I really kinda hate my two older siblings lately. We all still live at home and they still act like they're 15 years old. My brother is almost 40. My sister is 35. Why can't they wash their own dishes or take the garbage out on garbage day or feed the cat or sweep the floors or clean up the bathroom after themselves or contribute anything to the bills in the house? Why do I have to do to all that?
And when I get pissed off at them for being selfish and rude as hell to me, I am the one who gets called an asshole.
I'm fucking sick of it and I'm sick of them both. I actually WANT to go to work tomorrow so I won't have to see them.
Today and Wednesday are my days off this week (I'm the only one in the house who works full time by the way) and I've spent all day today cleaning the house while my brother sits on his ass and eats my food that I was saving for lunch today (and he knew it was mine). The only words my sister said when she got home from work were bitchy to me and when I told her to go away because I didn't want to hear it she called me an asshole. She complains every week when she has to drive me to work on Wednesdays because she's "tired'. She works 3 days a week and does absolutely nothing else on her days off. But sure she's tired. Not me who works 5-6 days a week and does all her chores on my days off. So now I don't feel bad about her having to drive me ONE day of the week when she can go straight back to bed if she wants to.
I'm so fucking sick of them both.
And talking to them will do nothing. I can talk til I'm blue in the face and nothing will change. My mom can talk to them until she's blue in the face and nothing will happen. They will never grown up. They will never change.
This is the first year of my life where I've been seriously contemplating moving out (too bad I can't afford it and it would make my family basically destitute since I'm making the most money in the house besides my mom's part time salary and her social security money).