#strongforyou

kai, when we had you, we didn’t know the strength you would have to see so much through. #strongwithyou #strongforyou #mykaikaibabyforever #eight #thirdgrade @abeautyfullmessphotography #alwaysstaygold💛 (at Lake Galena) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCPtrG1Db3-/?igshid=1xi0265pwdtee

let me back space my screams back space the panic back space it all to enter something more appropiate let me edit the script to fit the scene let me back space the horror the war inside shift alt delete it never leaves though it just hides not even my face muscles wanna pretend no more its getting harder to fake even half a grin and yeah my faith is strong yet the battle is strong too getting harder to just avoid the puddles the waters seeping in the pains and tears are bleeding through But i won't say I'll keep it in Because your crumbling yet so am I But all this strength is just a lie Call me anything you want but one thing that cant slip is selfish cus Im being strong for you A cracking pillar But i wont say You see smile you say wise but inside I just wanna run into a store and throw everything out of the shelf and break everything fragile and watch it and listen to it as it crashes cracks cus thats what life is doing to me But I won't say "How are you, are you alright" "Yeah I'm okay" -Jaytea710 10813230

Sometimes we just have no choice