#stalking problems

I can't find right words to say how awful and scary it is. And again I've met some people who tried to make me think that it's ok.

I had two stalkers. Well, at least I know about two for sure, and third one was kinda stalking me. And because of them I'm not sure if I there's only 2

One of them is really creepy. She was obsessed with me but mostly with my voice. I know that most of my friends think that my voice is cute and soothing and stuff. But she... She had my voice as a ringtone and alarm on her phone and any notifications were my laugh instead of simple sound. As I know, she had a full playlist with records of my voice. Like normal people listen to music, she was listening to my voice. She deleted everything from her phone to save more. She even asked some of my friends to send her my photos and voice records, because she lived in another city and wasn't able to do it by herself. And as I know some of my friends did it. I'm glad that last two years I've got new friends.

She had a lot of my photos. Back than I really hated my appearance and that was kinda scary that she had more photos of me than I do.

She had a notebooks with facts about me. I accidentally saw a photo of it. It was full. There were so many things about me. Things that I've never mentioned too.

I was really scared because she new my address and my real name. She tried to send me something and that was the only time I was happy that our post works so shitty.

After her I was scared of making friends in the internet. I was scared sharing my photos. My voice. I hated my voice so much for a long time thanks to her.

Some of my friends really love my voice massages. They said that it's calming them down every time. But cuz of this girl sometimes I feel so awful when people find my voice cute.

Right now I'm better with all of this. But I'm not completely ok.

So every time I hear that stalking is ok - I'm really upset with it. Today I met a lot of people who said this to me. And I will never understand them