β i want to say all bad things end. β
β can you get it in your brain iβm not playing your games this time. β
β donβt tell me you need me now. β
β if it feels like a trap, youβre already in one. β
β i donβt know why i am the way i am. β
β all of this for what? β
β at least i had the decency to keep my nights out of sight. β
β we canβt be friends. β
β maybe we couldβve been friends, if i met you in another life. β
β iβll love you like you need me too. β
β when iβm back in (city), i feel it. β
β it's not worth crying 'bout the things you can't erase. β
β if iβm gonna be drunk, might as well be drunk in love. β
β youβre a waste of time. β
β nobody lives forever. β
β i didnβt think youβd understand me. β
β usually, i'm fucked up, anxious, too much. β
β iβm done being yours. β
β itβs just not fair of him to make me feel this way. β
β the truth is bulletproof, thereβs no fooling you. β
β iβd rather be tied to someone, even if theyβre wrong. β
β you don't feel remorse, you don't feel the effects. β
β i canβt lie to it the same way i lie to you. β
β if i was brave and noble like you iβd have the nerve to just stop stringing' you along. β
β i guess iβll never ever know, now that we donβt talk. β
β i lay in your arms and pretend that it's love. β
β never take advice from somebody whoβs falling apart. β
β you cling to your papers and pens, wait until you like me again. β
β we donβt know how to accept weβre just a product of a chance. β
β if a man talks shit, then i owe him nothing. β
β oh, you're so vicious. loved me, then pretend you didnβt. β
β don't say that iβve been acting different. i'm nothing if iβm not consistent. β
β nothing happened in the way i wanted. β
β thereβs something in the static, think iβve been having revelations. β
β what do you tell your friends? β
β you search in every model's bed for something greater. β
β i donβt regret it one bit, βcause he had it coming. β
β we like grabbing onto anything to feel like weβre important. β
β i was secondary to everything, iβve never been so insignificant. β
β you fit every stereotype. β
β whyβs there a pit in my gut in the shape of you? β
β youβll always be a setback. β
β i never saw him and we never kissed. β
β your talk is cheap. all you do is leave. β
β weβre all gonna die, decompose into daffodils and dandelions. β
β i could have sworn you were heaven-sent. β
β you made heartbreak look elegant, abused me with intelligence. β
β nothing in the world belongs to me, but my love, mine all mine. β
β i know you said that weβre not talking, but i miss you, iβm sorry. β
β you grew your hair long. β