I need some prayers.
I'm starting to panic. Everything and everyone wants a piece of me. Yet I cannot get what I want and need. I rely on # God but my #faith is shaky. I'm really embarrassed to ask for help. Yet I am doing everything to raise the rest of my funds. Since I lost out on a grant I was working for for months. The company I felt didn't want to give it to me. My #pride is so hurt and embarrassed. I worked hard but as a #blackwoman what am I doing wrong that I can't support from those I support? I can work but I have to learn the dances too. I really need to read my bible and talk to #God. My heart is in turmoil when I'm supposed to give it to him.
