Persephone Lied
Persephone Lied Spuffyduds The truth is, I was bored. My mother blissing ahead of me, rosebuds rising in her footsteps, And I skulking behind, thinking, Oh look. She walks in beauty. Again.
Her power could boil rivers, if she chose. She doesnāt choose. She scatters Heliotrope behind her.
And me, Iāve no powers. I think sheād like A decorative daughter. A link to the humans She feeds with her scattered wheat. A daughter wed to a swineherdās just the thing To show that Demeterās a down-to-earth Kind of goddess.
Do you know what swineherds talk about? Swine. Diseases of, ways to cook; āThat āunās got no milk for āer shoats; Him, there, heās got boggy trotters.ā
And when he leaned in, smiling, While we sat in a bower sagged with Motherās honeysuckle, When he said, āNow, My herdās growing and Iām thinking I could feed a wifeāā Thatās when I snapped, I howled, I ran.
And when a hole opened up, a beautiful black, in all the pastels of my motherās sowing. Let me fix the lie: Nobody grabbed, nobody pulled. I jumped.
I thought it was a tiny earthquake, Thought I was killing myself, Starting a long journey to Hades. It was a more direct trip Than Iād imaginedā I landed in his lap.
He just looked at me, said āWell,ā And kept driving his chariot down, Flicked his leather reins near my face. He did not give me flowers. He never spoke of pigs.
Didnāt speak much at all. Just took me down in darkness And did dark things. I liked them.
I stumbled through his grey gardens, after, Sore and smiling. And the gardener said, āLittle girl, Little sunlit flower, You belong in the world above. Trust that theyāll come for you, But while you wait Donāt eat the food of the dead, for it will trap you here.ā And I said give me the fucking fruit.
But when I ate I could hear her howling, See her spreading winter on the world. My poor mother, who missed me after all; My poor swineherd, starving. Huddled up for warmth with the few he hadnāt eaten.
I spat out half the seeds.
So now I suffer through the summers, Smile at the swineherd who tells me Which shoat is off its feed. Smile at my mother and walk behind her. My powers have come to me now, and in her candy-colored wake I scatter Sundew and flytrap, nettles and belladonna.
I smile and wait for November, For when I come back to you. Your clever cold hands and your hard black boots. I donāt ask what the leather is made from. I donāt think I want to know.










