#stepintothesun

Has anyone read John Greens new book? Its called Turtle All The Way Down. The thing I love about John Green is yes of course he writes love stories but he rights them as if its real life not like a Nicholas Sparks novel (I still live Sparks books). Green writes about the main characters mental health and a side love story and a mystery and somehow he makes them all come together not only to make sense but with meaning to. 

There is nothing wrong with love stories they are great. I should know I binge watch them weekly. I am your classic romantic. The girl who has never had a relationship but who's best friend has had many. I fantasize about one guy making a move but unfortunately I fantasize it the Nicholas Sparks way. 

This guy lets call him Archie. Archie and I have been friends since first grade well friends I guess is an overstatement. Our brothers went to kindergarten together and then our families became super close causing us to spend a lot of time together. So basically I’ve liked him for about 9 years. He's seen me at my worst and best and I’ve only seen him at his worse. He’s never truly found himself I’m hoping when he goes to college next fall he will find himself. He is kinda the love of my life but he has played me ever since I was little as you can imagine the awkward fat 6th grader I was did not help my cause. As we gotten older I have learned to communicate and act cool. He hasn’t played me since freshmen year so that good. My best friend lets call her Jo. Jo wants me to ask him to Sadie’s and more importantly to prom.