Christmas prompt: Regina thinking she'll spend it alone but she finds little surprises all throughout Christmas & on Christmas Day Emma surprises her by showing up and telling her she's not alone.
A/N Just intime for the hours after Christmas Eve! ;) Thank you for the prompt dear, Itwas a delectable one to write!
(I alsowant to say that there is still 6 days left of December and until then I willbe open to Christmas related prompts. This is the last one I had so if anyonewant to ask for any kind of story feel free to do it! ^^)
Reginalooked at the small flower that has welcomed her when she had entered theoffice this morning and smiled despite of what her rational mind thought aboutthe so called presents she had been receiving ever since the beginning of themonth.
At first,she reflected while eyeing the petals of what seemed to be a simple violet, ithad been things so minute she hadnât exactly realized that where there; simplenotes wishing her a good day, small traits and flowers whenever she perhapsfelt tired of the office hours⌠but with time they had become more elaboratedand there wasnât a day in which she didnât receive a present or a detailspecifically for her waiting at either at the office or at the main door of themansion.
She, ofcourse, had immediately thought about Henry. The teen had been with Violetquite a lot and she had suspected that he was probably either trying to assuagehis guilt or trying to ease her up before asking her for something justslightly out of the ordinary- And being so close to Christmas she suspected itwas probably the second option- but after talking about it over breakfast andreceiving a small look full of confusion she had decided that the boy wasnâtinvolved on what was happening at all. That or that he had developed evengreater skills at lying and deceiving.
Which hadleft her back at square one with more small surprises than ever and a smile shecouldnât hold back or hide anymore whenever she saw them. The flower had beenperhaps the simplest one in weeks and still, the note that had been attached toit had been what had made impossible for her to look at anything but that eversince.
âYou areamazing. Even when you donât think so. Even when you think you canât be. Youare.â
Which, ifRegina thought about it, said already far too much about what this mysteriousperson knew about her. But a part of her didnât want to think about it.
Sighingslightly before shaking her head and standing in front of her desk the formerqueen caressed the flowerâs petals one more time before letting the flowerfloat atop the deskâs surface, brown eyes following the movement intently. Ather back the cold breeze that had been running over Storybrooke ever since the monthhad started only seemed stronger against the branches of the trees visiblethrough the officeâs windows and the woman shuddered even at the other side ofthe wall, her eyes never leaving the flower until it touched the wood.
It had beena thought that had entered her mind a few weeks ago while looking at Henry asthe boy stammered and blushed while he offered Violet some kind of Christmascandy the girl had been happy to eat. He, suddenly, had felt far too tall forthe image she still had of the 10-year-old who thought of magic and powers inblack and white, the boy, stubborn but strong, she had loved so much. The boyshe still adored but who, perhaps, was starting to get to tall, too old, forthe visions she still had of him, of the memories she sometimes clung intowhenever magic and power became a storm far too strong inside of her. Wheneverthe new villain appeared and with it ever trace of normalcy was gone.
So she hadbeen thinking about loneliness for perhaps too much this past month, whenevershe drank some of her morning coffee at Grannyâs, whenever she felt the silencetoo deafening, the moments far too slow.
However, shehadnât shared the feeling with anyone, not wanting to receive a lecture fromSnow about happiness and family and all those things she believed in, yes, butnot in the same way the Charming duet did. And so the days had passed and thepresents had arrived with new notes attached to them. Always in the simplestpaper possible with some handwriting she wasnât able to pinpoint, or perhapsyes, perhaps she could but didnât want to. Sometimes the notes seemed to burntinto her skin, the truths written there far too real for her liking. Some othertimes she rejected them, thinking that perhaps she needed to cast a spell anddiscover who the sender was.
The lateridea, as tempting as it was, also didnât really take root into her brain. Therewas something in having a secret admirer that the younger woman she had oncebeen felt touched from someplace within her. So she waited and looked at thenotes, sometimes scolding at them, some other times treasuring them.
Today,however, she clung to it; something strange seeming to seep out of the note,something that seemed far too close of a promise the brunette didnât know howto read. Or understand.
It wasChristmas Eve after all, she reasoned with herself as she walked towards thewindow, the air outside so cold her breath seemed to halt for a second at thewindowâs glass before dissipating once again. And in Christmas Eve everythingseemed more ominous than it really was.
Both Henryand herself were expected at the Charmingâs household later in the evening withenough presents to raise an army for the young Neal and with enough eggnogalready there to, maybe, dissipate the feeling of loneliness away from the timebeing. Or at least damp it up.
Thing was,she thought as she glanced at the clock that stood at one of the edges of thedesk, the sharp clock hands glinting under the studioâs lights, she alreadyfelt the feeling devouring her up, spitting her and painting inside her mindpictures of the future in which she would truly be alone. A rather stupidthought, she knew, a debilitating one, but it had always been floating justabout her reach inside her mind; the fear of simply being alone, being awayfrom the people she, sometimes reluctantly, had learnt to care about.
The note infront of her seemed to scorch her eyes even stronger than before as she thoughtof the green-eyed blonde, the one she had despised until hate had transformeditself into something she had felt shuddering when the woman had said she sawRegina as a friend, something that had morphed as the blonde kept fighting toreach her even when no one else thought it could be possible, someone thattruly trust her no matter which realm, which reality the two of them they wereboth in.
Taking adeep breath, she closed her eyes and pinched the bridge of her nose, trying andfailing to shake her out of her own thoughts, of every single one of them.
However, asthe scrabbling on the notes became clear on her mindâs eye and a soft gasp of realizationrun over her the door of the office opened, the sound of a very particularvoice gently seeping in:
And Reginarealized that, indeed, she had already let the blonde enter far too long ago toeven try to point it out then. Or even care.
âYes.â Sheanswered, eyes soft and glinting and the note burning away, the ashes floatingbetween her fingers as she stared at the soft, soft and glinting, irises of theyounger woman that stared back at her, one single question floating in them,written in ink and paper as much as they didnât.
âDid youget my notes?â
And theanswer could only be one: âYes.â
Because, insome mysterious way she truly didnât understood, along the way, between thedeath traps and the villains and the perils she had fallen in love with thewoman that now stood in front of her, blushing and playing with the hem of hershirt, slim fingers playing over the same patch of fabric over and over again.