War Helmet Removed (Part 2)
Jonas: Jonas thought this through. His experiences with King Eindride and the Wildest North royal family hadn't provided him confidence in their prioritization of rationality. Sparing a king, on its own, wouldn't be enough to cool antagonistic feelings, especially when paired with stripping said king's power and resources for a time. It would be perceived as insult and a massive overstepping of the Wilderwest's international authority. Restoration, likewise, wouldn't undo their memories of the offense. One letter's intended goodwill could easily be misread. Jonas said none of this, though. Instead, he prompted for Stonegit to continue. "Impulsivity seldom has a stopping point. I think that's why they call it impulsivity. What choice did you next make?"
Stonegit: Stonegit's eyes lowered further. He could see Jonas had seen and read more into this matter than he had. But that had always been the case... He was blind to politics. His best work was the average governing figures worst day on the job. What Stonegit had known was vengeance. He couldn't mask it as protective instincts, or post war negotiations, and it made him resent his choice to do anything more than capture Eindride all the more. He lifted a hand to point to Jonas's face, as if to acknowledge the meaning behind the expression, and acknowledge his own inadequacies. The hand lowered again and the bodyguard swallowed once. "I tried to have him healed Jonas...I tried to take back my choice of cutting Eindride's spine..."
Jonas: It didn't go well?" Jonas guessed.
Stonegit: Stonegit's eyes widened even as they stayed locked on their chosen floor tile, and he shook his head.
Jonas: Jonas didn't push. "Well," he said softly, and then waited quietly, letting Stonegit process as long as he needed.
Stonegit: "Thankfully what I lack in geopolitical competence, I make up with suspicion. So I kept myself from doing something truly disastrous. It called for another scramble to fix yet another mistake. Fortune finally took my side though, and it was remedied. Things appear to be...stable..." He met Jonas's eyes. "Egil has not elected to remove me from service, or hand down punishment. But that may not count for much, as I could scarcely finish my confession in time before he fled the conversation..." "It was all reckless...it could invoke further consequences. It could grow into something abhorrent in your mind. But I must stand by it. Because it was right....and because I had to change..."
Jonas: "Well," said Jonas, "Repeatedly breaking policy and stepping outside your role is serious. Wanting to rush back to a previous error can start a chain reaction." It's a chain in more ways than one: it imprisons you, and it becomes a link to many more similar actions. "Mess up, try to correct, overcorrect. New mistake to be guilty over. Try to correct that. Overcorrect again. More muck. More to correct. More to overcorrect. More mistakes in a chain of mistakes. "I don't think Egil's the sort to... implement consequences for someone else's choice. That gives you unlimited freedom. But that means it allows you unlimited potential to err and step outside your boundaries." He waved his hand in the air to brush aside what he just said. He focused on a different area Stonegit had spoken about. "We've got bias, though." He smiled. "Egil, me, all our family, you've been with us through everything. And we know your dedicated heart. You protect us. That's why we keep you at our side."
Stonegit: "I need help." It was the only thing he could think to say in light of Jonas's spot on diagnosis of his plight. And it was, perhaps, the first time Stonegit had ever said what he truly needed to in nearly thirty years. It was the first time he had truly felt the security to say so...
Jonas: Stonegit was far older than Jonas, more experienced, an authority when Jonas had been growing up. They had bonded over shared circumstances, but even as an adult, it surprised Jonas to hear Stonegit say this directly. He knew he wouldn't be able to endorse everything Stonegit might have in mind. He wouldn't be sure where this would take him. But this was serious. This was something they both needed to act on. In addition to helping someone he respected, this seemed like a responsibility he'd best assume as a prince of the Wilderwest. "What shall we do?" he asked, taking on the responsibility.
Stonegit: "I don't know..." Stonegit admitted. But it wasn't in a way that implied dismissal or despair. "But you are right of what you say of me...I must find that line of making things right, and overcorrecting. The line of defending, and soulless vengeance..." "But for starters...people who can be trusted with the matters I blundered ought to be consulted."
Jonas: "From what you've said, Egil knows. That could provide us any resource we need to handle this officially and legally. At the same time, probably covertly. I'm sure you and I both want to minimize the number of people consulted to those we know we can trust. This is a matter that could, after all, escalate to another international incident."
Stonegit: For the first time in a while, Stonegit dug one of his cigars out of his pocket. "Hel's blood upon Friga I hope not." He cursed, as he lit it. "And those in towers who can't take a good thing and leave it call those of us from the woods unsophisticated." He sighed, and then waved as if to wish away is nerves. "But yes. I agree. I'm an isolated person who overstepped. No need for that to upset a nation. Those capable of working behind scenes to address such things would be best."
Jonas: It was a reason to upset a nation. A trusted man working directly under the royal family's care making decisions about the fate of the leadership in another nation. The Wilderwest was responsible for this in exactly the same way the Wilderwest took the blunt of any decision its singular ruler made. Jonas, whose missions often involved covert work, nodded and smiled slightly. "I see why you came to me," he said. There was a small tease to it which kept Jonas sounding humble. There was also respect; Jonas knew that, as far as life experiences went, Stonegit had more years and incidences under his belt than he. "I am," Jonas ruffled his hair again, still feeling the itch from all those days under a helmet, "occupied in other important matters. But I trust my captains under me to handle my front well. I am available, for as much as you need me." Jonas wouldn't usually volunteer so much, but he really did have an inkling this was something important, something that could erupt into dire circumstances without careful attendance. And again, there was the personal element. There was much Stonegit was going through here.
Stonegit: "I won't keep you for very long." Stonegit hurried to assure him. "I just..." He took a steadying breath. "I need you for a moment, Jonas...thank you." He let the room sit in quiet for a moment, as a thin line of smoke curled around the tips of his hair. "I'll answer any question you need to help remedy this...and although any decree Egil makes will be final, I will also answer for my actions in whatever is ultimately deemed appropriate."
Jonas: "Any call to retributive justice would come from the Wildest North." Jonas looked over at Stonegit, concern in his eyes. It was a reminder that the Wildest North's prior choice of 'retributive justice' was decapitation of a monarch. "Answering for your actions is honorable. A true man stands up for what is right even when it risks himself. The Haddock family can stand behind you and provide some protection." Not to the point of subverting justice, but to protect Stonegit from an undue cycle of violence. Egil wouldn't make a decree without his arm being twisted. But Jonas was already thinking about how he could twist that arm.
Stonegit: Stonegit's fingers began to crush the end of the cigar, as his eyes allowed themselves to become suddenly distant. The weight of what he had done settled on him more than it had the day he had tried to cast the mistake the size of a war into a cooking fire. He blew out a stream of smoke, but Jonas saw that it had been used to mask a steadying breath. "Will I have to be executed Jonas?" He asked calmly. Deliberately so. "Could it happen even with those standing behind me?"
Jonas: Jonas waffled for a moment, not wishing to affirm anything. "This isn't a point yet," he finally said. "It's no use going after the darkest hypotheticals." It was a diplomatically assuring answer on the surface, but Jonas knew he was speaking this as a cop-out. His mind was racing. He was trying to make sense of the pieces. How had Stonegit's actions gone this far? How much had been directly endorsed by Egil and the Wilderwest throne, and how much had been Stonegit going rogue? I imposed myself on the councils here and saw it fit to hold Eindride's family hostage... strip him of everything I could that wasn't his life... Were the councils deceived and this never touched the throne? That's what Jonas had assumed at first, but that couldn't be right, could it? For any of this to have been enacted - and it had been enacted - the throne must have greenlit the initial takeover of the Wildest North family. And Egil had been in an angered enough mindset this was plausible. But Jonas hadn't seen this arranged; he'd had been absent from negotiations after the initial clash between Wildest North and Wilderwest, involved in maintaining order at the border, and with the flair-ups from Central, had been abroad for most of Egil's commencing reign. Thus, all this was news to him, and this tangle of information he tried to sort in his mind. Jonas knew he needed to ask Stonegit infinite more questions, iron out the details now that he knew the overarching issue. But there was a indigestible pit in his gut, and any more questions would make that pit grow.