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I suppose for Bakudeku it ended up being… they genuinely feel like each other’s other half. After finishing MHA cannot see either being complete without the other. Their growth, experiences, parallels, everything that grew between them over the course of MHA and hell the very end with Bakugo being the biggest yearner ever. I feel like both drag out a side of them no one has or can ever manage to, you know? It feels like they have so much depth and things to explore between them and their past that no one else can match. They objectively feel not only perfect for each other, but so, incredibly interesting to explore because you can take so many directions!

It feels almost like a betrayal of myself as a multishipper, haha. I mean, I wrote MiriDeku fics!! (though I still like them on account of I wrote them (old as they are), Mirio is one of my all time favorites, and I think everyone would like Deku). And the double of like,,, I do tend to like characters with one or the other best. Of every Kirishima pair I like him with Katsuki most. Of every Todoroki pair I like him with Izuku most. So now they’re just solo, at least in my own drawings fjfjfjf.

BUT REMEMBER! if you have issues with your dad or unresolved conflict or sadness, don’t feel like you have to force yourself to do anything you don’t want to!

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I’ve peeked into TADC spaces in multiple ways. Fandom wise. And selfship wise. And I wondered, why do I feel complicated? I wondered if this was a soulbonding thing, but, no, not quite. This is fandom as a whole. I figured to toss my thoughts into the void.

Now, there’s obviously the media illiterate transphobes who deny Jax canonically being closeted transfem, and just people who despise Jax. This is nothing new. I don’t care, I’ve heard the arguments run on forever and I like complicated characters who did bad things, oh well. But why did I feel iffy about the people spreading Jax joy too? Food for thought. (I cycle between all pronouns for Jax when relevant, but stand that Jax is canonically deeply closeted transfem and utilize she/her for a scenario of Jax being out.)

There’s an opposite party where people love out transfem Jax, which awesome baseline, but I come to notice so much art lowkey just makes her… cutesy and nothing else? Like, just yippee aesthetic but expression wise and stuff just a totally different person. And yeah so many of Jax’s issues are their self identity and fear of opening up & shit but, but also being a victim of emotional neglect, abuse, and projection (arguably subtle covert emotional incest). This would exist regardless of Jax’s point in their transition. maybe it’s the auto “oh now all of Jax’s issues are gone and Jax is palatable and perfect” feeling? And like, we see the ability for Jax to be awkward and soft and stuff yeah,,, Doesn’t make Jax any less Jax. There’s lots of facets to him but yeah.

Lots is based off of Gooseworx’s latest art and expression for Jax. Which I mean. The caption is labeled “Jax if she wasn’t a huge piece of shit.” Ergo if Jax wasn’t,,, basically all of herself the entire show. And it’s meme-y. Which, people can definitely like and stuff!

Hey, everyone! I'm still here, I promise. I wanted to talk to you about what's been going on these past few months and stuff, because I think you deserve an explanation. The whole thing is under the cut but if you don’t have time to read the whole thing, here’s a summary:

tl;dr- I was gone cause of major depression, but I'm gonna do my best to come back despite worries and fears and guilt. So heads up and thank you, all you lovely beautiful people.

Keep on shining! ♥ Courtney

Thank you for your patience, everyone!

After a bunch of tests and scans, my Dr has determined that there's nothing wrong with my insides. I still have fatigue and swelling/pain in my feet, but at least it's not anything bad XP