I need to remind myself exactly whatās going on with Renee. She has been stalking me for yearsācyber-stalking, accessing my personal accounts, reading everythingāand I even suspect a friend she fell out with helped her. I have seen the proof. She has been invading my life, and I know it.
The notarized document forged didnāt even have Blairās name on it. Blair assumed it was about her because she knows that itās factual that the damn girl told her to die and overdoseāfunny how she ran over to her to be consoled about a letter that no one would have even fucking seen. I didnāt blast it on front street. I had it on a microblog that was invitation-only and I had no following. I already acknowledged it in my previous Tumblr blog. I posted it for one reason: to make Renee afraid and leave me alone. I thought she was intimidated by Blair and that knowing other people see her would make her back off. When I saw her stalking me again, even after court, I posted the letter as a warningāālook what Iāve gotādonāt try me againāāso she would leave me alone and stop lying that I was stalking her. I never took the real notarized letters to court. I didnāt even have time to present them because I was focused on gathering actual evidence of her stalking. She knows I canāt fully prove everything sheās done yet, and she manipulates that to try to frame me as someone Iām not.
Her obsession with my life is clear. She canāt see what Iām saying, so she plays guessing games and brags about āmoving in silenceā because she knows I will respond. I have shown in the document she calls āfan fictionā that there is a pattern in her behavior. It seems she targets me because she is threatened by my future potential, and she has tried to intimidate me in return. Sheās noticed that she no longer has the same control over me, and that terrifies herāwhich is why she is flailing and trying to do the same tactics I use to protect myself. Itās just additional harassment and intimidation.
Let me be clear: I have no interest in Renee as a person. I have never wanted to hurt her. She, however, has no sense of boundaries and has accessed my accounts and cyberstalked me. I know she did because whenever I changed my passwords, she reacted. Even in the wee hours of the morning. I never set up any fake accounts because I have my own to confront her. She comes to me, not the other way around. Also, I never tried to manipulate the court, and I never showed notarized letters in court. The only reason I posted anything online, on Blue Sky, was to show her that I knew she was harassing me and to try to make her leave me alone. That was it.
She lied in court to continue stalking me. The first thing she said wasnāt āI want to clear this misunderstanding up,ā but āYou have the wrong address so the charge case should be dropped.ā She wanted to drop the case from the beginning so she could keep following me. For a while, she believed she had power over me. Shit maybe we both didābut I know better now. I am trying to detach and reclaim my life, even as she tries to attach herself to my leave of absence from the internet (except LinkedIn⦠which she is also now trying to be on all the damn time).
All her āmoving in silenceā talk and posting about forged documents is just another attempt to manipulate people, make me look like the bad guy, and convince everyone that Iām obsessed or alone. The multiple accounts she uses are part of that same manipulation.
I am tired of her lies, but I will not delete this blog. Iām only going to develop it further. I will not delete this āmanifesto,ā which is what she calls it to gaslight everybody into dismissing what is evidence of her stalking. I havenāt filled it out since I established the pattern already and Iāve made sure all of my current moves are timestamped so that no one will question who did what first. Every post, every screenshot, every little piece of evidence is here to show the truth: she is following me, harassing me, and trying to frame me for her own crimes. I am documenting it. I am protecting myself. I am right.
I need to remember this: I am not the problem. I am not the one stalking. I am her problemāand that is why this is all happening.