¨ ♦჻ LATE NIGHTS // ACCEPTING.

   HIS HEART WAS BEATING LIKE NEVER BEFORE; it pounds with a FORCE that rivals that of a earthquake. His head lays tucked in the crook of her neck. He still was adapting to this level of CLOSENESS, it was so FOREIGN compared to  anything he’d ever experience …To spill everything that you are didn’t come NATURALLY to him as it did to some, for him it would take time & understanding.

    This EMOTION… it was ALMOST  TORMENTING…The unbearable yearning of always wanting to be by her side & how when he wasn’t  he could swear it was HARDER to breathe– & yet the feeling could be utterly INTOXICATING, ( as long as she was with him. ) Arms coil around the others slim form as it begins to feel as if BUTTERFLIES tickled the pit of his gut , it was NICE ( ? )  but all at once … INTENSE. He WONDERS how people SURVIVE the BARRAGE of emotions that comes along with this CRAZY thing called L O V E. 

     Now he can hear the sound of her heart, it was oddly soothing. Did she know how much she MEANT to him ? … He didn’t voice it all too often … He was more of man of ACTION & not words after all… & HOPEFULLY his actions were plenty to PREVAIL his lack of words. Though there is a FEAR that looms within his soul ,the fear that she would one day see him as he sees himself ; the BORING , ordinary , plain , WITH NOTHING TO OFFER guy… There was nothing special about him but her ? OH GOD HER !!! She was EVERYTHING… which only erupts  the question ; why ? WHY HIM ?  Digits DELICATELY & somewhat desperately grasp onto the cloth of her clothing , he just couldn’t seem to be close enough to her. He wishes he could HALT such thoughts , but the source of them were far too PRECIOUS... & it was that moment it all made a little more sense to him on how people make it through these FEELINGS cause the moments like this; with nothing but the two of them nuzzled together , made it ALL WORTH IT...

       SHE TRULY WAS POSITIVELY RADIATE ; everything she did….  even said GLEAMED like the very stars themselves. Her BLINDING glow never seeming to falter, always shining down upon those in need around her being their BRIGHT ray of light ( & HOPE ) He ALMOST envied it.

   His heart beat commences a irregular rhythm as he fiddles with his hands. She really was TOO GOOD to him… She did so many little things for him… He finds himself at a LOST for the appropriate words to reply  & he glances up from his fidgeting hands at her during the silence,momentarily, before once again returning his gaze to there original place.  He was never all too great when it came to receiving compliments… But she knew that…  Yet she still takes the time to say such things & Although his body language may suggest otherwise ,he was GRATEFUL.  A light hue of red paints his features,  STRUGGLING in spilling the words that would soon be uttered.

        HIS WHOLE BODY JERKS FORWARD upon the abrupt pressure upon his backside & he loses his spot in his book.    HONESTLY he should have expected nothing less…    PERSONAL SPACE was NEVER really a word within NEJIRE HADOUS personal dictionary after all. He exhales deeply through his lips to help soothe the pace of his HEARTBEAT.    Having a CUTE girl on top of you WASN’T  EASY for a guy such as him .    ESPECIALLY when it’s the one you  L I K E.   Gently he places his book on the floor in front of them. He hasn’t the NERVE to move her nor ask her to…   He was just gonna have to learn to ACCEPT his FATE as her human body pillow for the next few hours.

    WITHERED & BRUISE,Trembling arms & knees, heavy breaths exhaling from their lungs, he’d FINALLY hit his LIMIT ; no longer capable of activating his quirk. He leans onto her for SUPPORT,without her he would surly FALL.

   It felt as if they had been fighting for DAYS. & Just as it feels as though his aspiration starts to SHAKE she goes & FLASHES that HOPE filling smile of hers,  The fact she was even still able to muster up a smile , amazed him , but then again her herself was simply AMAZING. Next he knows she’s giggling as if  NOTHING has  HAPPENED , like NOTHING is wrong— BUT something was …something was OFF , something in her expression wasn’t wholly GENUINE, like it usually was…no … it seeped traces of sadness. It slightly TWISTED his gut with WORRY. 

    SUDDENLY she’s placing him against a stone wall & The warmth of her soft lips  could soon be felt brushing his battered features. She’s said something ( ? ) he could HARDLY make it out through the ringing in his ears.  WAIT— was she apologizing ?? why—???His brow draws together & onyx eyes narrow in UTTER CONFUSION..

❝ Hadou ?? what…….are you saying …? ❞

WHAT WAS SHE UP TO ? WHAT WAS GOING ON IN THAT HEAD OF HERS ??  

  HIS ANXIETY SPIKES—-every possible ROTTEN situation RUNS WILD through his thoughts ,the lack of vision & hearing only WORSENING IT ALL  , she couldn’t do this to him—-PLEASE—NOT NOW.

  His PANIC is short lived for its interrupted due to the GRACEFUL touch of her lips against his; His Eyes shot wide open,her nose grazing the rim of his nose ,he could feel the warmth of her breath brushing the bottom of his lip. His cheeks flushing a dark shade of crimson. His heart stopping & re kick started all in the matter of this mere moment Every muscle in his body tensing. PARALYZED ,falling victim to her TENDER touch, Slowly sealing his eyes,melting into everything that she was with every passing second. All these feelings he held for  her , that he had struggled to keep down rushing to the surface…Finally succumbing to these emotions, He’s no pro at this –in fact he’s never done anything like this in his LIFE yet he leans in , attempting in returning the endearing act,  pressing his lips to hers, softly , lovingly &  a tad sorrowfully. If only this moment could have transpired under different circumstances… Then maybe it wouldn’t feel as her life depended on it, like……..as soon as he lets her go , That was it ,it would be time to say GOODBYE & not just temporarily but possibly FOREVER…. 

    & It occurs the part he’s dreaded …. BREATHLESSLY ,Their lips become undone but his grip on her does not. He didn’t want to let her go, he knew what would ensue when he did. He’s trying to keep a STRONG face but  The tears in her eyes were CONTAGIOUS. his lip begins to quiver.

   ❝ Hadou… ❞

  His heart sinks to his stomach. Biting his bottom lip tasting the lingeringBITTERSWEET taste of her, he wishes to tell her to ‘ STAY ‘ to ‘ FORGET EVERYONE ELSE RIGHT NOW ‘ that ‘ THERES MORE OF A CHANCE OF SURVIVAL IF THEY LEAVE NOW ‘ but he knows thats SELFISH …. He KNOWS that it conflicts with their heroically duties that they both worked so hard towards.

  Her delicate hand movies untangling his grip from her as she takes her leave while he’s left SPEECHLESS. The color on his face GONE & His mind goes   ( briefly )BLANK. THIS COULDN’T BE HAPPENING!!! 

     ❝ NO..!! PLEASE…!! STOP ….!! ❞

     ALL his  MORALS seem to DISAPPEAR at the sight of her growing further & FURTHER AWAY. He no longer cared whether or not its inconsiderate.RIGHT NOW he wanted nothing more than for her to LIVE,he couldn’t do this, NOT WITHOUT HER!! 

    OH GOD & how was he gonna tell Mirio  if something FATAL were to happened to her ??? it’d be his FAULT (?)

 He had to STOP her; he thrusts himself from his holding place, tumbling forward, he winces in pain , pressing a hand to his head to help soothe the THROBBING in his skull  , though the aching within his heart was GREATER , it burned more than any bodily wound he’d ever received. HE HAD TO KEEP MOVING. However tragically his BODY BETRAYS him ; his legs begin to wobble, giving in sending him plummeting to the ground. 

   He internally CURSES himself.

NO…   NO…!       NO…!!!

 WHY WAS HE SO DAMN WORTHLESS ???  

  A  desperate   hand extends in his team mates direction. He’d really hit his peak huh ? HOW PATHETIC. His hand clenches TIGHTLY, retreating to rest on his chest. Appears The best he could do now was do what she always did for him, HAVE FAITH IN ONE ANOTHERS ABILITIES…  

IM QUAKING!! Todo is my sweet baby omg this is exciting !!