pairing: jonathan byers Ă reader
summary: the second (and third) time jonathan byers fell in love with you.
warnings: fluffy. a little bit of angst (jonathan putting himself down), but mostly fluffy. a little bit more of the reader and jonathan, now preteens, being two cuties.
wc: 2,011
â part two of everything is romantic
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It was a sunny day when Jonathan finally agreed to come to your house. You had been friends for over a year, and the only places you hang out were the arcade and the library, since he never invited you to his house and always declined your invitations to come over, giving creative excuses every time you invited him to see your record collection or study for a test.
Jonathan stopped in front of your door, hesitant. He bit his lip, shifting his weight from side to side, and looked at his small but tidy house. Even after a year of friendship, he was suspicious that it was all a dream and that it soon would be over. Why were you so good to him? Why did you choose to be his friend when everything indicated that it was a terrible idea? It had been a year, and during that time you defended him from bullies, got into trouble, and drifted away from other friends. All because of him. Sometimes he wondered if it was some kind of joke, that it was all an act and one day you would look at him and laugh, saying it was all a joke.
But then you would show up, with a warm smile and bright eyes, and his mistrust would disappear. Jonathan didn't even know how to act around you. You were too much, and it overwhelmed him. There were so many mixed feelings, feelings he couldn't understand. He was nervous when you were around, but being without you was torment. He felt strange with all the attention you gave him, but something bitter would emerge in his chest when you didn't look at him. His heart pounded and he felt like he was floating when you laughed together and exchanged playful glances during class, and he felt heavy when you went away and he was left alone with his own thoughts and his dysfunctional family.
Jonathan tried to convince himself that what he felt was just admiration and gratitude for you being his friend. He told himself it was normal to want to be with you all the time and talk to you and listen to you chatter for hours. He tried to believe that it was normal to get attached to something good in a bad life. But deep down, in the very depths of his heart, he knew there was something more, a feeling more intimate and intense than he was prepared to deal with, and whenever it threatened to surface, he locked it in a chest and hid it deep in his mind, hoping it would disappear.
He even tried to push you away. He avoided you outside of school, made up excuses not to hang out with you after class, refused to go to your house... but, just as the sun's gravity prevents the earth from drifting away from it, something about you prevented Jonathan from distancing himself. He tried, he told himself it was for the best, that you deserved to have a normal life instead of being bullied for being his friend, that he would be fine. But something drew him back to you, something made him look for you, even if unconsciously. It was natural for him to look at you when the teacher made a funny joke or yelled at some bully, just as it was natural for you to look at him when you made a point during volleyball games in gym class. You were like two magnets, attracting each other even without meaning to.
So when you called Jonathan and insisted that he come to your place, he answered without thinking. An distracted yes came out of his mouth before he could be rational and refuse once again, saying something about his brother being sick or his grandmother celebrating her birthday for the third time that year.
So now he was standing at your door, wondering if there was still time to run away and come up with a new excuse. Jonathan bit his dry lips and played with his hands, hesitating to knock on the door. Then the door swung open and you appeared, with a smile so big and bright that he had to blink a few times.Â
âHi!â you greeted him cheerfully and took a few steps back so he could walk in. âYou took a while. Are you okay?â
âUh, yeah, sureâŠâ he muttered, looking around. âI got a little lost on the way. Sorry.â
âOh, it's okay! It took me a few months to walk home without getting lost, too,â you smiled and took his hand, leading him to your room. âCome on, I want to show you something!â
You walked down the hall to your room. You ran inside and tossed the sheets off your bed, looking for the camera your dad got you a few days ago. Jonathan stood awkwardly in the doorway, watching you walk around the room, muttering to yourself and looking through your messy bed and your desk covered in papers.Â
âCome here.â You sat on the edge on your bed and patted the empty space next to you, indicating for him to sit down. When he sat down, you turned to him, raised the camera to your eye, and took a picture.Â
âHey!â he complained, closing his eyes because of the flash. When you lowered the camera, he approached, curious. âWhere did you get that?â
âMy dad got it from a friend at work last week. He doesn't really like the whole photo thing and doesn't want to pay someone else to do it, so I promised I'd learn how to print photos if he gave me the camera.â You swung your feet in the air and turned to the mirror facing your bed. Making a funny face, you took a picture of yourself and Jonathan reflected in the mirror. âThis will look cool when I print it.â
âAnd you know how to get photos printed?â He looked at the camera curiously, and you handed it to him. While he handled the camera and ran his fingers over the buttons, you jumped out of bed and walked over to your desk, picking up a bunch of photos.Â
âOf course I do. I asked a girl from the photography club to teach me. While you were avoiding me last week, I went to the photography room with her. She didn't explain things very well, you know, but I managed to learn by watching her do it.â You looked at the photos before sitting on the bed and handing him the stack, taking the camera back. âThey're not that bad, look.â
âI wasn't avoiding youâ Jonathan muttered, but took the photos from your hands. While you adjusted the camera settings, taking a few photos of your room to test them, he carefully studied each oneâthe football field, the library, children playing, your father making coffee. Then he saw something different. Photos of him, sitting on a couch in the school library, reading a graphic novel. At first glance, he could barely recognize himself. The boy in the photo didn't look like himâhe wasn't awkward or creep; in fact, he was quite... normal, the opposite of how Jonathan really felt. The photos seemed to have been taken from the window next to where he was sitting, as the angle was close to him and showed his face. In the photo, Jonathan looked like just any boy. He even looked relaxed, even... happy. Jonathan hadn't been truly happy in years, but somehow, here in that photo, he was happy, the corners of his eyes wrinkled as he smiled at whatever he was reading in the graphic novel.Â
âOh, shit.â You swore, seeing that his photos were among the ones you had given him. âShit, you probably think Iâm a weirdo now. I swear- I swear I didnât stalk you, okay?â Jonathan couldnât take his eyes off the photos, and you started to get worried. You looked at your hands, not daring to look at him. "Look, you were waiting for me so we could study for that history test, I took a shortcut through the football field and ended up coming in the back and... when I saw you there, you seemed so calm, and I just... I thought it would be nice to take some pictures and give them to you as a gift later..." You tried to explain, but Jonathan still hadn't taken his eyes off the photo and, honestly, he didn't even seem to be listening to what you were saying. âCan you... can you say something? I don't know, yell at me, call me weird, tell me you hate me if that's what you want, I'll understand. But please, say something.â
âYou...â Jonathan whispered, and you closed your eyes, your face burning with embarrassment, knowing that Jonathan would think you were weird and stop being your friend. âCan you teach me?â You lifted your head quickly, staring at him in shock. Jonathan was smiling so much, and his eyes were shining like you had never seen before. âPlease teach me. I'll do whatever you want.â
You swallowed hard, stunned by the sudden glow surrounding Jonathan. It was the first time you had seen him like this, and your chest warmed at the sight of Jonathan so happy. You nodded, relieved that he didn't think you were weird, and smiled back at him. âSure, why not? If you don't mind, we can come here after class. Then I'll teach you.â
âOh, I... I can't... I have to take care of my little brother while my mom works...â He shook his head, the joy suddenly fading away. God, what was he thinking? He still had responsibilities, after all.
âWhy don't you bring him too? We'll take care of him together, and you'll learn how to take some good pictures.â You nudged him with your shoulder, seeing him hesitate. âHe can be our training model. So, what do you think?â
Jonathan thought for a few seconds, then nodded quietly. You cheered and pulled him over to your desk, showing him other photos you had developed in the previous days and explaining how you had done it. Jonathan looked at you and nodded as you explained the process, paying close attention to every word that came out of your mouth.
That was the second time Jonathan fell in love with you.
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bonus
The next day, Jonathan showed up at your door with his little brother, Will. The three of you locked yourselves in your roomâwhich this time was dark, lit only by red lightsâand, while Will played with your old toys, you taught Jonathan how to adjust the camera.
âOuch,â you heard Will murmur, and when you looked in his direction, one of the toys had cut his finger. Jonathan rushed to go after him, but you held his shirt.
âRelax, pretty boy. Why don't you keep studying the camera and let me take care of this, hm?â Jonathan sighed, but returned to where he was. You walked towards Will and offered him a tissue to wrap around his finger. You tried to distract him by talking and telling jokes, and within a few minutes, Will had forgotten the pain, too busy listening to you talking about the fantasy stories you were reading to pay attention to the small cut on his finger.
Across the room, Jonathan pointed the camera at you and took a picture. Years later, that photo would still be hanging next to his bed, along with dozens of other photos of you both and Will, and he would still look at it tenderly before going to sleep.
That was the third time Jonathan fell in love with you.
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The house is already too full by the time they arrive.
Music pounds through the wallsâsomething fast and distorted, the bass rattling picture frames and shaking the floorboards beneath their feet. Fog machine smoke curls lazily through the living room, mixing with the smell of cheap beer, sweat, and pumpkin guts tracked in from outside.
Someone screams near the kitchen.
Someone else laughs too hard.
Steve Harrington stands near the keg like he belongs thereâlike he always has. His costume is already half ruined, sleeves pushed up, hair mussed from hands tugging at it as people shove past.
âRecordâs still mine,â heâs saying, cocky, holding court.
Billy Hargrove hears that and grins.
He pushes forward through the crowd, leather jacket slung over his shoulders, eyes sharp and amused. âThat so?â
The room seems to lean toward him instinctively.
Moments later, Billyâs upside downâhands planted, feet braced by cheering idiots, the keg hose tilted just right. Beer spills everywhere, sloshing down his chin, soaking his shirt, but he doesnât stop.
Steve watches, jaw tight.
The count gets louder. Sloppier.
When Billy finally pulls away, gasping and triumphant, the house erupts.
âNew record!â someone yells.
Billy wipes his mouth with the back of his hand and smirks straight at Steve. âBetter luck next time, Harrington.â
Steve forces a laugh, raises his cup in mock salute. âCongrats.â
Across the room, Nancy Wheeler watches it all like sheâs underwater.
Sheâs standing near the staircase, red Solo cup already empty in her hand. Someone presses another into it without asking. She doesnât refuse.
She drinks.
And drinks again.
The noise dulls at the edges, the sharpness of everything softening just enough to breathe. The images that have been haunting her all dayâBarbâs face, the empty chair at the Holland house, the closed blinds in the libraryâblur into something less defined.
Good.
She doesnât want clarity tonight.
She wants quiet.
Steve finds her an hour later, cup refilled, laughter too loud, eyes glassy.
âNance,â he says gently, leaning close so she can hear him. âHey. Slow down, okay?â
She smiles at himâtoo quick, too practiced. âIâm fine. Weâre being stupid teenagersâŠremember?â
He doesnât believe her.
But the music swells again, someone spills beer on the couch, and Billyâs already being hoisted up for another round of applause.
The party roars on.
And Nancy keeps drinkingânot to celebrate, not to competeââbut to forget.
Just for tonight.
Marlene Mayfield was a haunting vision, the perfect embodiment of Carrie Whiteâs prom night aftermathâethereal yet laced with horror. Her thrifted pink gown, delicate with rosebud embroidery, had once been the picture of vintage charm. But now, it told a far darker story. Shimmering red bedazzled âbloodâ spilled in intricate patterns down the fabric, transforming the dress into a grotesque masterpiece. Under the party lights, the blood glittered, an unsettlingly beautiful contradiction that drew every gaze and held it captive between admiration and unease.
Her hair, normally styled into flawless waves, hung in damp, tangled strands around her face, slicked down with a torrent of sticky crimson. The fake blood clung to her skin and shoulders, pooling at the base of her neck like a grotesque necklace. Her pale face, streaked with the same gory red, gave her the ghostly appearance of a porcelain doll drowned in carnage.
But the crownâoh, the crownâwas what truly completed the nightmare. A polished pageant tiara perched regally on her head, glinting with an almost mocking innocence. From its apex rose a handmade prop: a tilted bucket frozen mid-pour. Red silk and tulle spilled from its brim, cascading like an endless waterfall of blood. The illusion was so perfect it was as if the bucket had only just been tipped, forever caught in its moment of horror.
Marlene moved through the party like a queen surveying her court, her confidence unshaken by the stares that followed her every step. Whispers rippled in her wakeâsome gasped, others laughed nervouslyâbut no one could look away. She owned the room, her presence bold, theatrical, and utterly unapologetic.
At the punch bowl, a cluster of students murmured among themselves. One girl, wide-eyed, whispered, âThatâs⊠a lot.â
âYeah, but she nailed it,â another replied, her tone grudgingly admiring.
Marlene overheard them and smiled, the corner of her lips curving upward in a way that was both playful and sinister. She poured herself a cup of punch, the blood on her hands staining the paper cup in streaks. âYou can say it,â she quipped, her voice light but carrying a sharp edge. âItâs art.â
The group fell silent, their discomfort feeding her amusement. With a regal tilt of her head, she raised her cup in a mock toast before melting back into the crowd. Marlene didnât just wear the tragedy of Carrie Whiteâshe commanded it, wielding her costume like a weapon of both beauty and terror.
Eddie Munson leaned against the far wall, surrounded by the usual chaos of his Hellfire Club misfits. He was mid-sentence, recounting some over-the-top campaign twist, when his words caught in his throat. His gaze locked onto herâMarlene Mayfield. The world around him seemed to dissolve, the music, the crowd, the party itself fading into a muted haze. All that remained was her.
âWhoâs that?â he murmured, barely audible above the pounding bass.
Gareth followed his line of sight and snorted. âThatâs Marlene Mayfield. Valley Girl. Head Cheerleader Wannabe. Out of your league, man.â
Eddie didnât bother responding. His dark eyes stayed fixed on her, transfixed by the way she moved through the crowd like she owned the room. Marleneâs costumeâCarrie White, drenched in shimmering, bedazzled bloodâwas a spectacle that dared anyone to look away. Her every step carried an effortless confidence, and the murmurs that followed her were more a coronation than criticism.
Sure, Eddie had noticed her beforeâhow could he not? She was the girl everyone noticed, whether on the sidelines at games or laughing with her friends in the hallways. But tonight, she was something else entirely. She wasnât just Marlene the cheerleader. She was magnetic, a walking work of art steeped in macabre brilliance.
She made her way to the punch bowl, her presence cutting a path through the throng of partygoers. Eddie didnât think. His feet moved on instinct, weaving through the crowd until he found himself standing a few feet away.
âLet me guess,â he said, his voice carrying just enough volume to rise above the noise. âCarrie White. Post-bucket moment?â
Marlene turned at the sound of his voice, her bright green eyes locking onto his. For a second, she said nothing, just studied him with a curious tilt of her head. Then, her lips curled into a small, knowing smile.
âYouâre the first person to get it right,â she said, her tone amused. âEveryone else just keeps asking why Iâm covered in glittery blood.â
Eddie felt a grin spread across his face, his usual bravado kicking in. âAmateurs,â he said, crossing his arms in mock disdain. âThey donât understand the masterpiece theyâre looking at. Honestly? Youâre pulling it off better than Sissy Spacek herself.â
Marlene laughedâa warm, genuine sound that cut through the noise like a melody. Eddie felt it ripple through him, equal parts exhilarating and disarming. He didnât know much about her, but that laugh was enough to tell him he was already in over his head.
âThanks,â she said, brushing a damp strand of blood-slicked hair from her face. âAnd you are?â
âEddie Munson,â he said, stepping forward with an exaggerated flourish and offering his hand. âDungeon Master, guitarist, general purveyor of chaos. And you, Carrie White?â
âMarlene Mayfield,â she replied, shaking his hand with a firm grip that belied the delicate gown she wore. âCheerleader, former pageant queen, and apparently, a walking horror show tonight.â
âThe coolest horror show Iâve ever seen,â Eddie quipped, his grin widening.
For a moment, they stood there, the rest of the party fading into background noise. Eddie didnât care about the beer-soaked jocks or the flashing lights anymore. All he saw was Marlene, her confidence lighting up the room in ways no costume ever could.
The moment between Eddie and Marlene was just starting to settle into a comfortable rhythm when Donnaâs unmistakable voice cut through the noise like a firecracker.
Not because the music got quieter.
Because the room changed.
It happened the way it always did when something important entered a spaceânot all at once, but in ripples. A lull in conversation. A head turning. Someone muttering holy shit under their breath.
Eddie followed the shift instinctively.
And there she was.
Donna Henderson.
For a second, he didnât recognize her. His brain tried to reconcile the girl he knewâthe quiet one, the weird one, the one people whispered about like she was contagiousâwith what he was seeing now.
Pink. Glittering. Commanding.
She stood at the edge of the living room like sheâd been dropped there on purpose, bathed in party lights that caught on every shimmer and fringe. A cropped top flashed silver at the seams, paired with a high-waisted skirt that moved when she did, scattering light like sparks. Draped over her shoulders was a jacket heavy with long pink fringe, strands swaying lazily as if the outfit itself was breathing.
And the hat.
A sparkling pink cowgirl hat sat tilted just-so on her head, feathers flaring from one side like punctuation.
Donna looked unsure of her hands. Of her feet. Of the attention sheâd just hijacked without meaning to.
The crowd did not share her hesitation.
âThere you are!â Donna slurred, her voice full of exaggerated drama. She was teetering precariously on her heels, her oversized cowgirl hat tilted so far to the side it was a miracle it hadnât fallen off her poofy head. âMarlene, what the hell are you doing over here? Flirting with⊠wait, who are you again?â
Eddie arched a brow, a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. âEddie,â he said, gesturing toward himself with a flourish. âMunson. Dungeon Master. Coolest guy in Hawkins. Youâve probably heard of me.â
Donna squinted at him, her drunk brain processing his introduction for a beat too long before she turned back to Marlene. âWhatever. You! Dance floor! Now!â
Marlene laughed, glancing between Eddie and Donna, who was somehow still upright despite leaning at angles that suggested balance was purely theoretical.
âDonna,â Marlene said, trying to hold back her amusement, âIâm in heels and covered in fake blood. Do you really think Iâm going to survive another round out there?â
âExcuses,â Donna declared, wobbling forward in a wild, clumsy motion. âI broke my leg, Marlene. My leg. And Iâm still killing it on the dance floor. You have no excuse.â
Marlene shook her head, smiling despite herself. âI donât think youâre killing it, Donna. I think youâre two seconds away from falling and taking half the party with you.â
âThatâs quitter talk,â Donna shot back, thrusting the red solo cup in her hand forward in a gesture that was meant to be dramatic but almost caused her to tip over. Marlene instinctively reached out to steady her, her laugh spilling over louder now.
âOkay, okay,â Marlene said, her hands raised in mock surrender. She glanced at Eddie, whose expression was a mix of amusement and reluctant admiration for Donnaâs drunken determination. âDuty calls.â
âWait,â Eddie said, his tone playful as he pointed at Donna. âAre you kidnapping her? Is this a hostage situation? Because I donât think I can compete with that level of chaos.â
Donna gave him a wide, toothy grin. âAbsolutely. Iâm her chaotic savior. And youââshe jabbed the cup toward him for emphasisââcan keep sulking against the wall. Or, I dunno, find a better costume next time.â
Eddie barked out a laugh, raising his hands in surrender. âNoted. You win this round, Cowgirl.â
Marlene, still laughing, gave Eddie a small wave before Donna pulled her back toward the thrumming bass of the dance floor.
âDonna,â Marlene said as they wove their way through the crowd, âyou do realize youâre probably going to break your other leg at this rate, right?â
Donna, already moving to the beat of the music with an unsteady sway, shot her a grin that could only belong to someone too far gone to care. âWorth it! Halloween only happens once a year, Marlene! Now dance!â
And just like that, Marlene found herself bracing them both in the middle of the chaosâlaughing, stumbling, barely upright. It was messy. It was ridiculous.
And somehow, it was perfect.
Joanna Byers strides into the Halloween party like sheâs walking onto a battlefield, her presence crackling with energy that makes heads turn. Dressed as Joan of Arc, sheâs more than a clever pun on her nameâsheâs the embodiment of defiance and strength, her costume a perfect blend of historical homage and personal flair.
In her hand, she carries a shield that could have stepped out of a medieval epic. Painted with bold strokes of red and gold, it depicts a phoenix rising from flames, its wings stretched wide in triumph. The word Courage arcs across the bottom in Joannaâs distinctive handwriting, a reminder of her own unyielding spirit. Her other hand grips the hilt of a wooden sword, its surface etched with gold-painted designs that shimmer faintly as she gestures. Though blunt-edged, it commands respectâmuch like the girl wielding it.
Her face tells the rest of the story. Joannaâs hair is swept back, its natural waves lending her the look of someone perpetually prepared for battle. Smudges of charcoal streak her cheeks, giving the impression of soot and dirt from a hard-fought campaign. Her eyes, framed by sharp strokes of dark eyeliner, are piercing, their intensity magnified by the fiery glow of her makeup. Her lips, painted a bold crimson, add a touch of regal defianceâa queen as much as a warrior.
Every detail of her costume feels deliberate. A small locket hangs around her neck, its silver casing concealing a photo of her family, grounding her warrior persona in something deeply personal. A strip of crimson fabric hangs loosely from her waist, trailing behind her like a trophy of past victories, its frayed edges adding an air of authenticity.
As Joanna moves through the crowd, her shield slung casually at her side and her sword resting against her hip, she doesnât just wear the costumeâshe becomes Joan of Arc. The costume speaks volumes about her: a girl who has faced the flames and come out stronger, a fighter who refuses to back down.
When someone calls out, âHey, Joan of Arc!â she answers with a smirk, her lips curling just enough to hint at the punâs intentionality. Because while the joke might get a laugh, the power in her presence is no joke at all.
 Unbothered by the stares she drew, Marlene tilted her head back dramatically and sipped punch from a solo cup as if it were the finest champagne.
âYouâre really leaning into this LA drama queen thing, huh?â Donna teased, a crooked grin lighting up her face.
Marlene spun in place, the hem of her tattered dress fluttering. âHoney,â she said with a wink, âif youâre gonna do Halloween, you commit. Blood, tears, the works.â
Donna threw her head back in laughter, her hat tipping dangerously close to falling off. âFair point, Carrie,â she quipped. âYouâre horrifying. And I mean that in the best way.â
Across the room, Robin Buckley leaned against the refreshments table, quietly enjoying her own brand of mischief. Dressed as a pun incarnateâa Cereal Killerâher shirt was adorned with stabbed mini cereal boxes, each dripping with fake blood. It was, in her opinion, a masterclass in cleverness. Unfortunately, no one else seemed to get it.
That was, until Donna spotted her.
Donnaâs eyes went wide, her mouth falling open in theatrical awe. She gasped, wobbling like sheâd just unearthed the secret of the universe. âOH MY GOD!â she shouted, loud enough to draw stares. âYouâre a⊠youâre a⊠A CEREAL KILLER!â She jabbed a crutch toward Robin with wild enthusiasm. âTHATâS⊠THATâS BRILLIANT!â
Robin froze mid-sip, startled by the sudden outburst. A grin crept across her face as she set her drink down. âThank you,â she replied, raising her hands in mock humility. âFinally, someone gets it.â
Donna, however, was just getting started. She turned to Marlene, grabbing her blood-slicked arm for balance and nearly pulling them both down. âMarlene! Do you see this? Itâs cereal⊠with knives! Like, murder cereal!â Her voice climbed with each word as if she were explaining quantum physics.
Marlene squinted, tilting her head as though truly contemplating the depths of Robinâs genius. âOh my God,â she whispered reverently, placing a dramatic hand on her chest. âThatâs⊠art. Literal art.â
Robin bit back a laugh. âWell, thank you, Galm Barbie Cowgirl and Carrie White. Glad to know someone here appreciates the finer things.â
Joanna Byersâever the reluctant voice of reasonâmaterialized out of the crowd. Dressed as Joan of Arc, her phoenix-emblazoned shield slung across her back, she carried the exhausted grace of someone whoâd been playing peacekeeper all night.
She swept in with a sigh, catching Donna by the elbow before she could sway too far off balance..
âOkay,â Joanna said, her tone firm but exasperated, âyou two need to sit down before you both turn into actual party casualties.â
Donna blinked at her, wide-eyed. âBut Joanna! Sheâs a cereal killer! And Iâm a genius for figuring it out!â
âYes, Donna,â Joanna replied flatly, her voice dripping with sarcasm as she guided the wobbling pair toward an empty corner. âYouâre a regular Einstein. And Iâm the patron saint of babysitting.â
Robin raised her cup in a mock toast as the trio shuffled away. âIf you think this is genius, just wait till next year. Iâm bringing out the pun pyramid.â
Donna started giggling uncontrollably again, nearly losing her hat in the process, while Marlene solemnly declared, âWeâll never top this party. Never.â
Joanna rolled her eyes but couldnât suppress a small smile. The chaos, somehow, was the perfect encapsulation of them all.
Jonathan knows the party is a bad idea the moment he steps inside.
The house is already too loud, too hot, packed wall to wall with bodies moving in reckless patterns. Music blares from blown speakers, the bass thudding hard enough to vibrate his ribs. He hovers near the entryway, camera strap tight in his hands like it might anchor him to something solid.
A girl from his history classâLinda, maybe?âsmiles at him from beside the snack table.
âSo,â she says, leaning in like this is the most natural thing in the world, âyouâre Jonathan Byers, right?â
Jonathan startles. âYeah. Uhâhi.â
She laughs softly. âYou take pictures, right?â
âOh. Yeah. I meanâsometimes.â He shifts his weight, suddenly hyperaware of his hands. âIâm notâlikeâright now.â
âThatâs cool,â she says. âI just think itâs kind of⊠mysterious.â
Jonathan flushes, heat crawling up his neck. âThanks. I guess.â
Heâs halfway through a painfully stiff attempt at a smile when raised voices cut through the music.
Jonathanâs head snaps up.
Near the center of the room, Steve Harrington stands with his hands half-raised, frustration written all over his face. Nancy is in front of him, posture rigid, eyes bright with something sharp and dangerous.
âYou donât get to tell me how Iâm supposed to feel,â Nancy says, her voice trembling just enough to give her away.
âIâm not trying toââ Steve starts.
Someone bumps into the table beside them.
A cup tips.
Amber liquid arcs through the air and splashes down the front of Nancyâs costume, soaking the fabric, dripping to the floor.
The room reacts all at onceâgroans, laughter, someone yelling oh shit.
Nancy looks down at herself.
Then she laughs.
Itâs brittle. Wrong.
âPerfect,â she says. âJustâperfect.â
Steve reaches for her instinctively. âNance, Iâm sorry, I didnâtââ
âDonât,â she snaps, pulling away. âJustâdonât.â
She turns and pushes through the crowd, shoulders squared like sheâs holding herself together by sheer force.
Steve hesitates only a second before following.
Jonathan watches them disappear down the hallway, stomach twisting.
Donna doesnât notice.
Sheâs laughing too loud near the kitchen, fringe swaying with every exaggerated movement, pink glitter catching the light as she spins in place. Someone hands her another drink. She doesnât ask who.
Thatâs when Billy Hargrove clocks her.
Heâs leaning against the counter near the keg, nursing a beer like heâs bored of it already, eyes half-lidded as he scans the room. Heâs seen Donna beforeâeveryone hasâbut not like this.
Not glowing.
Not smiling.
Not unguarded.
Something predatory flickers behind his grin.
He pushes off the counter and cuts through the crowd with lazy confidence, stopping just close enough to be noticed.
âWell,â Billy says, voice smooth and deliberate, âif this isnât the most interesting thing in the house tonight.â
Donna turns, squinting for a second before her face brightens. âOh! Youâreââ She snaps her fingers, searching. âThe angry older brother guy.â
Billy laughs. âClose enough.â
He looks her over openlyânot leering, not rushing it. Like he knows time is on his side.
âDidnât take you for a cowgirl,â he adds.
Donna lifts her chin, wobbling just slightly. âI didnât either. But Marlene did. And Marlene is very convincing.â
Billy hums. âYeah. I can see that.â
Across the room, someone nudges a friend. A couple of guys near the stairs exchange looks. Thereâs a murmurâquiet, knowing.
Billy doesnât care.
He steps closer, lowering his voice. âYou look like youâre having a good night.â
Donna grins. âBest one in a while.â
âThat so?â His smile sharpens just a touch. âWouldnât want it to end early.â
Donna sways, laughs, takes another sip.
And somewhere behind Billyâs eyes, a clock is ticking.
Halloween.
Last chance.
He glances toward the stairsâtoward the rooms above, toward the quiet places the party hasnât touched yetâthen back to Donna, his smile settling into something practiced.
âCâmon,â he says lightly. âLetâs get you some air.â
Donna hesitates.
The music swells.
And the night, already full of bad decisions, leans closer.
Donna feels like the night is moving around her instead of the other way around.
The music isnât loud anymoreâitâs thick. Heavy bass pressing into her chest, vibrations crawling up her legs through the floorboards. The lights smear when she turns her head too fast, pink and red and gold bleeding into one another like wet paint.
Billyâs voice cuts through it anyway.
Low. Smooth. Anchoring.
Heâs closer now. She doesnât remember him stepping closer, just suddenly being aware of how warm the air feels between them. How tall he is. How everyone else seems⊠farther away.
âYou okay there, cowgirl?â he asks, amusement curling at the edge of his words.
Donna laughs because it feels expected. Because laughing is easier than thinking.
âYeah,â she says. âIâmâyeah.â
She is, sort of. Her body feels light, loose, like gravity has finally stopped nagging her. The buzzing in her head dulls everything sharpâBarb, the lab, the questions she doesnât know how to answer. All the things that usually sit too close to the surface.
Billy hands her another drink.
She doesnât remember asking for it.
âEasy,â she says, but she takes it anyway, fingers brushing his for half a second longer than necessary. Her skin tingles where they touch, and she tells herself itâs just the alcohol.
Itâs always just the alcohol.
âYouâre different tonight,â Billy says, eyes tracking her face in a way that makes her feel⊠seen. Not the way people usually see her. Not curious or wary or pitying.
Different feels good.
âAm I?â she asks.
âYeah,â he says. âLike you finally figured out you donât have to be invisible.â
Donna smiles at that. Big. Unfiltered.
âIâm not invisible,â she says, almost proudly. âIâm very pink.â
Billy chuckles. âHard to miss.â
The crowd shifts, bodies pressing closer, and suddenly the space feels too tight. Billy notices before she does.
âCâmon,â he says easily. âLetâs get you some air.â
The word air sounds nice. Clean. Necessary.
Donna hesitatesâbut only for a second. The hesitation dissolves under the warmth in her chest, the way the night feels softer when she doesnât question it.
âOkay,â she says.
They move through the house together, and the farther they get from the music, the quieter her thoughts become. That should scare her.
It doesnât.
Her foot catches on the edge of a rug, and she stumbles. Billyâs hand snaps out, gripping her arm, steadying her with ease.
âYou good?â he asks.
His fingers stay there.
A flickerâsomething cold and distantâpasses through her chest. A memory of hands pulling her out of somewhere dark. Of being carried. Of not being able to move at all.
She shakes it off.
âYeah,â she says again. âIâm fine.â
Billy smiles like thatâs the answer he wanted.
They stop near the staircase, the noise behind them muffled now, the upstairs dark and quiet by comparison. Donna leans against the banister, suddenly aware of how unsteady she actually feels.
Billy watches her closely.
âYou trust me?â he asks, casual. Almost joking.
Donna laughs, because the question feels silly. Because trust feels like a big word for a moment this small.
âSure,â she says.
The word leaves her mouth too easily.
Somewhere deep inside herâbeneath the alcohol, beneath the music, beneath the pink and the glitterâsomething stirs.
Not fear.
Instinct.
But itâs faint. Drowned out. Blurred at the edges.
And Donna doesnât hear it clearly enough to know itâs trying to warn her.
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The snow recedes in dirty, uneven patches along the curb, revealing dead grass and last yearâs leaves pressed flat into the ground like theyâve given up trying to be alive again. Hawkins exhales, slow and reluctant, and everything feels raw in the aftermathâlike the town itself doesnât know what to do with what survived.
Donna Henderson is still surviving.
Steve Harrington starts showing up like itâs an accident.
The first time, itâs homework.
He knocks once, quick and polite, then takes a step back from the door like he doesnât want to crowd it. When Donna answers, sheâs braced on one crutch, hair pulled back messily, eyes tired but alert. She looks surprised to see him. Not startled. Just⊠caught off guard.
âHey,â he says, holding up a folder. âClaudia said you missed chem. Thought you might want the notes.â
She blinks, then nods. âThanks.â
Thatâs it.
No follow-up. No lingering.
She takes the folder. He waits long enough to make sure sheâs steady, then leaves.
The second time, itâs a jacket.
âWell,â he says, holding it out sheepishly, âyou, uh⊠left this in my car.â
Donna stares at it.
She knows that jacket. Knows every frayed seam, every place sheâs sewn it back together. She hasnât worn it since November.
She also knows she didnât leave it in his car.
But she doesnât call him on it.
âOh,â she says instead. âRight. Thanks.â
Steve nods, relief flickering across his face like he was worried sheâd noticed. âNo problem.â
She doesnât invite him in.
She doesnât step aside or gesture toward the doorway. She thanks him again and closes the door gently, firmly, like a boundary drawn in pencil but no less real for it.
Steve never pushes.
He never asks how sheâs sleeping. Never asks about Chrissyâs yard. Never asks about the fire, the walking, the rumors that seem to follow her like static.
He just⊠shows up.
Always with a reason.
Always with an exit.
What Donna noticesâweeks in, when the pattern becomes impossible to ignoreâis where he parks.
At first, the Beemer had been right out front. Easy. Obvious. A statement.
Now, itâs farther down the street.
Still visible if youâre looking for itâbut not close enough to feel like surveillance. Not close enough to make it seem like heâs waiting, or watching, or bracing for something to happen.
He gives her space before she has to ask for it.
That matters more than if heâd stayed.
It matters more than any speech or defense or loud declaration of concern. Because Donna has spent months being watchedâby neighbors, by teachers, by kids who whisper her name like itâs a diagnosis.
Steve Harrington choosing not to watch her feels like trust.
Inside the car, driving away, Steve keeps his eyes on the road and lets out a breath he didnât realize heâd been holding.
He wants to do more.
Wants to say the right thing, fix the wrong ones, stand closer than heâs been invited to stand. But heâs learningâslowly, awkwardlyâthat trust isnât built by showing up loudly.
Itâs built by showing up quietly. By letting someone decide when youâre allowed closer. And for now, that distance is exactly where Donna Henderson needs him to be.
By April, the snow is mostly gone.
Whatâs left is mud and grit and the soft, unavoidable truth of things continuing whether anyone feels ready or not. School settles into its rhythms again. Bells ring. Homework piles up. Physical therapy becomes a line item on Donna Hendersonâs calendar instead of an emergency.
Steve Harrington becomes part of that routine by default.
The first time Nancy canât drive her, she says it like itâs no big dealâlike the words arenât carefully rehearsed.
âSteve said he could,â Nancy adds quickly, eyes darting between them. âIf thatâs okay. I mean. If not, thatâs cool. Totally cool.â
Donna looks at Steve.
Steve looks at the floor.
âItâs no problem,â he says. âOnly if you want.â
She nods. âOkay.â
And just like that, itâs decided.
They donât talk much in the car at first.
The Beemer hums beneath them, familiar now in a way Donna doesnât quite trust yet. Steve keeps the radio low, a classic rock station bleeding softly through the speakers. Donna watches the trees blur past the window, counts telephone poles, tracks her own breathing.
Silence isnât awkward.
Itâs careful.
After a few rides, Steve reaches for the dial.
âNope,â Donna says immediately.
He freezes mid-motion. âWhat?â
âThat one,â she says, pointing. âThat songâs terrible.â
Steve squints at the radio. âThatâs Tom Petty.â
âExactly.â
He scoffs, twisting the dial. âYou have no taste.â
She snorts before she can stop herself, reaching for the radio dial.
âOkay. No,â she says, already twisting the knob. âIf weâre doing a soundtrack, weâre doing it right.â
Steve blinks. âHeyââ
The static crackles once, twiceâThen a guitar cuts through.
Donna settles back against the seat as Pat Benatar fills the car, sharp and unapologetic, the chorus hitting with just enough bite to feel earned.
Steve glances at her. âIs this⊠Pat Benatar?â
She arches a brow. âYou know who that is?â
âI meanâyeah. My mom plays her sometimes.â He hesitates. âI just didnât think you were a Benatar person.â
Donna exhales through her nose, almost amused. âI donât look like one?â
âNo,â he says quickly. Then softer, more honest, âI just didnât know.â
She considers that for a second. Then shrugs.
âShe doesnât apologize for being loud,â Donna says. âOr angry. Or complicated.â A beat. âI like that.â
Steve nods slowly, eyes back on the road. He doesnât argue. Doesnât joke. Just listens.
The song builds.
Donna watches the windshield instead of him, fingers tapping faintly against her thigh in time with the beat. For the first time since getting into the car, her shoulders easeâjust a little.
After a moment, Steve says, almost to himself,
ââŠThis is actually really good.â
Donna smiles, small and sideways.
âTold you.â
He doesnât reach to change the station.
And Donna noticesâbecause she notices everything nowâthat he lets the song finishâis what Steve doesnât do.
He never asks about Chrissy Cunninghamâs yard.
Not once.
He never asks about the blood on her sock, or the mud on her hands, or the way her body moved when it shouldnât have been able to. He doesnât bring up the whispers or the rumors or the way people stare like theyâre waiting for her to do something wrong.
He lets it stay where it happened.
In the past.
One afternoon, after physical therapy runs longer than expected, Donna sinks into the passenger seat and closes her eyes.
Just for a second.
The car starts moving. The radio hums. Steve drives.
When they pull into her driveway, the engine idles.
Steve glances over.
Donna is asleep.
Not lightlyâher breathing is deep, even. Her head tilted toward the window, hair brushing the glass. Her body finally, finally at rest.
Steve doesnât wake her.
He doesnât clear his throat or tap the steering wheel or pretend he needs something from the glove compartment.
He waits.
The minutes stretch.
Donna dreams of nothing.
When she wakes, disoriented, the sun has shifted. The car is still running. Steveâs hands rest loose on the wheel, eyes forward like he hasnât moved at all.
âOh,â she says, embarrassed. âSorry.â
Steve shakes his head. âItâs fine.â
âHow long was I out?â
He shrugs. âLong enough.â
She nods, strangely moved by that answer. He waits until sheâs steady before cutting the engine. Neither of them mentions it. But the waiting stays with Donna.
Filed away. Quiet. Important.
Because waiting, sheâs learning, is its own kind of care.
And Steve Harrington seems to understand that instinctivelyâwhether he knows it yet or not.
By May, the air changes.
Spring settles into Hawkins with the kind of confidence that feels undeservedâsunlight lingering too long, grass growing back over places that should still hurt. School lets up just enough to be dangerous. Expectations soften. Everyone pretends things are fine.
Donna Henderson stops sleeping.
Not all at once. Not dramatically.
Just⊠less.
She lies in bed listening to the house breathe, waiting for the moment her body decides to betray her again. Waiting for dreams that feel more like directions than memories. Waiting to wake up somewhere she doesnât recognize.
One afternoon, Steve drives her home from physical therapy and doesnât turn the radio on at all.
They sit in the quiet for a block longer than necessary.
âI donât like falling asleep,â Donna says suddenly.
Steve doesnât look at her. âYeah?â
âIâm scared I wonât wake up where I started.â She keeps her eyes on the dashboard. âOr that I wonât wake up at all.â
Steve nods once. No questions. No why. No what happened.
Just acceptance.
âYou can call me,â he says after a moment. âIf it gets bad. Even if itâs stupid late.â
She swallows. âYou donât mean that.â
âI do.â
She nods like she believes him. She doesnât. But the offer stays.
A few days later, it happens by accident.
Theyâre in Steveâs kitchenâhomework spread out between them because Nancy âforgotâ to come over. Donna is fidgeting, restless energy buzzing under her skin. She flips a scrap of paper between her fingers while Steve roots through the fridge.
The paper blackens.
Just the corner.
A faint curl of smoke lifts into the air.
Donna freezes.
Steve turns.
He sees it.
The burn mark. The heat shimmering faintly where it shouldnât be.
For half a second, her heart stops.
Then Steve does something extraordinary.
He doesnât react.
He doesnât ask.
He doesnât step back.
He walks to the window and opens it, letting the spring air sweep in and carry the smoke away. Then he grabs another piece of paper and hands it to her like nothing happened.
âWindow sticks,â he says casually. âDad never fixes anything.â
Donna stares at him.
âYou saw that,â she says.
âYeah.â
âAnd youâre notââ Her voice cracks. âYouâre not freaked out?â
He shrugs. âYou looked freaked out enough for both of us.â
Something in her chest loosens. Just a fraction. They go back to their homework. The burned paper sits in the trash, unremarked.
Donna never calls him.
Not once.
But sometimes, when the fear gets loud and the house feels wrong and sleep feels like a trap, she remembers that he said she could.
By June, summer arrives like it doesnât know what itâs interrupting.
The air turns warm in that lazy, unearned wayâsunlight lingering past dinner, cicadas already rehearsing for August. Lawns get cut. Windows get opened. Hawkins starts behaving like itâs safe again. Like the worst thing anyone has to worry about is boredom.
Donna gets her cast off on a Tuesday.
Thereâs no ceremony. No applause. Just a quiet appointment room and a nurse who smiles too brightly as she unwraps months of immobilization. When Donna steps outside the physical therapy building, it feels like crossing a threshold sheâs been staring at for a long time.
Her walk is careful. Intentional. A little uneven.
No crutches. No white plaster. Just her legâpale, newly exposed, still learning how to belong to her again.
Steve sees her before she reaches the curb.
He straightens instinctively, like heâs been caught doing something he shouldnâtâwaiting.
âDonna?â The surprise in his voice is real. Unpolished.
She grins, small and a little shy, then lifts her arms out to her sides as if presenting herself. âSurprise. No more crutches. They took my cast off.â
Dustinâs eyebrows shoot up. His gaze flicks from her leg to Steve, then back again. He elbows Steve hard in the ribs. âWell? Say something. This is a medical miracle.â
Steve blinks, then smiles, eyes snapping back to Donnaâs leg like it might vanish if he doesnât keep checking. âThatâsâwow. Thatâs really great.â He hesitates, softening. âHow does it feel?â
Donna rocks gently on her heels, testing the ground. âWeird. Like Iâm about to tip over any second.â She shrugs. âBut I think thatâs just my body catching up.â
Dustin clears his throat loudly, suddenly very invested in the nearby gas station. âOkay, Iâm gonna go celebrate by getting snacks.â He points between them. âDonât make it weird.â
Then heâs gone, bounding across the street, two steps at a time, leaving behind a quiet that settles too fast, too thick.
Steve gestures awkwardly toward a row of benches outside the building. âYou wanna sit? OrâuhâI can grab you oneââ
âIâm good,â Donna says. She doesnât move right away. Lingers. Then exhales like sheâs been holding something back. âI just wanted to⊠say thanks.â
He frowns. âFor what?â
âFor being patient,â she says softly. âYou didnât push. You didnât ask me to be okay before I was. You just⊠stayed.â
Steve rubs the back of his neck, embarrassed, eyes drifting to the floor. âGuess Iâm good at standing around.â
She laughsâquiet, real. It catches them both off guard, like a sound neither of them expected to hear again so easily.
Later, Steve takes her and Dustin for milkshakes. The ridiculous kind with too much whipped cream and neon cherries, the kind that feel almost rebellious just by existing. They sit on the hood of the Beemer, the metal still warm, the engine ticking as it cools. Music drifts faintly from another car, something tinny and summer-wrong.
Donna laughs againâlouder this time. Sharper. Unfiltered.
It surprises her.
It surprises Steve.
For a moment, it almost feels like normal.
Almost.
As they head back to the car, a voice cuts across the parking lot.
âHey! Itâs Demented Donna!â
The words hit like a thrown rock.
Donna freezes.
Steve doesnât turn. Doesnât square his shoulders. Doesnât rise into anything loud or heroic.
He just looks at her and asks, quietly, âYou wanna leave?â
She nods.
They get into the car. The door shuts. The engine starts.
No spectacle. No defense. No performance. Just an exit.
As the Beemer pulls away, Donna watches the lights blur past the window and realizes something she didnât know she needed to learn:
He isnât trying to save her. Heâs letting her choose when to go. And somehow, that feels safer than anything else.
July arrives without asking permission.
Itâs hot in that way that makes Hawkins feel falsely alive â lawns cut too short, pools uncovered, radios playing with the windows down. Summer pretending nothing ever went wrong.
Steve invites everyone on a Thursday.
He does it casually, like itâs no big thing. A pool day. Nothing fancy. Just people he trusts. Nancy, Joanna, Mike and the boys. And Donna.
He doesnât call it a party.
He doesnât say at my house out loud, but the words sit there anyway.
Donna hesitates when he asks.
Itâs subtle â just a half-second pause on the line, a breath caught and smoothed over before it can turn into something else.
âYeah,â she says. âOkay.â
Steve smiles to himself after he hangs up.
Saturday afternoon comes bright and loud.
The pool water glitters. Someoneâs left the gate open so the music drifts out into the street. Mike and the boys argue over turns off the diving board like the world hasnât tried to end twice already. Joanna dangles her feet in the water, flicking droplets at Nancy, who pretends to be annoyed and isnât.
Steve checks the driveway.
Nothing.
He tells himself itâs early.
Donnaâs probably just running late.
He checks again twenty minutes later.
Then again.
By the third time, he stops pretending heâs not waiting.
Nancy notices but doesnât say anything.
Joanna does â quietly, later, when Steve pretends heâs looking for sunscreen he already found.
âYou think sheâs okay?â she asks.
âYeah,â Steve says, automatically. âProbably.â
But the word doesnât land.
He calls Donna once.
No answer.
He doesnât call again.
Donna stands in her room with her swimsuit folded on the bed.
July sunlight pours through the window, too bright, too warm. The air smells like cut grass and asphalt and something almost hopeful.
Her phone rests in her hand.
Steveâs house.
The thought hits her harder than she expects â not like a memory, not like a thought she can reason with. It lands in her chest, sharp and immediate, like her body has already decided for her.
Her breath goes shallow.
Her room tilts just slightly, like the floor isnât where it should be.
She closes her eyes and sees it anyway â the hallway, the panic, the cold certainty that no one was coming in time.
Her leg aches. Not pain. Memory.
She tries to move.
Her body refuses.
âI canât,â she whispers.
Not today.
She sits on the edge of the bed until the moment passes without resolving itself. She doesnât call. She doesnât text. She lets the silence stand.
Steve is cleaning up when Donna finally shows.
The sun is lower now, the party thinned out and quieted. Towels are piled by the back door, still damp. The pool cover hangs half-pulled, like someone gave up.
The doorbell rings.
Steveâs heart jumps before he can stop it.
Donna stands on the porch, arms crossed tight, eyes fixed just past him like she doesnât trust herself to look inside yet.
âHey,â he says.
âHey.â
She doesnât step forward.
âI didnât come earlier,â she says carefully. âI thought I could. I justââ She stops. Swallows. âI couldnât.â
Steve nods once.
âOkay.â
No why.
No disappointed smile.
No pressure to explain the thing she hasnât figured out how to name yet.
Her shoulders drop just a fraction.
âI didnât want you to think it was you,â she adds quietly.
âI didnât,â he says.
That makes her look at him.
They sit on opposite ends of the couch, the space between them intentional, respected. The house is quieter now â not empty, just still.
After a long stretch, Donna asks, barely above a murmur, âWhy do you still help me?â
Steve doesnât answer right away.
âBecause youâre here,â he says simply.
Nothing heroic. Nothing heavy.
She nods, throat tight.
âI donât sleep much either,â he adds, eyes still forward. âNot since we fought that thing at Joannaâs house.â
She doesnât ask why.
She understands.
They sit there as July hums outside â cicadas starting early, the day slipping into evening â neither of them trying to fix the other, neither pretending this is easier than it is.
Shared silence settles in, gentle and unforced. Not healing. Not resolution.
Just presence.
And for July, thatâs enough.
August settles over Hawkins like a held breath.
The heat is heavier now â thick, unmoving, the kind that makes everything feel suspended in place. Cicadas scream from the trees outside, relentless and constant, as if trying to drown out anything else that might surface.
Donna sits at the kitchen table.
Her pencil scrapes softly against paper, the sound too small for the room itâs in. Her notebook lies open in front of her, pages filled with half-sketches and abandoned lines â shapes that never quite become anything. Her leg rests propped on the chair across from her, positioned carefully, deliberately. It works now. Mostly. But she still treats it like something that might betray her if she stops paying attention.
She wears her dadâs sweatshirt again â oversized, sleeves swallowing her hands, the fabric worn thin and soft from years of use. It smells faintly like laundry detergent and something familiar she canât name.
The house is quiet.
Too quiet.
The back door creaks open.
Donna doesnât look up.
âDustinâs upstairs,â she says, voice flat, neutral. Not unkind. Just guarded. âWorking on⊠something loud.â
Steve steps inside, a cardboard box tucked under one arm. The scent of outside comes with him â grass, dirt, summer. He pauses just inside the door, like heâs checking the temperature of the room before committing to it.
âI figured,â he says lightly.
He sets the box down on the counter but doesnât head upstairs. Instead, he pours himself a cup of coffee, leans back against the counter, and lets the silence stretch.
Donna feels him watching her without looking.
âWhatâre you working on?â he asks eventually.
âNothing important,â she says, closing the notebook a little too quickly. The pencil snaps down against the paper with a quiet click. She folds her arms, tucking her hands out of sight.
Steve doesnât call her on it.
He takes a sip of coffee, grimaces. âStill terrible.â
That gets her attention.
She glances up despite herself. âThen why do you keep drinking it?â
He shrugs. âFeels like something adults do.â
She snorts before she can stop herself. The sound is quick, surprised â gone as soon as it appears.
Steve smiles, like heâs cataloging it for later.
âI took an art class once,â he says casually. âThought I was gonna be great. Turns out I mostly just drew cars.â
Donna arches a brow. âLet me guess. You quit.â
âObviously.â
She shakes her head, the corner of her mouth lifting just enough to count.
The quiet shifts â not tense anymore, but alert. Like something fragile has been set down between them.
Steve watches her pencil hover uselessly above the page. âDustin says you used to dance. With Nancy and Joanna and-â
The pencil stills.
âThat was a long time ago,â Donna says, eyes fixed on the paper.
âStill,â Steve says, careful now. âThatâs⊠impressive.â
She exhales sharply. âIt doesnât matter.â
He pulls out the chair across from her but doesnât sit right away. Waits.
âWhy not?â he asks, not pressing â just asking.
Donnaâs grip tightens around the pencil. She gestures once toward her leg, sharp and frustrated. âBecause loving something doesnât mean you get to keep it.â
The words hang there, rawer than she intended.
Steve sits slowly, like any sudden movement might spook the moment. âYou donât have to decide that yet.â
Her eyes snap up. âYes, I do.â
He meets her gaze evenly. âNo. You donât.â
Silence stretches again â longer this time.
She looks away first.
âYou really donât give up,â she mutters.
He shrugs. âI wait.âThat lands differently.
She wakes up outside three nights later.
The grass is cool against her palms. Damp. Her skin prickles with it. She blinks up at the sky, stars blurred and unfamiliar, and for one terrible second she doesnât know where she is.
Her leg tingles â numb, buzzing.
She doesnât scream.
She breathes.
A shape moves at the edge of her vision.
Steve is sitting a few feet away, knees drawn up, arms resting loosely on them. He doesnât rush her. Doesnât say her name. Just⊠waits.
âHow long?â she asks quietly.
âNot long,â he says. âYou were close this time.â
She swallows. âI didnât feel it.â
âI know.â
Her fingers curl into the grass, grounding. âIâm scared.â
âI know.â
She waits for panic. For questions. For him to make it bigger than it is.
He doesnât.
He just shifts closer when she nods, careful not to touch her leg until sensation returns. When it does, she exhales shakily, relief washing through her.
âThank you,â she says.
âFor what?â
âFor not freaking out.â
He smiles faintly. âDoesnât seem helpful.â
She believes him. Thatâs the terrifying part. She trusted him with the scariest version of herself. And he stayed. August holds them there â not healed, not fixed â but choosing, again and again, to meet each other where they are.
Quietly.
On purpose.
September arrives gently.
Not like a beginning. More like a settling.
The heat loosens its grip on Hawkins just enough to make breathing feel intentional again. The days are still warm, but the mornings carry a promise of coolness, of change waiting just out of sight. Summer hasnât ended so much as itâs agreed to step back.
Donna walks differently now.
Itâs subtle. Easy to miss if youâre not paying attention.
Her stride is longer. Less guarded. She doesnât brace herself before stairs anymore. She doesnât count her steps under her breath. The tension that once lived permanently in her shoulders has softened, inch by inch, without announcement.
Steve notices.
He doesnât say anything.
He doesnât ask how her leg feels or point out the way she no longer favors it when sheâs tired. He doesnât mark the moment with words, because he knows better now. Heâs learned that progress doesnât want witnesses â it wants permission.
So he lets her notice it herself.
She does, eventually.
It happens one afternoon when theyâre walking back to the car after dropping Dustin off. Donna reaches the Beemer first without realizing sheâs done it. She stops short, keys dangling uselessly in her hand, the realization blooming slowly across her face.
Steve watches from a few steps behind.
She looks down at her legs like theyâve betrayed her by cooperating.
Then she laughs.
Not loud. Not dramatic.
Just⊠surprised.
He smiles, but keeps his mouth shut.
Thatâs how this works now.
Theyâre driving when the moment finally comes.
Windows down. Late summer air pouring in, carrying the smell of cut grass and hot asphalt and something fading. The radio is low â background noise more than music. The sky is streaked with orange and pink, the sun hovering just above the trees like it hasnât decided whether to leave yet.
Steve has one hand on the wheel, relaxed. Donnaâs elbow rests against the open window, fingers slicing lazily through the air.
Sheâs quiet.
Not withdrawn. Just thinking.
Steve doesnât rush her.
Finally, she speaks.
âIf something happens againâŠâ
He glances at her, but doesnât interrupt.
âIf I wake up somewhere,â she continues. âIf I lose time. If itâs bad.â Her jaw tightens, just a fraction. âI want you to know first.â
Steve nods.
No hesitation.
No questions.
âOkay.â
Thatâs it.
No promises about fixing it. No reassurances he canât guarantee. Just agreement â solid and real.
Donna exhales, something easing out of her chest that she didnât realize sheâd been holding. She nods once, satisfied. The car keeps moving. The road stretches ahead of them, unremarkable and steady and safe enough for now.
Trust doesnât arrive like fire.
It builds like heat â slow, controlled, and impossible to ignore once itâs there.
Not the way they are nowâquiet, winter-bare, stripped down to branches and mudâbut the way they exist somewhere else. Thick. Breathing. Alive in a way that presses too close.
The Upside Down never announces itself.
It just⊠overlaps.
She is standing at the edge of the trees. She knows this place. She doesnât remember how she got here, but her body does. Her foot sinks into soft earth. Wet. Familiar.
Her leg doesnât hurt.
That should scare her.
It doesnât.
She steps forward.
Branches scrape at her arms, but she doesnât react. Her hands move automaticallyâpushing, parting, navigating obstacles before sheâs even aware theyâre there. Her breathing is slow. Even. Not asleep. Not awake.
Something in her chest hums.
A pulse.
A rhythm.
Her cast is still there, wrapped white and clean around her lower leg, but it doesnât slow her. The muscles above it compensate, tightening unnaturally. Her weight shifts wrongâtoo balanced, too precise. She shouldnât be able to walk like this.
She does anyway.
The trees thin.
Lights bloom ahead.
Suburban. Clean. Wrong.
She steps out of the woods and into a yard she recognizes.
Chrissy Cunninghamâs.
The lawn is perfectly trimmed despite the cold, the porch light glowing warm and welcoming. The house looks like something out of a magazineâsafe, untouched by anything real.
Donna walks straight across the grass.
Her bare hands sink into the soil near the edge of the flowerbed, fingers curling into damp earth. She doesnât know why. She doesnât question it. Her palms come up dark with mud, nails rimmed black.
She kneels.
Her cast drags through the dirt.
Something sharp presses against her ankle.
She doesnât feel pain.
She feels⊠pressure. Resistance. Like the world pushing back.
She pulls her foot free.
The sock beneath the cast is torn.
Blood seeps through slowly, dark against white.
Still, she doesnât wake.
Inside the house, laughter drifts faintly through the walls.
A sleepover.
Courtney Wilcox sits cross-legged on Chrissyâs bed, nails painted fresh, hair curled just right. Brie and Tanya sprawl nearby, surrounded by magazines and half-empty soda cans. Someone is mid-sentenceâsomething cruel and speculative.
ââI swear, my mom says Donna Henderson is, like, cursed,â Brie says, laughing. âLike bad things just follow her.â
Courtney smirks. âI heard she didnât survive the woods at all. That whatever came back isnât really her.â
A knock sounds.
Not at the door.
At the window.
Soft.
Wet.
Three heads turn.
Chrissy frowns. âWhat was that?â
Another sound.
Scrape.
Courtney moves first, irritation flashing across her face as she hops off the bed and yanks the curtain asideâAnd freezes.
Donna Henderson stands in the yard.
Barefoot.
Cast streaked with mud.
Hands black with dirt.
One sock soaked red.
Her eyes are open.
Empty.
The porch light casts her in harsh yellow, turning her into something unrealâsomething staged. Her posture is wrong, too still, like a mannequin placed carefully in the middle of the lawn.
Brie screams.
Chrissy stumbles backward, hitting the edge of her dresser. Tanyaâs hands fly to her mouth.
Courtney doesnât move.
She stares.
This is it, she thinks. This is what everyoneâs been whispering about.
Donna tilts her head slightly, like she hears something they donât.
ThenâShe blinks.
Once.
Twice.
The world rushes back in all at once.
Donnaâs breath catches painfully in her chest. Her heart slams so hard it makes her dizzy. She looks downâNo crutches.
Mud caked into her palms.
Blood on her sock.
Her stomach drops.
âOh,â she whispers.
The word comes out small. Human.
The porch light flickers.
Courtney laughs.
Not loud. Not hysterical.
Vindicated.
âSee?â she says softly, turning back to the others. âI told you.â
Donnaâs head snaps up.
She takes an unsteady step backâand nearly falls as pain finally crashes into her leg, white-hot and unbearable. She collapses to her knees in the grass, gasping, clutching at her cast as sensation returns all at once.
Too late.
Too real.
Too witnessed.
Lights flick on in neighboring houses.
Doors open.
Voices rise.
By the time Donna is helped to her feetâby strangers, by adults who look at her like sheâs a problem that needs managingâthe story has already started writing itself.
She doesnât remember walking here.
But something did.
Something that didnât need her permission.
As sheâs led away, shivering and exposed, she catches Courtneyâs eye one last time through the window.
Courtney smiles.
And Donna understands, with sickening clarity:
It doesnât matter how many people Joanna scares.
Donna Henderson will always be Demented Donna.
And the Upside Down knows exactly where to find her.
Steve Harrington hears the shouting before he sees the lights.
It cuts through the quiet of the street like something breakingâvoices raised, porch lights snapping on one by one, the low murmur of adults trying to sound calm while absolutely not being calm. He steps out onto his front porch in socked feet, jacket half-zipped, heart already thudding with a bad kind of familiarity.
Thatâs when he sees her.
Donna Henderson stands in Chrissy Cunninghamâs front yard like a crime scene no one bothered to tape off.
Mud streaks her hands. Her cast is filthy, smeared dark from knee to ankle. One sock is soaked through with blood, the red already turning brown in the cold air. Sheâs shakingâhard enough that Steve can see it from across the streetâand the look on her face is worse than the mess.
Itâs empty.
Not blank. Not dazed.
Empty like someone who woke up in the wrong place and canât remember how the hell they got there.
Steve doesnât think.
He just moves.
âHey,â he says, stepping off the curb and crossing the street fast, palms open. âHey, itâs okay. Iâve got her.â
Mrs. Cunningham looks relieved and suspicious all at once. âSteve, we were just about to callââ
âI live right there,â he says, nodding back toward his house like that explains everything. âIâll take her. She shouldnât be standing.â
One of the girlsâBrie, maybeâsnorts. âOf course you will.â
Steve doesnât look at her.
He looks at Donna.
Her eyes flick up at the sound of his voice, recognition clicking slowly into place. She swallows, lips parting like sheâs about to apologize for existing.
âSteve?â she asks quietly.
âYeah,â he says, softer now. âIâm here.â
He steps closer, careful not to crowd her. When he offers his arm, she hesitatesâthen takes it. Her grip is weak but desperate, fingers curling into his sleeve like heâs the only solid thing left.
Someone laughs behind them.
âGuess Demented Donnaâs got herself another babysitter.â
Steve stops.
He turns just enough to look back at the girls on the porch, his expression flat and sharp in a way that makes the air shift.
Steve stops.
He doesnât spin around fast. Doesnât flare. Just turns slowly, one hand still steadying Donna, expression calm in a way that makes the air tighten.
âSheâs hurt,â he says. Calm. Even. Dangerous.
His eyes sweep over the girls on the porch once â not angry, just unimpressed.
âYou done embarrassing yourselves,â he adds, voice cool, âor do you wanna keep going?â
No one answers.
Steve nods once, like thatâs what he expected, and turns back to Donna.
He guides Donna across the street, slow and steady, shielding her body with his own without making a show of it. She leans heavier with every step, like the adrenaline that kept her upright is finally burning out.
They reach his front porch.
Donna stops.
Freezes.
Her fingers tighten on his sleeve.
âIââ she starts, then falters. Her eyes lock on the front door like it might open on its own and swallow her whole. âI canât go in there.â
Steve follows her gaze. His house looks the same as it always doesâclean, warm, safe in the way expensive things are safe. It suddenly feels too close. Too familiar.
âThatâs okay,â he says immediately. âWe donât have to.â
She exhales shakily, relief flickering across her face before fear rushes back in to replace it. âCan youââ She swallows. âCan you just⊠take me home?â
Steve hesitates.
Not because he doesnât want to.
Because heâs looking at her hands. The mud. The blood. The way sheâs shaking so badly she can barely stand.
And because his Beemer is parked right there.
Pristine. Leather seats. Light interior.
He pictures the mess sheâll leave behind.
Then he looks at Donna again.
Her eyes are glassy. Haunted. Still trying to figure out how she ended up in someone elseâs yard without her crutches.
âYeah,â he says, decision made. âYeah, of course.â
He opens the passenger door and helps her in, carefully lifting her leg so the cast doesnât catch. Mud streaks across the seat. Blood dots the floor mat.
Steve doesnât even flinch.
He closes the door gently, walks around the car, and slides into the driverâs seat.
As he pulls away from the curb, Donna finally speaks again.
âWeâll figure it out,â he says, even though he has no idea how. âOkay?â
She nods, staring out the window as the streetlights blur past.
The car smells like dirt and cold air and something wrong.
Steve drives anyway.
Because whatever happened to Donna Henderson tonightââitâs already been seen.
And the least he can do is make sure she gets home.
The cabin smells like peanut butter and old wood and something warm that never quite goes away.
It isnât one thing. Itâs layers â bread toasted too long earlier in the day, the faint bitterness of coffee thatâs been reheated one time too many, pine needles tracked in on boots and slowly crushed into the floorboards. The smell of safety isnât clean. Itâs lived-in.
Joanna sits cross-legged on the floor, the Sorry! board spread between her and El. The cardboard corners are bent, the colors faded just enough to prove Hopper didnât buy it new. Red and blue pieces scatter across the board in no particular order, one card lying upside down near the edge like it lost interest halfway through the rules.
Neither of them fixes it.
El squints at the board, her brow furrowing in concentration. The tip of her tongue peeks out slightly, a habit she doesnât know she has. Her fingers hover over the pieces like they might move if she thinks hard enough.
âYou cheated,â she says finally.
Joanna snorts. âI did not.â
âYou moved two,â El insists, tapping the space with one careful finger. âIt says one.â
Joanna leans forward, squinting dramatically, like sheâs never seen numbers before in her life. She cranes her neck, tilts her head, then looks up with a grin thatâs all mischief and zero remorse.
âOkay,â she admits. âYeah. Maybe a little.â
Elâs lips twitch.
Not a full smile. Not yet.
âThatâs not allowed,â El says, but thereâs no heat in it. No accusation. Just fact.
âThen punish me,â Joanna says solemnly, nudging one of Elâs pieces forward. âSend me back to start. I deserve it.â
El considers this.
She really considers it â eyes tracking the board, fingers curling slowly around a card, jaw set in a way that feels very serious for a board game with cartoon pawns.
Then she reaches out and moves Joannaâs piece.
All the way back.
Joanna gasps, clutching her chest. âAbsolutely ruthless. No mercy. I raised you better than this.â
El watches her flop backward onto the floor like sheâs been struck by a sniper shot. For a second, El just stares â like sheâs not sure if this is allowed either.
Then she laughs.
Itâs quick. Sharp. Surprised. Like the sound slipped out without asking permission first.
Joanna props herself up on her elbows, the laugh settling warm and heavy in her chest. It feels earned. Not borrowed. Not forced.
She reaches behind her, digging into her bag, fingers brushing over notebooks and loose change before finding what sheâs looking for. She pulls out a small stack of cassette tapes, bundled together with a rubber band stretched thin from overuse.
Each tape is labeled in her messy handwriting.
EL â SIDE AEL â SIDE BDONâT SKIP TRACK 4
Elâs eyes widen immediately.
âFor me?â she asks.
Joanna nods, suddenly a little shy about it. âYeah. I, uh⊠made some new ones.â
El takes them carefully, like they might disappear if she moves too fast. She turns one over in her hands, thumb brushing the label again and again, grounding herself in the texture.
âWhatâs on them?â she asks.
âA lot of stuff,â Joanna says. âSome music you liked. Some things I think you might like.â She shrugs. âOne of them is just⊠noise. When your head wonât shut up.â
El looks up at her.
âYou thought about that?â
Joanna doesnât hesitate. âAll the time.â
Something soft settles between them.
El scoots closer, shoulder brushing Joannaâs arm, still holding the tapes like theyâre fragile. âHopper says I can listen after dinner.â
Joanna smiles. âGood. Tell me which ones you hate.â
El nods solemnly. âI will.â
The board game sits forgotten between them. Outside, the woods press close. Inside, Joanna reaches over and turns the radio down just a little â instinctive, careful, like sheâs learned where Elâs comfort lives now.
Steve isnât here.
Donna isnât here.
And thatâs the point.
Joanna glances at El lining up her pieces again with deliberate care, grounding herself in small rules and bright colors.
This is where sheâs supposed to be.
El looks up. âYour turn.â
Joanna smiles, picks up a cardâIt doesnât go quiet all at once. It clicks and exhales, wood adjusting to temperature, the stove ticking faintly even though it hasnât been on in hours. Outside, the trees creak and whisper to one another, a language El doesnât understand but knows isnât meant for her.
She sits back on her heels, lining her Sorry! pieces into a neat row beside the board. Red. Blue. Red. Blue. Order matters. It makes the inside of her chest feel less crowded.
Joanna watches her do it without comment.
Thatâs new.
Most people try to fill the quiet. Joanna used to, tooâjokes tumbling over themselves, noise as armor. But lately sheâs learned the difference between silence that hurts and silence that holds.
This one holds.
El reaches for another card. She doesnât look at it right away. âYouâre different,â she says instead.
Joanna stiffens only a little. âDifferent how?â
El frowns, searching for the right word. âQuieter.â
Joanna lets out a breath thatâs almost a laugh. âYeah. I guess I am.â
âYou donât look at the door anymore,â El adds.
Joannaâs eyes flick, instinctive, to the cabin door. Then back to El. âI didnât realize I was doing that.â
âYou were,â El says simply.
Joanna nods. She believes her.
Before, every sound outside had pulled at herâboots on gravel, engines in the distance, the phantom expectation that someone would knock and ask her to explain herself. Or worse: ask her to leave.
Now, she stays.
Because El is here.
Because El needs someone who will sit still with her and not try to fix the unfixable.
Joanna flips her card. âThree,â she announces. âThat feels right.â
El moves her piece accordingly, precise. She pauses, then looks up again. âHopper says you canât come every day.â
Joannaâs smile is careful. Measured. âYeah.â
âHe says itâs not safe.â
âIt isnât,â Joanna agrees.
El tilts her head. âBut you come anyway.â
Joanna meets her gaze. Doesnât dodge it. âTwice a week.â
âThatâs not a lot,â El says.
âNo,â Joanna admits. âIt isnât.â
Elâs fingers tighten around the edge of the board. âI donât like when people decide things for me.â
Joannaâs chest aches at that. âMe neither.â
They sit with that truth between them, heavy and shared.
El looks down at the cassette tapes again, stacked neatly beside her knee. âYou made these for me,â she says. Not a question.
âYes.â
âYou didnât make any for⊠them.â
Joanna knows who she means without El saying it.
âNo,â she says quietly. âI didnât.â
El nods. This is acceptable.
She hesitates, then asks, âAre you mad at them?â
Joanna considers the question seriously. âI donât think so. I think Iâm⊠tired.â
âTired people leave,â El says.
Joannaâs throat tightens. âSometimes.â
Elâs eyes sharpen. âYouâre not leaving.â
âNo,â Joanna says immediately. Too fast. She slows herself. âNo. Iâm not.â
El watches her face, searching for cracks. Sheâs good at that. Sheâs learned how to tell when adults are lyingâwhen words donât match whatâs happening underneath them.
Joanna passes the test.
El relaxes back onto the floor, stretching her legs out in front of her. âHopper says normal is important.â
Joanna smiles faintly. âHeâs right.â
âI donât know what normal is,â El admits.
Joanna reaches out and nudges one of the game pieces with her fingertip. âNormal is⊠this. Boring games. Bad music. Snacks that are always the same.â
El thinks about this. âI like boring.â
âMe too.â
The radio hums softly in the background, barely loud enough to register. Joanna listens automatically, cataloging the sounds the way sheâs learned toâhow close they are, how intrusive, whether Elâs shoulders tense at any of them.
She reaches out and lowers the volume another notch.
El notices.
âYou do that,â El says.
Joanna freezes. âDo what?â
âYou make things smaller,â El explains. âSo they donât hurt.â
Joanna swallows. âI try.â
Elâs gaze drifts, unfocused for a moment. âPeople used to be loud in my head.â
Joanna doesnât speak. She knows better.
âSometimes they still are,â El continues. âWhen I dream.â
Joannaâs fingers curl against the floor. âDo you want to talk about it?â
El shakes her head. âNot yet.â
âOkay.â
A beat passes.
Then El says, very quietly, âI like when youâre here.â
Joannaâs vision blurs unexpectedly. She blinks it away before El can see. âI like being here.â
Outside, something moves through the treesâa deer, maybe. Or nothing at all. The cabin holds.
Somewhere else in Hawkins, Steve Harrington is scrubbing mud out of his car with hands that donât know how to stop shaking. Somewhere else, Donna Henderson is staring at her ceiling, afraid to sleep. Somewhere else, secrets are spilling and hardening into stories that wonât be kind.
But hereâHere is a board game with missing pieces. Cassette tapes labeled with care. A girl who was once alone learning how to be quiet without disappearing.
El picks up the deck again and hands it to Joanna. âYour turn.â
Joanna takes the cards, heart steady in a way it hasnât been in days.
This isnât escape.
Itâs alignment.
And for nowâItâs enough.
Steve pulls into the Henderson driveway with the headlights off.
He doesnât know why. Habit, maybe. Or instinct. The house is dark except for the soft glow of the living room window, curtains drawn halfway like someone forgot to finish closing them.
Donna hasnât said a word the entire ride.
She sits angled toward the passenger door, shoulders hunched, hands clenched in her lap. Mud has dried into dark cracks along her fingers. Her cast rests awkwardly on the floor mat, streaked brown and red, like evidence no oneâs bothered to collect yet.
Steve cuts the engine.
The quiet rushes in all at once.
âWeâre here,â he says gently.
Donna blinks, like the words have to travel a long way to reach her. She nods once. Then again, like sheâs reminding herself how.
The front door opens before Steve can get out.
Claudia Henderson stands on the porch in a sweater she definitely slept in, hair pulled back messily, worry written into every line of her face. She freezes when she sees Donna.
âOh my god,â she breathes.
Donna crumples at the sound of her voice.
âI donât remember walking,â she says immediately, words tumbling out. âI swear, I was asleep and then I was justâthere, and my leg didnât hurt and I didnâtââ
âHey,â Claudia says softly, already moving, already pulling the passenger door open. âItâs okay. Youâre home. Youâre safe.â
Steve steps back, letting her take over without question.
Claudia helps Donna out carefully, clucking under her breath when she sees the blood on her sock, the mud ground into the cast.
âWhat happened?â she asks Steve quietly as they guide Donna inside.
Steve shakes his head. âI donât know. She was⊠in Chrissy Cunninghamâs yard.â
Claudia goes still for half a second.
Then she nods. âOkay. Okay. Thank you for bringing her.â
Donna barely registers the transition from porch to hallway. Her weight sags heavier with every step, adrenaline finally draining away and leaving only pain and shock in its wake.
âIâm gonna get you cleaned up,â Claudia murmurs, steering her toward the bathroom. âThen weâll talk.â
Donnaâs fingers catch on the doorframe.
âSteve,â she says suddenly.
He looks up.
Her eyes are glassy but lucid now. Anchored.
âThank you.â
Something tightens in his chest. âAnytime.â
Claudia disappears into the bathroom with Donna, the door closing softly behind them.
Steve exhales.
ThenââSTEVE!â
Dustin barrels down the stairs like gravity personally offended him, socks sliding on the hardwood. He skids to a stop when he sees Steve in the hallway, eyes wide and frantic.
âOh thank god,â Dustin blurts. âOkay, so you brought her home, thatâs good, thatâs really good, because listenââ
âDustin,â Steve cuts in gently. âSlow down.â
Dustin clamps his mouth shut, inhales sharply, then explodes anyway.
âShe had fire powers,â he says.
Steve blinks. âShe what.â
âFire,â Dustin repeats, hands flying. âLike actual flames. Her blanket caught on fire and she justââ He gestures wildly, fingers curling. ââput it out. Without touching it. Like it listened to her.â
Steve stares at him.
âThatâs not funny,â he says slowly.
âIâm not joking,â Dustin insists. âThe alarm went off, everything was smoking, and then it justâstopped. And then tonight she shows up in Chrissyâs yard again without her crutches andââ
âHold on,â Steve says sharply. âAgain without her crutches?â
âYes!â Dustin says. âAnd she didnât even know how she got there. She was asleep. She sleepwalked.â
The word lands heavy.
Steve leans back against the wall, scrubbing a hand through his hair. He pictures Donna standing in that yard. Barefoot. Still.
âYouâre sure?â he asks.
âI swear,â Dustin says. âAnd she doesnât want me talking about it. Likeâat all. She made me promise. But then this happened and I figured you should know because you were there and also becauseââ His voice cracks slightly. ââthis isnât normal.â
âNo,â Steve agrees quietly. âItâs not.â
The bathroom door opens.
Steam spills into the hallway, carrying the scent of soap and shampoo and something scorched that hasnât quite washed away. Claudia steps out, closing the door behind her.
âSheâs in the shower,â she says softly. âIâm going to check her cast when sheâs done.â
Steve nods. âShe⊠she asked me to take her home instead of coming inside my place.â
Claudia looks at him, understanding dawning. âThank you.â
Steve shifts from foot to foot. âMrs. Henderson?â
She turns. âYes, Steven?â
âSheâs really scared,â he says, earnest and helpless. âLike⊠more than she lets on.â
Claudiaâs eyes soften. âI know.â
Steve glances toward the bathroom door, listening to the muffled sound of water hitting tile.
âBut sheâs also not alone,â he says, surprising himself with how certain it sounds.
Claudia meets his gaze.
âNo,â she agrees. âSheâs not.â
Upstairs, the shower runs.
Down the hall, two boys stand in the quiet, holding pieces of a truth too big to make sense of yet.
And somewhere between fire and sleep, Donna Henderson tries to wash the woods out of her hair â unaware that whatever followed her home doesnât need her awake to find her.
It clings to the room in a sour hazeâburnt fabric, scorched plastic, heat that refuses to dissipate, like the walls themselves are still holding their breath. Donna sits on the edge of her bed, the blanket gone, sheets twisted beneath her fingers. Her heart is still pounding hard enough to make her ears ring.
Her hands wonât stop shaking.
She stares at them like they donât belong to her. Like they might move again if she looks away.
In the doorway, Dustin hasnât moved an inch.
Heâs still clutching the fire extinguisher to his chest, knuckles white, mouth hanging openâcaught somewhere between holy shit and oh my god with no idea how to bridge the gap.
âDude,â he says again, breathless. âThat wasâdid you see that? You didnât evenâDonna, you didnât touch it.â
She doesnât look up.
âI donât know what happened,â she says quietly.
âYes you do,â Dustin blurts. âI meanânot, like, scientifically, butââ
âDustin.â
Her voice cuts clean through him.
He finally steps into the room.
Carefully. Like she might break. Or explode.
âYou put it out,â he says, eyes flicking between her hands and the blackened carpet. âYou justââ He lifts his own hands, mimicking her earlier motion, palms out. âWhoosh. Like it listened to you.â
Donnaâs stomach flips.
âI panicked,â she says. âThatâs all.â
Dustin shakes his head so hard his curls bounce. âNo, no, no. Panic doesnât do that.â
She looks up then, sharp. âStop.â
He freezes.
For half a second.
Then the words come tumbling out anyway.
âOkay, okay, I know this is gonna sound insane,â he says, backing up a step, hands raised in surrender even as excitement bleeds through his voice, âbut this is exactly how it starts. Likeâexactly.â
Heâs back thirty seconds later, arms full of X-Men comics, nearly tripping over himself as he spills back into the room and dumps them onto her bed. Pages fan openâbright, loud, wrong against the scorched sheets.
âOkay,â he says, flipping through frantically. âSoâtelekinesis. Thatâs this part.â He taps a panel where Jean lifts debris with her mind. âThatâs likeâwhat you already do. Moving stuff. Basic, entry-level mutant stuff.â
Donnaâs chest tightens.
âDustinââ
âBut this,â he says, flipping again, landing on a page where Jean is wreathed in fire, eyes blazing, power exploding outward, âthis is the Phoenix.â
He looks up at her, eyes shining.
âFire,â he whispers. âShe doesnât just move things. She becomes it.â
Donna doesnât look at the page.
Cold creeps through her veins, settling deep in her bones.
âThatâs not me,â she says immediately.
Dustin falters. âI meanâIâm not saying youâre gonna go cosmic or destroy planets or anything, butâDonna, this is huge.â
âI almost burned my room down.â
âBut you didnât,â he says quickly. âYou stopped it.â
âI didnât try to.â
âThatâs the point!â he insists. âIt reacted to you. Like it knew.â
Her breathing goes shallow.
She presses her palms into the mattress, grounding herself in the familiar texture. âI donât want this.â
Dustin blinks. âWhat?â
âI donât want to be⊠this,â she says, gesturing vaguely at the comics, the room, herself. âI donât want names for it. I donât want explanations.â
He opens his mouth. Closes it again.
âDonna,â he says more carefully, âthis could actually make things make sense.â
âNothing about this makes sense,â she snaps. âI died. I died, Dustin.â
The word drops between them like a weight.
He swallows. âYou didnât.â
âI stopped breathing,â she says. âI was gone. And now this is happening and youâre talking about comic books like that makes it better.â
He flinches.
âIâm just sayingâyouâre not alone,â he says. âElââ
âDonât.â
The word slices through the air, sharp enough to make him stop cold.
âIâm just sayingâyouâre not alone,â Dustin says, softer now, more careful. âI mean⊠stuff like this doesnât just happen to people for no reason.â
He swallows. âI justâI figured Joanna wouldâve said something. She always knows things before anyone else.â
Donnaâs head snaps up. âJoannaâŠShe doesnâtâshe doesnât talk about stuff like that.â
His shoulders slump. âIâm just trying to help.â
She laughs once. It comes out wrong. Hollow. Like it scraped on the way up.
âHelp feels like staring at me like Iâm radioactive,â she says. âHelp feels like people deciding what I am before I even get a chance to figure it out.â
âThatâs not what Iâm doing,â Dustin says quickly, panicked now.
âIt is,â Donna says. Her voice doesnât rise. Thatâs what makes it worse. âYouâre already looking at me like Iâm not just Donna anymore. Just like everyone else.â
Silence stretches.
The comics lie open between themâfire frozen mid-explosion on glossy paper.
âI need you to stop,â Donna says. Her voice is steadier now. Sharper. âI need you to not tell anyone. And I need you to notââ She gestures at the comics. ââdo this.â
Dustin nods immediately. âOkay. Yeah. I can do that.â
She doesnât soften.
âI mean it.â
âI wonât say anything,â he promises. âI swear.â
She believes him.
That doesnât help.
âCan you leave?â she asks.
He hesitates, then gathers the comics into a messy stack. âYeah. Okay.â
At the doorway, he pauses, glancing back. âYouâre still you. Okay?â
Donna doesnât answer.
The door clicks shut. She sits alone in the quiet, the room still warm with the memory of fire, staring at her hands like they might betray her again.
Somewhere deep inside her, something stirs. Not loud. Not angry. Just awake.
The promise lasts less than twelve hours.
Dustin Henderson barrels down the Wheelersâ basement stairs the next afternoon like heâs late for the end of the world.
His sneakers hit each step too fast, backpack thumping against his spine, breath already halfway gone by the time he reaches the bottom. He doesnât even pause to take in the familiar sightâthe folding table, the graph paper, the dice, the half-assembled campaign map.
âOkay, so,â he says, loud and urgent, âyou are not gonna believe this.â
Mike looks up from behind his Dungeon Master screen, unimpressed on instinct alone. âIf this is about your compass theory againââ
âItâs not,â Dustin says. âItâs about Donna.â
Lucas straightens immediately.
Will freezes.
Mike groans. âOf course it is.â
Dustin drops his bag, kneels, and starts digging through it like the answer might crawl out if he looks hard enough. âListen, listenâbefore you say anything, I promised I wouldnât over-fantasize about it, which I am not doing, but something happened last night and it wasââ
âDustin,â Lucas cuts in, cautious already, âwhat kind of something?â
Dustin finally looks up, eyes blazing.
âFire.â
The word lands heavy.
Willâs fingers curl into the edge of his chair.
Lucas blinks. âFire like⊠matches?â
âNo,â Dustin says. âFire like fire fire.â
Mike scoffs. âThat doesnât mean anything.â
âShe put it out with her hands,â Dustin says. âDidnât touch it. Didnât grab anything. It justâmoved. Like it listened.â
Silence.
The basement hums softlyâfurnace clicking, pipes tickingâeverything normal and wrong at the same time.
Will swallows. âLike⊠telekinesis?â
Dustin points at him like he just solved a riddle. âYes! Exactly! Except hotter.â
Lucas shifts in his seat, arms crossing. âOkay, or she panicked and knocked something over and youâre exaggerating.â
âI am not exaggerating,â Dustin says. âI saw it. The blanket was on fire and then it wasnât. It bent. Toward her hands.â
Mike leans back, frowning. âEven if thatâs trueâwhich Iâm not saying it isâhow does that help us?â
Dustin stares at him.
âHow does that help us?â he repeats, incredulous. âMike. My Sister. Donna Henderson has fire powers!â
âSo?â Mike snaps. âFire doesnât find people. Fire doesnât open portals. Fire doesnât bring El back.â
The name hangs there.
Willâs chest tightens.
Dustinâs mouth falls open. âDo you even hear yourself right now?â
Mikeâs jaw clenches. âIâm serious.â
âSo am I,â Dustin fires back. âWe spent all last fall running from monsters and government guys and Demogorgons, and now someone we know can literally control fire and youâre like, âmehâ?â
Lucas shakes his head. âDustin, slow down. You promised her you wouldnât do this?â
âIâm not doing this,â Dustin insists. âIâm justâinforming.â
âInforming us of what?â Mike asks. âThat Donnaâs life is even more messed up now?â
That hits harder than any shout.
Dustin hesitates.
Will speaks quietly. âDid she⊠want you to tell us?â
The question cuts clean.
Dustin looks away.
ââŠShe said not to,â he admits.
Lucas exhales sharply. âThen why are we talking about it?â
âBecause,â Dustin says, voice tight, âthis doesnât happen to normal people. And nothing like this happens without a reason.â
Willâs eyes flicker, something dark and curious passing through them. âWhat if itâs connected?â
Mike scoffs again, but thereâs a crack in it now. âConnected to what?â
Will doesnât answer right away.
To the woods.
To November.
To the feeling that never really left.
Lucas rubs his face. âI donât like this.â
âI love this,â Dustin says. âI meanânot love, butâyou know what I mean. This is big.â
Mike shakes his head. âItâs dangerous.â
âSo is everything,â Dustin shoots back. âAnd weâre already in it.â
The dice sit untouched on the table.
The campaign forgotten.
Somewhere across town, Donna Henderson is trying very hard to pretend nothing changed.
And in the basement, four boys realizeâslowly, uneasilyâthat it already has.
The Wheeler house looks the same.
Thatâs the problem.
Same porch light casting its dull yellow halo onto the snow-mottled lawn. Same hedges trimmed into polite shapes. Same windows glowing warm and domestic, like nothing inside them has ever broken past repair.
Joanna pauses at the bottom of the driveway, hands shoved deep into her coat pockets, breath fogging faintly in the cold.
She tells herself sheâs here for Mike.
Thatâs what she said in her head when she left the house. When she cut across the street instead of turning toward Donnaâs. When she didnât knock on Lucasâs door or head for the park or do any of the thousand other things she couldâve done to avoid this.
Mike Wheeler.
Because heâs been quiet. Because heâs been hollowed out in a way that feels too familiar. Because she knows exactly whyâand exactly nothing sheâs allowed to say.
The secret sits in her chest like a live wire.
El is alive.
The words press against her ribs every time she thinks his name.
Joanna exhales slowly, steeling herself, and walks up the driveway.
The front door is unlocked, as it almost always is.
She steps inside.
Warmth hits her first. The smell of dinner lingering faintlyâsomething tomato-based, something normal. The sound of the TV murmuring somewhere upstairs. Shoes kicked haphazardly near the door.
And thenâNoise.
Not from upstairs.
From below.
The basement.
Joanna freezes halfway into the foyer.
Itâs Dustinâs voice that reaches her firstâloud, fast, vibrating with a pitch she recognizes immediately.
Not excitement.
Not exactly.
Panic wrapped in enthusiasm.
ââIâm telling you, it wasnât just like, fire fire,â Dustin is saying, words tumbling over each other. âIt moved. Like it listened to her. Like it knew when to stop.â
Joannaâs stomach drops.
Her fingers curl involuntarily inside her sleeves.
She doesnât move. Doesnât breathe.
Another voiceâLucas, sharper, cautious.
âDustin, slow down. Youâre saying she justâwhat? Shot flames out of her hands?â
âNo! I meanâyes? But not like a flamethrower, okay? It was more likeâlike control. Like Pyro.â
Mikeâs voice cuts in, flat and brittle. âThis is stupid.â
Joanna closes her eyes.
Of course itâs happening now.
Of course the universe would do this to her.
âShe almost burned her room down,â Dustin insists. âAnd then she didnât. She stopped it. You shouldâve seen it.â
âThat doesnât make any sense,â Mike says. âHow is that supposed to help us find El?â
The name lands like a blow.
Joanna flinches.
Dustin scoffs. âDude, do you even hear yourself? Donna has fire powers.â
There it is.
The secret detonatingâjust not her secret.
Her chest tightens, breath catching painfully as she leans back against the wall, the cool paint grounding her.
This is wrong.
Not because Dustin is talking.
Not because Donna has power.
But because Mike is downstairs, hearing thisâhearing hope attach itself to someone else while the person heâs been grieving still exists, still breathes, still waits.
And Joanna canât say a word.
She presses her palm flat against the wall, steadying herself as another wave of voices risesâDustin rambling, Lucas pushing back, Will quiet but listening, Mike shutting down piece by piece.
This is not a room she can walk into.
If she goes downstairsâIf she looks at MikeâShe will tell him.
Or she will break.
Or worse: she will say nothing and watch him bleed anyway.
Her throat tightens.
I canât, she thinks. I canât do this.
The house creaks softly, settling around her.
And thenââJo?â
Joanna startles.
Nancy stands at the top of the stairs, one hand resting lightly on the banister, sweater sleeves pulled down over her wrists. Her hair is loose, falling around her face in a way that looks effortless but isnât. There are dark circles under her eyes she hasnât bothered to hide.
She looks surprised to see Joanna.
Not unwelcome.
Just⊠unprepared.
âOh,â Nancy says softly. âHey.â
Joanna swallows. âHey.â
For a second, neither of them moves.
The basement noise carries upward againâDustin mid-rant, something about Phoenix Force and mutations.
Nancyâs eyes flick briefly toward the basement door.
Then back to Joanna.
Something shifts in her expression. Not suspicion. Recognition.
âAre youââ Nancy starts, then stops. âDid you want to see Mike?â
Joannaâs mouth opens.
Nothing comes out.
Her chest aches.
Nancy watches her closely now, head tilting just slightly, like sheâs aligning puzzle pieces she didnât realize sheâd been holding.
The words come out rougher than she means them to.
Another beat of silence.
Nancy steps aside, making space at the top of the stairsâbut not gesturing down.
Up.
âMy parents arenât home,â she says instead. âIf you want⊠you can come up for a minute.â
Joanna hesitates.
Downstairs, Dustinâs voice spikes again. Mike snaps something back. The sound of dice clattering too hard against a table.
The secret in Joannaâs chest pulses.
She looks at Nancy.
Really looks at her.
Nancy Wheeler: still standing, still functioning, still pretending the ground under her feet hasnât cracked open. Nancy who lost Barb and never got her back. Nancy who doesnât know the truth but feels its weight anyway.
Joanna nods once.
âYeah,â she says quietly. âOkay.â
They climb the stairs together.
Each step feels heavier than the last.
Nancyâs room hasnât changed much since November.
Posters still line the walls, meticulously straightened. Her desk is neat in a way that feels intentional, almost defensive. The bed is made too tightly, corners sharp.
Everything screams control.
Nancy closes the door behind them, muffling the basement noise to a distant hum.
For a moment, they just stand thereâtwo girls in a room full of history neither of them knows how to name anymore.
Joanna exhales slowly.
âIâm sorry,â she says, suddenly. The words fall out before she can stop them.
Nancy blinks. âForâŠ?â
Joanna shakes her head, running a hand through her hair. âI donât know. Everything. Showing up unannounced. Disappearing. Being weird.â
Nancy gives a small, tired smile. âYouâre allowed to be weird.â
Joanna huffs softly. âIâve been abusing that privilege.â
Nancy gestures toward the bed. âSit.â
Joanna does, perching on the edge like sheâs unsure how much space sheâs allowed to take.
Nancy sits across from her, folding her legs beneath her, hands clasped loosely in her lap.
The silence stretches.
Not hostile.
Just heavy.
Downstairs, Dustin laughs too loudly at something that isnât funny.
Joanna winces.
âI was going to check on Mike,â she admits. âBut Iââ She stops, jaw tightening. âI donât think Iâm what he needs right now.â
Nancy studies her face. âWhy?â
Joanna looks down at her hands. âBecause I donât know how to lie to him anymore.â
Nancyâs breath catches almost imperceptibly.
She doesnât press.
Instead, she says quietly, âYou donât hate me, do you?â
The question lands sideways.
Joanna looks up sharply. âWhat? No.â
Nancyâs laugh is brittle. âOkay. Thatâs good. Because sometimes it feels like you do.â
Joannaâs chest tightens.
This is worse.
This is so much worse than yelling.
âNo,â she says again, firmer this time. âI donât hate you.â
Nancy nods, absorbing that, eyes fixed on the comforter between them.
âGood,â she murmurs. âBecause I donât think I could handle that right now.â
Joanna leans forward slightly, elbows on her knees.
âNancy,â she says, voice low. âI came here because IâŠI need to get something off my chest.â
Nancy looks up.
Something in her expression softens.
âThen youâre in the right place,â she says.
Downstairs, the boysâ voices rise againâDustin animated, Lucas cautious, Mike silent.
Two floors up, the house holds another kind of reckoning.
And Joanna Byers sits on Nancy Wheelerâs bed, carrying a truth that could shatter everythingâchoosing, for now, to lay down something else instead.
Her anger.
Her fear.
Her apology.
Nancy doesnât realize sheâs shaking until Joanna notices.
Itâs subtleâjust a tremor in her fingers as she twists them together in her lap, nails pressing crescent moons into her own skin. Her posture is perfect, spine straight, shoulders squared, like if she holds herself together tightly enough nothing will leak out.
Joanna recognizes the pose immediately.
Itâs the same one sheâs been wearing for months.
âIâm justâŠâ Joanna starts, then stops. The words knot in her throat, heavy and uncooperative. She exhales, scrubbing a hand over her face. âIâm going through a lot right now.â
Nancy lets out a quiet breath. Not relief. Permission.
âI know,â she says.
Joanna shakes her head. âNo, I meanââ She laughs weakly. âI guess I thought I was handling it. Or that I should be able to. These feelingsââ She gestures vaguely between them, then pulls her hand back like it burned. ââthey were something I could control.â
Nancyâs eyes flicker. She doesnât look away.
âBut I canât,â Joanna continues, voice tightening. âI canât control Barb dying. Or Donna healing in ways that donât make sense. Or El disappearing.â The name catches, sharp and dangerous. She swallows. âAnd I think instead of dealing with that, I⊠put it on you.â
Nancyâs lips part slightly.
Joanna presses on, the dam already cracked. âI guess part of me hoped you were going through the same thing. Because then Iâd know what to do. You always know what to do.â
Silence.
It stretches long enough that Joannaâs chest starts to ache.
Then Nancy laughs.
Itâs small. Hollow. Wrong.
âThatâs where youâre wrong, Jo,â she says quietly. âThatâs where Iâm wrong.â
Joannaâs breath stills.
âI donât know what Iâm doing,â Nancy continues. Her voice is steadyâtoo steadyâbut her hands have started shaking in earnest now. âI donât even know where to begin. I wake up every day and pretend Iâm fine because if I stop pretending, I donât think Iâll be able to start again.â
Her breath stutters.
âIâm clinging to my relationship with Steve because itâs the only sense of normalcy I can control anymore,â Nancy says, words tumbling faster now. âBecause everything elseâeverything importantâfell apart and I didnât stop it.â
Joanna leans forward instinctively.
âNancyââ
âWhat the hell are our lives right now?â Nancy cuts in, eyes bright and glassy. âWill almost died. Donna almost died. Youâre angry at me. Barbâsââ
Her voice breaks.
She stops breathing.
Itâs sudden. Violent. One second sheâs speaking, the next sheâs gasping like the air has vanished from the room. Her hands fly to her chest, fingers clawing uselessly at fabric as panic floods in, fast and merciless.
Joanna is on her feet instantly.
âHey,â she says softly, moving closer. âHey, heyâlook at me.â
Nancy shakes her head, eyes squeezed shut, breath coming in sharp, shallow bursts.
âI canâtâI canâtââ she tries to say, but the words dissolve.
Joanna kneels in front of her, grounding herself before she touches herâslow, deliberate, careful.
âOkay,â Joanna murmurs. âOkay. Youâre here. Youâre safe. Just breathe with me.â
She takes Nancyâs hands gently, anchoring them.
âIn through your nose,â Joanna says, demonstrating. âSlow. Like this.â
Nancyâs chest heaves.
âOut through your mouth,â Joanna continues, steady as stone. âYou donât have to fix anything. Just breathe.â
It takes a moment.
Then another.
Nancyâs breaths start to lengthen, uneven but no longer frantic. Her shoulders slump as the panic loosens its grip, exhaustion rushing in to replace it.
She sags forward.
Joanna catches her without hesitation.
Nancyâs forehead presses into Joannaâs shoulder, a quiet, broken sound slipping from her throat as she finally lets herself cry.
Joanna holds her.
Firm. Certain. No hesitation.
âIâm so sorry,â Joanna says, voice low and raw against Nancyâs hair. âIâm so fucking sorry I didnât realize. Iâm sorry I sprung this on you and put my anger on you. I didnât mean to make you feel like you were failing.â
Nancyâs fingers clutch at the back of Joannaâs jacket.
âItâs justââ Joanna swallows. âThis is a part of who I am. And Iâm scared. And I guess part of me thought if you were going through it with me, I wouldnât be as scared.â
Nancy sniffles, pulling back just enough to look at her.
Her eyes are red. Honest.
âI am going through it with you,â she says softly.
Joanna nods, accepting that.
âIâm just not in it with you.â
The words donât hurt the way Joanna thought they would.
They land clean. True.
Joanna lets out a shaky laugh, brushing a thumb under Nancyâs eye. âThatâs enough for me.â
Nancy exhales, tension easing from her shoulders for the first time all night.
They sit there like that for a momentâclose, steadying, breathing the same air.
Downstairs, someone laughs. Dice clatter. Life goes on.
Nancy leans back against the bed, wiping her face with the heel of her hand. âGreat,â she says, voice rough but wry. âNow what the hell are we gonna do about Donna?â
Joanna smiles faintly.
For the first time in days, it isnât forced.
âYeah,â she says. âThatâs⊠thatâs the question, isnât it?â
The house creaks around them, secrets stacked on secrets, truths waiting their turn.