HIS WORDS HIT HER LIKE DAGGERS THROWN HIGHâSPEED, BUT THEY WERENâT UNDESERVED.   going into whatever she and noam had originally agreed to, that was supposed to be the be all end all for them; nothing more, nothing less. though, unfortunately for saraya, noam felt otherwise. he felt for  her  and that was the biggest mistake he couldâve ever made. her track record was less than stellar with men and women and she never intended to hurt the slightly younger male  ( hence their arrangement )  but thatâs exactly what she did in the process. denial hit her hard at that point, forcing her to believe there was no sort of underlying emotion toward him aside from lustâââan  enormous  lie. they parted, she knew he still felt the same and she still tried not to. after so long, it was clear the heart wanted what the heart wanted.
             â  i know you have...  â   deep chocolate orbs focused themselves on the ground beneath vans clad feet,  desperate  to avoid any and all eye contact. that was another one of her fatal flaws; even when she wanted to admit she was wrong, admit that she felt for someone, her body language told otherwise or clammed up with paralyzing fear.   â  iâve been trying tâ figure out what thâ  bloody hell  iâm goinâ on about these days. i thought thaâ not beinâ wif you or not beinâ wif what you expected outta this would solve everyfinâ and i was wrong. it turns out tâ be impossible tâ run from what you want wifout beinâ miserableâââno matter  how much  you wanna deny you even want it.  â
