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Hello, love! Thank you! I hope you’re having a good day as well!! 

I’m not sure if there’s an easy answer for that, at least based on the research i’ve done. Theoi.com does specifically say “poisonous snakes” are sacred to him but not all the mythology specifies the snakes are venomous. Tho that makes me question how the Ancient Greeks saw snakes. Did they just assume ALL snakes were venomous? Meaning they wouldn’t have to specify if a snake was poisonous? Or was it more that everyone knew that snakes associated with Ares were venomous so that didn’t need to be specified?  So many questions! 

I feel like poisonous snakes def fit in with Ares whole “fuck em up” gig he has going on (the boy is a badass!) but at the same time a snake is a snake regardless, you know? So my belief is that it doesn’t really matter either way. 

ah that’s so strange, I wonder why... but I’m excited for you to meet them too :)

Hi, NS!! How are you, baby?? I used Tarot of Sexual Magick and Oracle of Angels of Love for you!!

What does BJL feels for you: The Chariot, The Empress (reversed), The Death, The Fool.

BJL’s feelings are not romantic. Yes, he may have interest or an attraction of any kind towards you, but there are no romantic feelings in him. It’s not that he doesn’t care about you, but his interest in you comes and goes. In addition, your insecurity also affects him, so he doesn’t feel safe by your side. However, the cards tell me that you could share a karmic bond, a relationship from a past life. One of the things that most stand out my cards is that there are no adequate bases to create a romantic relationship between you. Both of you are not prepared mentally and emotionally to start a romantic relationship, since you are not able to grant yourself balance, but quite the opposite.

My cards recommend you to reflect on this relationship: look for what unites you both, not what separates you. The relationship you have today, although minimal, will last over time, but it can fall into the routine and bore you both. I don’t see a romantic relationship between you, but a cordial relationship that, with some effort and sacrifice for the other, can become a friendship. Both of you can see each other again in the future and share pleasant encounters, since the relationship with BJL will seem to take a simple path and everything is going well. However, NS, watch out for expectations, since you could get a disappointment that could affect your mood very negatively. BJL appears as a person with practical feelings: if he gets bored or tired, he will leave the relationship without thinking about it. On the other hand, he may have some selfish attitudes that hurt you.

About your relationship: Queen of Pentacles, Eight of Pentacles, Eight of Swords.

Your relationship is very unbalanced, NS. You appear represented as the Queen of Pentacles: you have a great affection for BJL, but he seems not to feel the same or, at least, not to prove it. You have been trying to understand your relationship and BJL attitudes for a while; you working so that the relationship advances or, at least, doesn’t stagnate, and it seems that you never get it. The cards are very clear, NS, for now, the relationship with BJL will not allow you to grow as a person, but to repress and limit yourself by not understanding the situation in which you find yourself.

A general advice for this situation: Knight of Pentacles (reversed).

This card asks you to live the moment and let time tell what will happen to you two. Right now neither of them is prepared to have a relationship, so it is best to enjoy without thinking about tomorrow. Live the present, the moment and the experiences that will begin, but don’t stop being honest with yourself or with others.

An advice for you: Karmic Relationship, Love yourself first, Chemistry, Forgive and learn.

The angels have different cards for you, so I will share with you all their messages. I think it’s a great way to close your reading, so stay tuned, NS! The angels tell you again that your relationship with BJL is a karmic relationship. You both knew each other from a past life and this link is special. If at any time you have felt that you knew him as if you had years of friendship or a similar feeling, here is the answer. However, sharing a karmic bond doesn’t mean that your relationship must always be idyllic. You have both met again because you have to finish something that you didn’t finish before. You both have a mission to complete and you can both achieve it in this life.

However, the angels ask you for time to love yourself first. Things are not going well with BJL because you are not prepared to be by his side. Angels think you still have a lot of personal work to do: self-love and become your own best friend. The wrong image you have of yourself is causing distancing or negative situations with BJL and, in addition, with other people in your environment. One of your jobs during 2020 will be to love and respect yourself. When you get this balance with yourself, the angels mention a possible romantic beginning with BJL. Between you there is an experimental chemistry, but this chemistry is not visible at present because both of you are not prepared to be together.

Finally, the angels ask you to forgive and learn from the experience: forgive those who have hurt you (especially BJL), but the most important thing is that you forgive yourself. Mistakes shouldn’t limit us, nor describe us, but they should help us improve. The past must remain in the past and you must open your arms to the present and not fear the future. Don’t be afraid to love yourself or to be yourself around the people who are with you, since that will make you know the right path.

You’re an absolute angel for being so patient with me! Thank you so much, truly; and I hope you enjoy this treat!🍬

Quick disclaimer: I didn’t refer to any aura color symbolism charts/references for this (except for the image at the bottom that I cited) so the color interpretations come from me intuitively and from being able to chat with you breifly and pick up on your energy :)

I did an aura reading for you, and the main colors that came up in your aura for me were orange and green. I tried to depict the closest representation in the above gif to how I saw your aura💚🧡Maybe this sounds a bit silly, but your aura reminded me a lot of dinosaurs!🦕🦖 When I was a kid, I refused to play with Barbies and opted mainly for toy dinosaurs and toy bugs; so this is coming from the distinctive and happy feeling I get when sensing “dinosaur energy” so to speak. I feel like the orange symbolizes your openmindedness and curiousity. I feel you’re more than willing to take on new ideas and perspectives, and I feel like you truly enjoy learning about things you haven’t previously been exposed to. I also feel like orange symbolizes your creativity and uniqueness! I’ve so far gathered that it seems like you’re into a lot of things that the muggles would see as strange, and maybe at a time it left you feeling like an outsider; but I feel like you’ve really come to appreciate this quirk about yourself now and are even grateful to have it as a quality. You truly are a beautiful soul that loves and respects all of our friends in the animal and plant kingdoms, represented by the green in your aura. Green is also associated with the heart chakra; I feel like you have so much love to give, and that you may very literally wear your heart on your sleeve; which unfortunately may have lead to your fair share of heartache. I am also picking up that you are a gifted healer and empath, and those of us in those shoes very oftentimes attract broken individuals which, again, inevitably leads to our own heartache. 😢

Sometimes I see animals on auras, and for you I saw a bat! Here is a description of bat symbolism from HealingCrystals.com:🦇

Hi lovely!

The number rolled: 2 doubles 1

2 is comprised of cooperation and balance. Like a pair of lovers, good and evil, or the twins in Gemini, 2 also represents duality and intuition.

Creativity and confidence. New beginnings and creation. 1 is a very powerful number being all that represents the first of things, especially when it comes to the self.

Immediately creativity popped into my head and with a pair of snake eyes, it affirms my feelings on this. Like hobbies are a beautiful thing and something is screaming to take up a form of artistry. Whether it’s painting, journaling, etc. look for an outlet to just let your emotions go wild! It is natural for Capricorns to bottle it up and to try using work as a distraction. Allow your brain to just go abstract and pour it all out onto a canvas of your choosing. Best wishes!

Let’s see what I can pull!

I pulled: The King of Swords and The Three of Cups!

-This is telling me that it’s time to share and communicate with others your journey! You’ve done the studying and maybe you have some wisdom to share with others! The King of Swords is saying that you have that knowledge, and that you have that intelligence. The Three of Cups is calling for celebration! If you have friends that are interested in the spiritual life maybe take the time to share with them and exchange what you’ve learned! Maybe you have something vital that could help someone or the other way around!

6 of Swords.

You're overwhelmed, but also hyperfocused on a stressful experience. Whatever it is, understand that it already happened, you can no longer control or change that situation. But you can control how you move through this moment and pass this situation. Recovery is available to you - as long as you are in acceptance of this experience. Set the intention that you will heal from this experience and move forward positively. 

~Affirmation: I look my pain in the face and know that it too shall pass. 

~Self-care: listen to binaural beats and imagine yourself wrapped in a safe, warm cocoon. 

Hello NS,

I’m so sorry for the late reply I needed a bit of break.

Let’s see what cards have to say,

4 of pentacles (conservation, security)

I wouldn’t see this as “feelings” but there’s a sense of stability, something grounded and co-dependent (when it comes to terms of describing the relationship between the two of you). But I’m also getting negative aspects of their character, they could be seem as obsessive, and someone who’s closed off (not very good at expressing feelings).

I pulled another card to clarify, got the death (reversed),

Which is telling me that this person is not being able to move on (perhaps knowing what he wants with you, a relationship, friendship?) because of what has happened in the past with him. I’d guess a past relationship.