Being in nature was a big part of my upbringing. It’s the only time I felt deep peace, joy, wonder, expansive and held, all at once. I was most comfortable in solitude outside near running water. I was quiet most of the time and most social situations felt abrasive and jarring to me. I loved to just think and feel and breathe. Just be. I would think about the perception of my experience often. Like how it was impossible to know if anyone else was having the same experience, or seeing the same way I was in the same place and time. Or how my soul was clearly separate of my body and if I could travel to the stars if I wanted to. I felt deeply and would converse with the trees and animals around me. I would hear whispers and see shadows walking by. When I really focused, I would see the different layers of vibration and would sometimes scare myself when I could see through the space of the atoms of dense objects. I thought often, “None of this is real” and wondered how I got here. As I got a little bit older and society started to creep into my consciousness, I would squirm with loneliness and heartache. My energy felt pulled and I would have dizzy spells and panic attacks. I was 8 when I had my first panic attack. I would cry often at night but not know why. I couldn’t focus in school. I just wanted to go back home to myself, in my thoughts and in nature… (Continued in blog on site here https://ssofct.com/being-called-how-my-inner-child-founded-spirit-school/ 👆🏼) #spiritschoolofct #innerchildwork #innatewisdom #backtonature #backtoinnocence #fullcircle #clarity #consciouscommunity #consciousfamilies (at Fairfield, Connecticut) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz9dg18FaVt/?igshid=15h7ohdg5cnxt
