#spinturnix

El Tango De Roxanne - Moulin Rogue

PonPonPon (Acoustic) -  向日葵

Love Like You (remix) - Steven Universe

Shaboom - Randi DeMarco

I Wish I Was James Bond - Scouting for Girls

Midnight - Swingrowers (this video is stressful, but amazing)

message me a made up title of a mixtape/playlist and i have to pick 5 to 10 songs i think would go on it

Congrats I have actual amazingly terrible taste in music you get to hear me ramble on about Eurovision!

I’m not going to lie, I love Eurovision. Like, adore it. Not even a guilty pleasure. I will show anybody who sits still long enough Be My Valentine with glee. It’s terrible, somebody always brings strippers, something is usually on fire, it’s like 90% crap pop and 20% sappy ballads and 50% made up bands and yes that’s more than 100% whatever. I own every single song that has ever been performed on it. So. Unsuprisingly, shuffle gives you *drumroll*

My Heart Goes Boom, by Charmed!

It’s from 2000, Norway’s entry, firmly in the crap pop division. Didn’t make it to finals, if I remember correctly, which is a shame because it’s one of my personal favorite songs from that year. And has what continues to be my actual favorite aslant rhyme in the history of forever. (Also I love all the lyrics equally, so you get the first verse *and* the chorus! Aren’t you lucky!)

Summer, Saturday and sunshine, Suddenly, I saw you thereA stunning sight from God knows whereYou were standing in the shadows, Looking quite impossibleI lost my mind and popsicle

A radio was singingSomething blue in perfect tuneHalf a look over your shoulderI couldn’t keep from staring back at you

My heart goes boom When I see you, babyDon’t you tell me maybe, It can never be too soonMy heart goes boom, Put your arms around meSay you’re glad you found me, Take me spinning round the moonMy heart goes boom

Why? Well let me tell you about my amazing friend!!

1. I could never have cosplayed without her. 

2. Some time she just sends me nice messages.

3. She calls me out on my shit.

4. She has never let me down.

5. She makes sure I’m alive.

6. She’s done charity work. More than most!

7. She knew how to support me when everything in my life went to hell and that was fucking awesome!!

8. She has excellent taste in romantic partners!

9. Her sense of humor is terrible just like mine =)

10. She too is anime trash

11. She just got me back into Star Wars. (and also got me out of the house.)

17:Compared to this time last year, are you: (a) happier or sadder? (b) thinner or fatter? (c) richer or poorer?

Fun fact: I am basically none for all of the above. I moved out, which fixed a hell of a lot of stuff, but started another down cycle with my depression, so I am happier in some ways and sadder in others. My weight continually fluxuates by about ten pounds depending on where in my menstrual cycle I am, so I am both thinner and fatter it's rad. I have access to more money now that I'm not living with my mother, but I also have to pay rent and such.

18:What do you wish you’d done more of?

Personal work.

19:What do you wish you’d done less of?

Cry and panic.

20:How did you spend Christmas?

Quietly.

21:Did you fall in love in 2014?

Yes. Twice. And I have boy problems now it's ridiculous.

22:What was your favourite TV program?

Over the Garden Wall, without a doubt. That show is utterly amazing, and I like the way it shows sibling relationships. Y'all should watch it immediately if you haven't already it's great.

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6:Talk about the worst birthday you've had.

Probably 2013, when my birthday coincided with First Dress for Three Musketeers. Basically I didn't go home, bled all over the place because nobody could find a thimble and the only needles still in existence were beading needles, which are super, super tiny, Clay kept going missing so I ended up as his dressform, running around the campus in a costume that didn't fit me (Clay being both male and about a foot taller than I am) long after dark trying to find him, and nobody remembered it was my birthday. It was all kinds of awful. (Please notice that this didn't stop me from doing Much Ado this year, where my birthday was Second Dress)

7:Talk about your biggest insecurity.

I'm neither kind nor particularly good, and there is something in me that makes most of the people in my life drop me for something better the second it comes along. Most people find me off-putting and more than a little awful, and the people who love me tend to show it by digging out my hopes and dreams and breaking them in front of me, and that has to be caused by something I do. I'm just not a good person.

8:Talk about the thing you are most proud of.

I'm alive. That sounds bleak, but I've dealt with varying levels of emotional, sexual, and physical abuse (this is not as bad as it sounds, I promise. The emotional abuse was the worst of it by far.) since I was fourteen on top of severe cyclical depression. I have a box of suicide notes (among other things) in my closet (which I need to move here, that reminds me), and every one of them is attached to a suicide attempt and I have survived all of them. Of course, this doesn't mean my occupational therapist was wrong. I probably still will die young, but so far it hasn't been at my hand.

9:Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.

I have well spread toes and well shaped boobs and fabulous eyebrows. I have a perfect right angle triangle of freckles on my left arm (which I totally used to cheat on math tests, yes) and pretty wrists. My little fingers click when I wiggle them. I can turn my tongue sideways, and I have small ears.

10:Talk about the biggest fight you've ever had.

Mmm. Probably either the first time I ran away from home or the time Sarah called the police on me because I told her to leave me alone. Those were both really bad, mostly because nobody was respecting my right to my body and opinions or listening to what I was saying.

11:Talk about the best dream you've ever had.

Difficult to talk about, as most of the time I only remember my nightmares, which I have a lot of. Um, probably the dream I had three weeks ago or so, where I woke up crying. I don't remember a lot of it, but they weren't sad tears, I don't think. I just... don't remember good dreams.

12:Talk about the worst dream you've ever had.

Still difficult to talk about, as I have very... vivid nightmares. And they're likely to make people feel ill I'm not joking. Probably the worst ones are the ones I wake up from bleeding, though. Usually from the nose, though I had blood coming out of my ear the other week. Usually they're along the theme of someone I love is going to kill me/I have to kill someone I love, or I'm very calmly watching something rip me apart. I wrote a short thing about being eaten by a rosebush while someone/something ate my eyes and internal organs while freezing to death based on one of them a couple of years ago, and it won a writing contest, so. My head is a strange and slightly terrible place.

13:Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time.

Probably not? I mean, if I had a partner who it mattered to, we'd discuss it, but I'm not particularly interested in having sex, so.

14:Talk about a vacation.

6) Do you have any strange phobias?

Vacuum cleaners. Actually anything that makes noises at that particular pitch, but vacuum cleaners are the thing I run into most often. I couldn't go into a corner of the Clockwork Alchemy Bazaar because there was a booth that had a dozen little machines that made that noise.

7) What's your religion?

Episcopalian! (Which means basically if everything is safe, sane, and consensual, it's good with me.)

8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

Walking. No, seriously, I walk pretty much everywhere and have since I was about ten.

9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

Eurgh. I've been listening to nothing but Carbon Leaf and one song by Vienna Teng for the past week, so them I guess. Ask me again tomorrow, the answer will probably be different.

12) What does your URL mean?

It's a steampunk joke! Also commentary on my issues with period fashion.

13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

I'm not kind, and I really could care less about 98% of the universe. Basically if I don't know you from Adam I'll probably give you a hand if your life's in danger but otherwise nothing you say or do has any effect on me unless you're a threat (street harassment is a threat.) in which case I will fuck you up (I was taught how to kill people when I was seven I'm not even joking).

On the other hand, if you're mine, I'll fuck up anyone who messes with you.

14) Who is your celebrity crush?

Um. Jaqueline Hill? I've wanted to either be or marry Barbara Wright since I was about five. Other than that pretty much nope.

15) How do you vent your anger?

I don't? It isn't terribly safe.

16) Do you have a collection of anything?