It's 3 am right now and I'm reading a fic and I think the author is trying very hard to make me cry. In this max keeps having shitty races, media hating him, fans hating him, max blaming himself for losing. And it feels so real that I have to keep telling myself it's just a fic people don't hate max that much but then I realised THEY DO. THEY DO HATE MAX FOR EVERYTHING HE DOES.
But whatever fuck that. Im literally feeling whatever emotion max is going through in this and I'm so tired bruh cuz he's so tired of this shit but omg and I really don't need this rn cuz I have a mid term in a few hrs BUT I CANT STOP READING
Can't wait for the chapter where youre happy and peaceful goat. In this fic and irl😭











