Around dawn, I had trouble falling back asleep. Me—a young woman with ADHD—had the impulsive drive to cast a baneful spell on four people, whom of which, had done me wrong (I’m a witch, of course I’m petty✨ lol). I created and concealed a vampiric ward, gave it a hidden sigil—then its spirit or “form” it took, appeared before me attached to my stomach. I told it four names of four people.

First one, was a girl who bullied me and turned me into an outlet of her ego and anger. (It had been years since then, but she won’t leave me alone)

(I will not mention the other three since I do not know what their statuses currently are.)

That girl had always been obsessed with me the moment she laid eyes on me, and each time I ran into her I would get a spike in anxiety and vomit from the nausea her aura caused. Even my friend pointed out how she had negative energy surrounding her, it could be caused by either her toxic personality or her hatred and envy towards me. (Her aura was green—I’m not joking.)

(Note: A Green aura typically signifies healing, personal growth, harmony, and a strong connection to the heart chakra. However, it can also signify a jealous heart given the phrase “green-eyed monster”.)

I decided to use her as a test subject, I whispered to the ward what I wanted it to siphon out of her.

A few hours later, the ward had done wonders. I noticed my skin looked better—she used to make fun of my skin, given her “perfect” clear skin (Imho, her skin may be clear but it was dull. I know aging would not be too kind on her.). I had a good mood the entire day, even felt mentally stimulated by my surroundings.

I found out from a close friend my bully failed some sort of test. Three times. I couldn’t help but smile 🤭

You see, people like her have the biggest egos. Each achievement is tied to their self esteem and their self worth. The higher their self esteem and self worth are, the more annoying and daring they get.

I remember the saying “Ones who rise the highest, will fall down the hardest.”

Another thing, she’s developing a break out and her friends are teasing her for it. Honestly, it’s not that bad (yet). Besides, she’s rich. Of course she could have money solve it for her… Perhaps my ward wouldn’t siphon her wealth, right? 😌

But then again, she is nothing but a Peony to me while I am a “humble” Pine crane.

牡丹富贵松鹤长寿 (Peonies are wealthy, and pine cranes live long lives.)

I thanked my ward, cleansed it, and moved on to let it continue its work. Currently, my ward resides in my stomach since it feeds me what it siphons. Only I can see it. It’s quite ironic, my ward is the parasite and I am the host but it feeds me nutrients while I take it. Similar to a symbiotic relationship between animals. I do not want to “draw” nor show what my ward looks like, but, it kind of looks cute? Or maybe that’s how I feel since I made it. It seems to be happy working for me as it had done nothing but bring joy and wonders into my life.

I will continue to update my spell diary from now on, coming soon would be my love spells I casted. I’m quite excited to share it, actually. 😌🪭

If you would like to ask me “how did you create your ward”, I cannot tell you since this is a specific practice passed down onto me by an elder woman in my ancestral home (whom I channeled through divination).

But I do have a word of advice, you can create your own ward just with tarot cards or perhaps a paper and a pen as long as you visualize a ball of energy active in your stomach. (Note: Do not forget to conceal your energy/your spell. For each spell you cast, you leave an imprint which other witches or other spiritual people can sense and pick up.)

You do not need to let it reside in your stomach like I did, you may even give it its own form or perhaps a physical vessel like a potted plant or a plush toy. Or just leave it as it’s sigil or name. As long as you whisper it your intentions and feel your energy activate it, it will activate. You may even imagine what it looks like, it may even choose its own form and reveal itself to you—the possibilities are endless.

People fail to understand that spells do not have laws, rules, nor strict instructions. Witches were always meant to practice their craft with their personal, and individual freedom.

Rather, everything is energy and since everything is energy—you must have the understanding and the ability to manipulate energy. That is also how law of attraction and manifestation works. Manipulation of energy. Everyone’s “free will” abides to your own, this is your reality. It is quite stupid to question one’s freewill in spell work whilst ignoring their freewill in your manifestation. Everyone is YOU pushed out.

If you are a beginner witch or a baby witch struggling with spell work, frustrated in your progress and your work, i advise you to return to the basics; ENERGY WORK

Meditation and visualization can help you. But if you suffer from aphantasia, a pen and paper are your best friends.

That is all I am willing to teach you for today. I hope you have learned a thing or two from me. Until next time.

再见

A while back, I’ve been feeling drained. You know the weird feeling of disgust at yourself. I haven’t been feeling like myself, so, I performed a cleansing.

Upon cleansing myself, I found some signs of magick casted upon me. However, divination revealed it was baneful magick casted by an amateur witch who had no knowledge about concealment nor were their protection spells that good. I’ve hit one of their wards and it was as good as maneuver. I’ve decided to increase my protection and made a new protection spell including a poppet to trap whatever they sent to me.

You see, I was not the best at protection spells but I am good with transmutation. I’ve been scolded by dragon guardian but I wouldn’t listen because of how stubborn I was and how much energy I would receive just from transmuting a single baneful spell casted against me.

And so, I focused on both; Protection & Transmutation.

First, I made a new protection spell taught to me by my dragon. The idea was that each time an attack is sent my way, my shield would get stronger. It transmutes and consumes the energy sent against me and turns it into its own.

Next, a poppet. Not just any poppet, but a poppet that has my “essence”. Spells casted against me will be directed at this poppet, the poppet in turn will “consume” whatever was sent to me, including; spirtual parasites, trickster spirits, monitoring spirits, etc.

Within the day, I felt energized and lighter as if a heavy load was removed from my energy field. When I touched my poppet, I felt it vibrate. The energy felt angry before it died out and became mine. With this in mind, I found out I have energy scattered all over my house from the spells I’ve made and from the spells that attempted to reach my field. Immediately cleansed my space, I’ve made two servitors for cleansing; One for cleansing my area, One for cleansing me.

It’s been a week since I’ve made my protection spell & transmutation ward, I found out my shield has become violent and aggressive. For each attack sent to me, it consumes and retaliates against the sender. Some of the attacks sent against me weren’t even spells, they were evil eye, negative thoughts and feelings someone had for me (lol).

Always practice protection spells and transmutation magick, they go hand in hand. However, you must learn to be clever and outsmart your opponents. Never underestimate them.

再见