Am I the only one who gets mad when I see people shipping springpeanuts without my permission ? Okay so for context I'm an Ellen somuchspringg fictionkin
Whenever I scroll through tumblr I without fail always see at least one post of peanut shipping himself with me, claiming that he 'loves me"?
And it makes me really mad because, like, I'm not dating anyone right now, so seeing stuff like that makes me really uncomfortable. Lowkey it feels like I'm lying, you're basically forcing me into a relationship and that's not nice.
I already have to deal with people denying my identity as Ellen, like one time I was showing my mom some Tumblr posts, and I pointed to Ellen's post and said "That's me!" But my mom gave me a disgusted look and told me "You're not Ellen, you're Rebekah!". That made me start crying. I went to my room and scrolled through secret tumblr secretly while sitting on my bed.
My mom then walked in to try and apologise for making me feel like shit but she stopped dead in her tracks to complain that my room smelled like pee and my phone was filthy. Well sorry, we can't all stop scrolling Tumblr to go to the bathroom!
I'm currently having a realistic depiction of a panic attack in my room right now after seeing another springpeanuts post on my dash.
Oh my god. I'm about to crash out. I'm about to crash out.