Hard to let go.
Something I did for chapter 38 of my MHA x OC fanfic.
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Hard to let go.
Something I did for chapter 38 of my MHA x OC fanfic.
Shadows of our Past, Present, and Future can be found on AO3 >> here <<

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I have a problem that I draw when I read
the issue is I need eyes to read and eyes to draw. It’s not like watching a show where I can hear 😭
I sketch weird lmao
I forgot where the scars are supposed to be and everything basically
The hair is literally just what I imagined it to be, actually I change a lot when I read for some reason. And it feels disrespectful 🙏🏽 sorry
@needtoloveoutloud
I don’t know if it’s appropriate to tag you actually, sorry!
dark night (when dark means light) — guitar + voice
It is here. Behold, the guitar version \o/
I don’t have much to say besides that, even if it’s a demo and really rough, I still like it. Actually, it was like the third time we played it together so I think we did a really good job with the little time we had 🫡
Btw, this is not the final version; it’s not perfect and there are a lot of mistakes. The final version will have vocal harmonies, a guitar solo and will be recorded with better equipment than the cheap mic of my phone.
To anyone who wants the references, this song was inspired by the Shadows of our past, present and (possible) future series, an MHA fanfic series written by the wonderful @needtoloveoutloud ✨. Go check her account and fanfictions out, please, this is pure art. Also, if you want the lyrics of the song, you can find them here (I didn’t actually post them entirely besides these pictures, my bad).
Hope you enjoyed! Have a nice day/evening/night! 💚💫
Ps: it’s actually how I picture Yoru playing it :)
Toshi napping on Yoru (and having his hair played with)
His hair is a non-spiky mess - Yoru just pets his head like she does with the cats and he falls asleep super fast. 🤍💜
I used ProCreate and a reference for this. Please don't steal, please and thank you
Yoru is the OC from my MHA fanfiction series "Shadows of our Past, Present, and (possible) Future".
Holy fuck I love my husband so fucking much?!
He came home from work earlier, and it went pretty much like this.
Husband: “So, know how you've been feeling down the last few weeks?” Becks: “I don't know what you're talking about.” Husband: “Hilarious. Anyways, I thought you needed a hug.” Becks: (confused because that man hugs and kisses and dotes on me multiple times a day)
And then he pulls something up on his iPad and shows it to me and I almost fainted.
Tell me, why on earth did this man commission an artist via fiverr to make a drawing of me hugging and getting hugged by SHOTA AIZAWA AND YORU???!!
He even sent references for my tattoo and everything??!! And references of Yoru that I drew?!
☝️ THIS IS IT?!
(I'm allowed to share this on tumblr)
He'll even get a high-quality print made so I can hang it up in my office.
I could write poems and love letters for this human every day for the rest of my existence, and it still would not be enough to encompass everything I feel for him.
The thoughtfulness of this whole thing just makes me wanna marry this man again and again and again and again and-
He deserves a cathedral, and all I am is a construction site.

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Just realized I never posted the drawing of Yoru for chapter 29 on tumblr
There we go. Much better :) Yoru's pic in front of I-Expos's entry on I-Island.
heyyy becks! its north here once again with an sppf fanart :)) this time, i drew bakuyoru! specifically the scene from the last chapter where he broke her nose and ended up resetting it for her LOL. anyways i was squealing and kicking my feet that entire scene (and any scene with them together in general), so i KNEW i had to draw it here it is!:
and heres a closer look at both of them:
the lighting was the worst to try to figure out, but i tried my best haha and it still looks GARBAGGGE but whatever, its something i gotta work on (hands too. still a nightmare to draw, but i freehanded them this time so im kinda impressed w myself). this was so so fun to do though, i loved drawing their eyes. in katsuki's, if you look closely you can see i added the gold specks yoru notices in them, and i tried to make yoru's resemble moonstones (i added like the lightest shade of blue, but it barely showed, so..)-although it was a bit difficult w the way the lighting was. point is i wanted to portray them each as the other sees them, and ik eyes are a part of that so thats kinda how i went for that. and yes i added a teeny sparkle to katsuki's eyes bc WHYYY NOTTT anyways im yapping too much im gonna post this in the discord as well, along w the speedpaints !! hope you like this :)) 💜
[SPOILERS CHAPTER 35 SPPF!]
North, oh my...!!!
I mean, we already talked on the server about this, but I only now noticed some of the subtle details. Like, the golden specks in his eyes??? That is so awesome, holy shit!
And you even wanted to make her eyes look like moonstones, what he compared her eyes to a few chapters ago!
The fact that you wanted to draw them how they see each other is so cool, damn.
I can't stop nerding out again, I thought I calmed down after admiring it on the server already, but this just got me going again, sorry you have to bear with me for a second
I'm so HAPPY this scene made you all giggly and stuff, love that for you. The BakuYoru was strong in chapter 35, so I know what you mean :D
And it does NOT look like garbage, what are you saying?? This is awesome, i BOW before you, North!
And even free hand, this is so impressive. I really loved the speed paint you shared on the server, too, so thank you for that.
The way he cups her face, studying it closely (of course PURELY because he wants to assess how to set her nose correctly, mhm mhm yeah right) and how she looks up at him and the way his finger is so gently placed on the scars on her face and i get why Yoru asked if he got plastic surgery done on his nose because it looks absolutely perfect, you even put in the little upside slope she noticed when she looked at him while he slept and had her (unwanted) realization and epiphany about Bakugo see I am also rambling but how could I not, this is too cool!
THANK YOU SO MUCH, NORTH! I feel so honored that you did this and even more honored that you allowed me to share it in the next author's notes.
🤍👏👏
heya becks its north and once again i have more yoru fanart !! its her holding her bostaff :D (referenced off a photo from pinterest)
i have like nothing to say about this other than i am lowkey proud of myself, the face came out better than i anticipated
this was really good practice for coloring and rendering, honestly at first this was meant to just be an anatomy study and practice for rendering, and then i turned it into a yoru drawing so yippee
i also drew her scar on her stomach a little tilted on purpose, cuz given the circumstances in which she received that scar i don't think it would be a very even cut
ugh she looks so badass dont mind me fangirling over my own fanart
anywaysss speedpaint will be posted on the server
have a good day/night, hope you like the art :D 💜
NORTH NORTH NORTH!!!
I know I said it on the server already, but this is SO DAMN COOL!
Yoru looks badass as hell, not taking shit from anyone — ready to fight. Her face is awesome, and her expression is on point. The shading and the hand placement, and her hair is just like her Dad's (when he puts it up)! The details! And her scars look awesome!😍
And you go! Go fangirl over your fan art as much as you want, lord knows I fangirl over it, for sure 😌🙂↕️
Thank you so, so much for this! And thank you for posting the speedpaint and letting me use it in the next chapter. It is such an honor.
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