Return || Silver & Giovanni
Silver had spent those fourteen days dreading the end, going back and forth on a single decision; whether to take up his father's offer to meet at the Goldenrod Hotel or not. It had come after Giovanniâs first attempt to make contact with him since the disbandment of Team Rocket in Kanto. Six years had passed in between. Their meeting had been something Silver had desired since the day that Giovanni left.
Silverâs wish was granted with this surprise reunion, but it only made things more complicated. In all the times heâd imagined the moment, it seemed so simple and clean cut. However, there were still many questions left unanswered and many things left unsaid. They had barely scratched the surface of their issues in that meeting. He had finally been given a chance to ask all the burning questions that had kept him wondering for years, yet there were still more and more things to discuss the more he thought about it.
Their first meeting had been too much for Silver. It had not gone on for long, but it had quickly become too overwhelming, too emotionally draining to deal with. It was then that Giovanni offered the chance for them to meet again at the Goldenrod Hotel in two weeks, a chance to continue the conversation they had begun. Each day Silver wondered whether he should accept the offer or leave Giovanni and all their issues in the past.
It had been very painful to dig up the old memories and feelings that Silver had attempted to move past. He had envisioned meeting Giovanni again so differently, too. His father had said things that Silver never expected to hear. He had admitted that he was wrong and he wanted to make things right with him. A nice sentiment, but Silver couldnât believe it. Heâd make promises he couldnât keep and Silver would be left hurt and disappointed all over again. Giovanni had done little to prove that he could make things right. For all he knew, his father could be doing this because it had some unseen advantage for him.
Yet, at the same time, Silver could never convince himself not to go. Heâd been alone for so long. Up until that fateful day when Giovanni disbanded Team Rocket, he and Silver had been close. Silver idolized the man. He had represented everything he wanted to be as an adult and as a Trainer. Amidst all the doubts and feelings that this would most certainly end up hurting Silver even more was a shred of cautious hope. Giovanni was reaching out to him. In all his imaginings, Silver had turned him into a black and white villain, someone who could not admit that he had done anything wrong. It was someone he could fight against and verbally tear apart like he had thought he always wanted. But this was real and Giovanni was far more than what Silver had made of him in his mind.
The choice certainly was not an easy one. Each day brought him closer to the meeting and each day filled him with a growing sense of dread and anxiety. He knew he had to do it. He couldnât leave this open ended. Silver had gotten plenty of answers in his first meeting, but it couldnât come close to covering everything. Frankly, two conversations couldnât either. He tried to think of what to say in advance. At least he knew what was coming now. Silver had had no time to prepare last time. He could only ask the questions that popped into his head as he stood there, frozen in place across from his father. He still had so much more to say.
The day came upon him. His sleep had been shaky at best, but he had expected that. Crobat could sense his nervousness when Silver let it out of its ball. There was a quiet cry of concern as it pressed itself to its Trainer. Silver stroked its head absentmindedly before they set out for the day. There wasnât much time to spare. The trip from Blackthorn and Goldenrod would take some time. It was a couple of hours of flying before Silver had spotted Goldenrod City. They landed nearby the hotel, itâs luxurious exterior standing out clearly among the rows of skyscrapers.
Goldenrod City was just as busy and crowded as ever. Silver stood there, outside of the hotel, staring out into the street parallel to it. People came in and out of buildings, some people on their Pokegear and some laughing along with friends and some who looked quite important but very tired. Cars of all colors and types sped back and forth as pedestrians hurried along the sidewalks. If he was lucky, heâd occasionally spot a Growlithe or Houndour or similar Pokemon sticking its head out of a car window.
He glanced back to the hotel behind him. It looked so inviting, yet so daunting at the same time. Giovanni was somewhere inside, waiting for him. Silver had no idea where, but it was likely somewhere he was allowed to go without being a paying customer. He needed to head inside. He was only delaying the inevitable. He turned around and approached the doors as a few people came in and out with their luggage. He stared the doors down for a few seconds before finally stepping inside.
The lobby was lavishly furnished. The main color of the decor was the tasteful and obvious choice of gold, accented mostly with whites and browns of various shades. A glimmering chandelier was at the very center of the ceiling. The Goldenrod Hotel was a well-known and well-loved hotel of Goldenrod, from what Silver had heard. It served businessmen and women and all around rich and important people. It seemed fitting for someone like Giovanni, though the more he thought about it, the more it made Silver want to roll his eyes in spite of himself.
A few people were about the lobby, but there was no sign of Giovanni yet. Silver glanced around the room till his eyes settled on a sign pointing to a hotel bar. If there was any place Giovanni might be on the first floor, it was probably there. Silver made his way into the bar. He stood in the doorway as he surveyed the room. His eyes settled on the bar. There he wasâ Giovanni.
Silver hesitated. His feelings of uncertainty only worsened and his stomach turned. Was he ready for this? Last time had been so emotionally taxing. It would probably be just the same here, though perhaps less so since heâd at least had the time to prepare now. Still, heâd come all this way and they still needed desperately to talk. Even if, in the long run, none of it worked out... heâd still have more closure than he ever could have had if heâd chosen to walk away the moment he saw his father two weeks ago.
With a deep breath, Silver approached. He placed one hand on the surface of the bar and brought his eyes to Giovanniâs face. â...Iâm here,â Silver began, his voice quieter and more uncertain than intended. He glanced across the room. The bar suddenly felt more open than before. There were very few patrons in the bar at all, and none looked in their direction after their initial cursory glances. Even so, he couldnât shake the uncomfortable feeling. âShould we... go somewhere to talk?â