TW FOR: spiraling, alcohol and drug abuse, and panic disorder including possible suicidal ideation
Tony had barely been keeping it together, he had been in his head all day, drinking a lot of alcohol, and downing a couple pills after the alcohol, only to throw up after.
He was leaning against the bathroom wall, staring at his razor he used to shave. Something in his head was pulling him toward it.
Why did he feel like this was the only way? Why did he want to disappear? Why did he want to drink more? Why did he relapse?
Ever since The Green Goblin had come back, nothing felt the same anymore. His panic attacks were worse now, he now needed therapy in person. His thoughts muddied as the pills kicked in, maybe just one cut would be ok...
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