#ssh nado

i dont know if im overthinking it when i feel like everyone is losing interest in me or its just what i get bc i did it to myself. but i hate how lonely i feel and indont know what to do about it

im tired of people calling middle eastern countries shitholes. im tired of people calling arabs savages. im tired of racists acting like we're all one conspiring hivemind. im tired of people pretending we've never contributed anything good to the world. im so tired of everything.

i was having a bad day and when i went to get a mocha the girl told me they had just closed but took my order anyway. i asked how i should pay and she smiled and said "ssh don't tell anyone." sometimes life is okay

lol why am i so sad today

what do u do when ur on the verge of crying but ur alone at work and can't leave ur post lmaoooo

shes fine i was being dramatic

i cant lose anyone else this year

seriously contemplating letting this car i have my eyes on go because i need to renew my license first but to do that i need to retake my license photo and i'm too miserable about how i look rn to want to leave the house ever again