#strangewebs

when the night was full of terrors, and your eyes were full of tears. when you had not touched me, yet.... take me back to the night we m e t. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE! || @funghouled / @strangewebs (listen, you knew josh wouldn’t let me NOT tag sasha. )  

wow, you’re twenty one? where has the time flown? boy, do i have some words to spill about you! there's not enough words in the world to properly express anything in regards to such an amazing and unbelievable person. thankfully, i have a very, very, very long time to try and come up with them. but for right now? i'll settle with a few. you are the absolute best gift in the world! it’s not fair that on your birthday you have to be a gift to other people, but it’s just your curse! because you absolutely, completely, and totally are. there’s not a single day where you’re not making every single day on this earth brighter for so many people, and you typically don’t even have to try! you truly are the light that never goes out. ( i hope you caught that. ) and i don’t know where i would have been the past year without you. 

but ! the best thing about this day? it’s not about me! it’s all about YOU! YOU, who are the best part of the world, the best thing it has to offer. YOU, who grows more and more each day and are such an inspiration for literally everyone. there’s no one in the world that is anything like you, and the connection and pull you have is something that could create universes. i love you with every last fiber of my being, and you make it so unbelievably easy to fall more and more in love with you every day, i don’t even try! 

for every ‘@’ sent (anon or not) i will mention and post some positivity about a fellow rp’er

ok anon way to be

           LEMME BE predictable and take the chance to gush about oksi @prepaids ?? even though i always say i was intimidated af at first, she’s hands down one of the best people on this hellsite. i say this every opportunity i get tbh but it’s so nice to actually be friends with my partners, and i can always count on oksi to come thru. this lady always be likin’ my posts, sending me posts and headcanons, hitting me up with cute lil stories about her day. 10/10 would rec because i thoroughly enjoy talking to her not only as a partner but as a friend !! not to mention ofc her muses are perf.

           MY BABY AND WIFEY @ofsolar i’m so glad the hurricane didn’t blow her away because i’d be so lost without her. i can count on her for voice calling me and cheering me up with her ridiculous laughter ( seriously tho she’s got the cutest, most infectious laugh and i love it ) and enduring how boring flat i am irl. i love hearing all the hoeries she’s got to share LOL and attempting to plot even though we’re both trash and never fucking get anywhere jsfhjsfsd i didn’t get to put her in a lil paragraph on my bias list so imma DO IT HERE cleo i love you my little bug and i’m so glad we are married

         NEW friend alert @flcwershops !! we’ve only been chatting for a little while since she’s just returned , but i’ve seen her around for quite some time. the thing is when she first appeared around tbh literally everyone only had good things to say about katie ?? she had a+ reviews i swear everyone would always tell me what a lil sweetheart she was and so of course i had to slide my way into her DMs and get some of that love for myself !! not to mention have you seen her cute face ?? no offence and not 2 be a creep but I’m Gay thanks

       OKAY SO @fewrebels !! wildcard here tbh given that we haven’t exactly interacted all that much BUT your muses are absolutely lovely and i constantly see you around on the dash which i enjoy. not to mention ja just feel me when it comes to this 1d Discourse™ so thank you for that. ( tbh what is the tea ?? we need to know ). every time you reply to my posts i get a real laugh which i appreciate honestly considering 99% of the crap on this hellsite ruins my life. but we should definitely get some more stuff off the ground & write together for sure ‘cause i’d love that !!

It’s happening again, the downward spiral, equations upon equations, his actions leading to one inevitable outcome. Getting involved with fsociety was a bad idea, he should have left it alone , reported them like he’d wanted to in the start, report them and get on with his life. His repetitive, stagnant life. But he’d made that choice and now he was in trouble again, more trouble than he’d been in for some time. 

Paranoia was nothing new. It was familiar, he would have felt worse if he wasn’t constantly looking over his shoulder wouldn’t he? What was it like for normal people? Only bothered by brief bursts of fear that could be laughed away later. I always feel like I’m leaving the stove on, did I really lock the door before I left? Must be nice to have something they could talk about with friends, banalities leading to a shared understanding, a sense of community. I’m not the only one. The kind of shit people typed into google when they were scared, is it normal to? If you had to ask...

That’s got nothing to do with the messages, the one that popped up again and again on the fsociety severs. He shouldn’t be worried right? They were stupid, videos he couldn’t close, changing wallpaper. But there it was, scratching that part of his brain, fuelling his paranoia, his fear of being seen. Then there’s Him, leaning over his shoulder, his mouth almost touching his ear. Get this shit fixed kiddo.

Yeah, if only he knew where to start.

A STUDY IN JOSHUA EUGENE WASHINGTON: instagram !