu as a bpd king? I think about it obsessively

Some of these thoughts come from fanart I've seen or fics [I ♡ Debaser. It's so good. Everyone should go read it]

- Stu has had a crush on Billy since late middle school in my opinion

- Part of him agreeing to murders was because of love but do NOT think that he's not as sick and twisted as Billy

- Billy hates all of Stu's girlfriends or the girls in movies he catches him eye. It fills his stomach with acid and after parties it makes him throw up

- Stu would drop everything, including his own life for Billy while Billy would drop most things, he knows this will never happen again to either of them. He knows there will be no deeper love than the kind they have for each other

- Billy does have npd to me so he naturally puts up walls around other people, seeing stu as inferior at times. His view on stu is so fluid, sometimes he's an angel who he can never deserve and others he's the boot under his heel. It's rarest that he seems them as equals but it's the most genuine he has

- Internalized homophobia? In my 90s incels? Yeah. Alot.

- Bi genderless male Stu & Gay aroacespec transman Billy

Ok yapping done

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