amor fati

I hacked into one of Lionel’s shitty apps and them emailed him that I did it and how and told him how much I will charge to fix the issue. I don’t want to fix the issue I just want to ruin his Tuesday. I think I’m in my villain chapter of life.

Yesterday I watched this Italian movie called Malena and it was so sad and once I got over the fact that this boy was stalking this woman for a long time and he was just the character they used so we can see her life, I felt so badly for her. People were so unkind to her and the ending was alright too.

I’ll never forget when I wanted to get my impacted wisdom tooth removed cuz I was tired of food getting stuck in the back of my mouth. My old dentist just died on me and this new dentist was like, “You’ll have a pocket in the back of your mouth forever. Your jaw will lose bone mass but you’re young so some of it should grow back in some years. I don’t want to work on this. You should go to a more skilled dentist to get it done.” Then I went to another dentist and told him that the dentist said I would lose bone mass in my jaw for a very long time and he was like, “Wow! That dentist must be a rock star! Come on back. We’ll get that tooth out!” Then numbed me up and popped that thing out in five mintues and I have no pocket in my jaw and no one says I lost bone mass.

Anti-intellectualism is really rampant.

Listening to people argue over what culture is when they could have always just went to the library and read something. You just need to have a book and a sense of curiosity. I hate when people argue over the definition of things with a predetermined definition. This is so annoying.

I 90% ignore Tony. He’s a fucking idiot.

This man asked me if I wanted to live in his basement apartment with him in New York City and I was like ew, no. I don’t know how you live like that, respectfully. And Ashley has been telling me this man is a nomad and a bum and I think she’s the first one to see things clearly.

A certain story in the news cycle has really cemented that this is Post Truth Era for me. I listened to a podcast where people spent three hours trying to redefine legal terms and create fake anthropological arguments to prove a point. No one talking was a lawyer. When lawyers called in they were upset with them. It was wild to witness personal opinions and feelings trump objective fact. You really can’t trust most people to do due diligence anymore because their feelings are very much all that matters. Between that, everybody copying one another AND needing to type to Claude GPT to figure out how to wipe their own ass, humanity is cooked.

New York Times wrote an article about my observations about The Handbag.

I saw some red flags from the Jocelyn girl. I will probably not be hanging out with her again 😂