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"I don't know what happiness is - and I don't want to. I don't have any good memories, or anything good in me. I'm a terrible person. The End."

Truth is, he doesn't care to think of his past at all.

Tyler Wolf + Mood Board :: Himself.

“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”

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“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.” 

~ Miridian Constantine and Ethan Blackbourne, Black Magic and A Lil' Grace, Lovers, Frenemies, Two Broken Souls

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“To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket, safe, dark, motionless, airless, it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable.”

~ Miridian Constantine and Hunter Grant, Beaten and Bruised, Lovers, Fuck Buddies, Twisted and Betrayed

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“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close.”