I’m not sick. My body is just aching and decomposing from the rot faster than usual. That’s why I have confusion, dizziness, and fatigue. That’s why I cough and sneeze, the rot is in every part of my body after all.
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I’m not sick. My body is just aching and decomposing from the rot faster than usual. That’s why I have confusion, dizziness, and fatigue. That’s why I cough and sneeze, the rot is in every part of my body after all.

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I want to pull a Kei Nagai and go live in a country village with a random grandma.
I want to restart my life. Anything is better than this.
(I truly just want to be a incel gamer in his bedroom. Sighhh)!
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What even is home at this point. My home isn’t really home. My home was never home. My heart feels so lost, what am I supposed to do with all these scattered emotions? I can’t just cope with them. I can’t.
I’m doomed to fail and die. I know I am. I’m nothing more than a discarded pawn and now that my job has ended, the only task left for me is death.
I don’t want to die. Not after I’ve tried so hard to stay alive.
I don’t want to die.
They still say “ohh, your psychotic symptoms are just cause by your imagination, it’s all in your head!!!”
Well yeah, you dumb bitch, where’d you think it was? In my stomach?? the fuck?
I don’t exactly want to get worse. I hate making the people I care about worry. Especially over things I can fix on my own.
But it’s like a need. A need to get worse.
I need to stop taking my meds. I need to listen to the voices. I need to stop eating. I need to stop showering. I need to.
If I continue the way I am, I’ll always be stuck in this horrible limbo state of “severely mentally ill but not enough to warrant any serious treatment.”
I need to get worse.

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It’s Filthy, Disgusting, So ugly — I’m sure…
I’m ugly, disgusting and filthy, For sure …
⛓️ — Haru / Basil / 001 — Agender/any prns — 18 yrs old — TW: this account is a vent/rant account — 🔪
This might be insensitive but I hope it’s not ..
I hate having two eyes. Like, I wish I had the courage to just stab one out. I don’t care which one. I just want one gone. I’m not supposed to have two eyes, I was supposed to lose it in the accident.
My human form shouldn’t have two eyes.
When I see people who have lost an eye, I feel .. bad for them yeah. But I also feel jealous? Envious?
Like why can’t that be me? Why can’t I ever get what I want?
Maybe I’m just spoiled lol. Or perhaps an asshole, I dunno.