How does one define luck? How is someone considered fortunate and someone considered unfortunate. I always pondered on this question everyday when things go wrong. But when things don't go wrong I never question myself. When good things happen I hardly notice as much except for when I get large windfalls.

During my youth, I always thought I have luck with gambling, but lately as I've grown up, I felt I no longer have that luck with gambling as I constantly lose on tables. 

How does one perceive luck? Just the other day I felt as if I was down on my luck, getting rejected by jobs over and over again, my watch strap broke, while I was peeing, and it fell into the urinal. 

I feel like I am at the lowest point in my life. When I see bills and when I look at my bank account, my heart drops. I feel like curling up in a fetal position and just sit in the corner, but that would mean I'm not doing anything, which eventually will lead to a downward spiral in my life.